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Life Choices 2

2010-04-29T05:53:00.000-07:00

Hey ya'll

For those whom I've asked for advice again, you'll know the situation. For those who don't check out the first part of this down belooooow.

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Okay.

Today my lecturers had me talk with them again on the confirmation of my decision. They feel worried and admitted something to me in a fashionable way of saying it without saying it.

Apparently what I learn about the individual group members of the Other group is that their GPA (grades) were around average the according to last year's results. The group leader is okay and I agree.

That worried me.

I could do a good job, but I have to depend on my members on keeping up with my standards. As I said, I would help them, but I have to depend on them to make the game right, cuz in the end, the game play is the one that wins over. The lecturers and I figured that it was possible that the members could change their mindset and strive to keep up with my standards.

I said I would take the chance and stick with the group. (PARAGON point! ^_^)

Next, they decided to have another person (that I do not know again) to join the Other group also as a 7th member. That... may sound like good news to have another member, but really, it means that this group is pretty bad to have the lecturers pick out another person to help us out!

But... When I came out and told my Initial group of my decision, I admitted that I chose to stick with the Other group. Surprised, I took the chance to state my reasons. Next, they admitted that they honestly felt bad for letting me go, and they want me back in their group.

One for all, all for one I guess.

Now... the decision is up to me...

Well fuck...

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Here's what I gotta say about the individuals.

Other group: There are one or two slackers. Their group leader is good, friendly, and organized. In secondary school I've learnt to pick out the weird ones in the class, and a three of them are basically it. I'm not gonna go into detail cuz I don't know them very well.

Initial group: Good friends and people I know. They're all pretty hardworking. The leader can be demanding, but he's a great guy to be with (He has a scholarship too). One of them can be pretty lazy, but since he's put in his role of expertise, I bet he'll be ambitious to create good work. The girls are close friends to the end, and they set a cherry mood.

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What shall be the outcome?

My focus are the roles I am assigned to, how I'm needed in the group, how the group needs me, what's the base concept of the game, and predictions if this group will fail.

Ok here's a little information on the game concepts.

Other group is planning a Role Playing Game where there will be absolutely no action at all, but will be as real as Sims set in a fantasy world where the player will do quests (WTF was my first reaction). But I began to develop ideas where this could get frikkin story and character based, so that would be the win of it.

Initial group has nothing much but a few sketches. One of which seems appealing. Block animals which can be stacked on one another to acquire a higher level. I'm not sure if that character concept would be the player, enemy, or ally. But I've once again had another Creative outburst in the train today, So I've got a sweet idea I'd like to propose with help from the Block Animals.

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The lecturers seem to have talked with my friends, and in turn my friends have told me. The lecturers were worried that I couldn't cope with the stress when dealing with the Other group. My friends talked to me a lot about the people in the Other group, how some people thought it was a stupid idea that I was joining the other group, and my friends wanted me back.

Heh... How about that...

Yeah... and now, I feel like honoring the time honored tradition in NCC

ONE FOR ALL, ALL FOR ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I don't think I'm gonna Leeroy Jenkins this one.

I wanna be back with the people I know. And I know there's no chance we'll fail and break up cuz after the experience of losing a member, I don't think they'll want that again. We're all pretty tight ya'know? Besides, this doesn't mean I can't do character concepts anymore! I can still draw ;) And it wouldn't hurt to learn new things like Animation and 3D modelling. Besides, I can't let my Creative Outburst Idea go to waste ;)

So lemme know what you think on this? Convince me otherwise on my somewhat rash decision.

Personally, I'm quite settled on returning to the right side of the fence. It seems harsh that I would be leaving the group and that I would probably be deemed an asshole. But hey! Nothing personal, just business. And in Business, assholes just like me just love to mess with your minds.

For my initial group, it would be personal, and I wouldn't like to be a personal type of asshole.

Life Choices

2010-04-27T06:22:00.000-07:00

Hi,

Some of you may just be wanderin' by my blog and caught sight of this post, or I asked you to come check this post out.

I'd like to ask readers of this post for advice on a problematic decision that I have to make- now.

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The start of the situation began last week during the first week of school.

We had to form groups of 6 that will last all the way till the end of the 2 semesters (a year). Me and a group of friends formed a group of 7 (3 Guys 4 Gals). So we were asked by the lecturers to put one person in the "Danger Zone" where he/she could be taken away from the group and join another group that lacks of 6 people.

I fell in the Danger Zone (lol noob shit)

There were 3 other groups with 7 people too, and 1 group with only 5 people, so this is gonna be a survivor tryout (sorta)

Today, the lecturers decided who would join the 'other' group.

Huzzah and Hurrah! I was picked (WTF lol)

Now I'm assigned to this 'other group' for the rest of the year.

Sounds straight forward "shit happens" sorta thing m'rite? Nothing interesting here! But let's rewind shall me and enter my thoughts.

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In the group, I had the role of a Writer and Animator. I'm sure I would make an acceptable game writer. As an animator, I haven't learnt 3D animation yet so nothing is certain at that point.

Next, I was put in the Danger Zone because the writer was a relatively easy task, and 3D animation is something all of us will learn. And... I was pretty much a liability then and there. It was a difficult choice to pick who to go, so I can't be angry at my teammates.

My teammates, people I know and good friends. So I pretty much know they're skill sets and their team play. 2 of them whom I've known since the beginning of poly.

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Today, I was actually picked by the Other group. I mean they actually picked me out of 3 choices, not the lecturers. They needed an artist, so they put me as Character Concept designer and Texture Painter.

Character Concept Designer? Hell yeah... that's been another goal I've been reaching for other than being a Writer. Texture painter.... meh, whatever, I can get the job done.

But this Other group. I do not know these people very well. Like... not at all. I'm not sure of they're skill sets except one- and he's the leader. He's pretty good, likes to be the friendly guy. That's good.
I'm sure the rest are the same too.

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Here's another surprise. The lecturers (being the good and concerned people that they are), ask me to talk with them about the group change.

They ask me about my thoughts. Am I comfortable? How will I fare in my opinion? What do I think of the new group? What am I aiming for? All those psychological questions. What's more is that they give me tips. They say that the usual "Dream Team" like my initial group tend to get messed up and get douched soon enough.

I could actually see that happening to the group if things really went out of hand.

They also said that working with strangers and adapting to change is part of the industry in the future and this could be a great learning ground or me. I've figured that out last week.

After all that talk, I figured I'd stay with the new group.

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Why?

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Leave Group:

Loyalty bond broken
Left my 2 guy friends with each other who don't get along too well with each other when it comes down to business
Pick up a more important role in the other group and one which I'm comfortable with
Meet new friends
Have a good experience to adapting to the new change
Other group has quite an uninteresting idea unless I suggest something more advanced (but I'm not the writer)
May be doing my initial group a favor by having one less person to worry about

Stay in Group:

Friends I know and will be comfortable with
Lose the experience but may get to experience group disputes
Get back to my writing ideas and animator which will be fun indeed ^_^
Other group will have to appoint another candidate that I dunno if they fit the artistic criterea or not, and that could mean trouble for them

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Here, I'm basically the equilizer.

If I leave, that's because of business. If I stay, that would be because of loyalty and friendship.

If I leave, I would be doing the other group good. If I stay, they might have trouble with another dude.

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It's like....

Family

You discover you're adopted by 17 and your blood parents desire your return. Would you leave your parents with your 2 brothers that you've so loved and been loved, to join a family with no other child and you would make their life way better?

BGR

You're in a relationship with this fantastic girl! But there's another love in your life, this girl is pitiful and has never had a relationship. Would you leave your girl for pitiful girl and give her hope, or would you stay with your girl and know you're gonna get it on good?

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The thing is that people don't know the future, they can only rely on predictions which are just shit. This will actually affect my experience and grades, so its a life choice.

Any advice? I could really use them :/ It's not too late for me- I hope.

Thanks

Sponsered by the game "Dragon Age Origins" get that game if you want to experience life decisions such as this- it'll blow your mind.

BGR Think: Why do you love me?

2010-04-05T06:57:00.000-07:00

Doing the BGR psych, it just came to mind the most heart stopping, mind freaking question for couples.

"Dear... Why do you love me?"

Seems simple?

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

You may reply as such in the heat of the moment:

Guy: 'Well... because you're the prettiest girl I have ever met'

Gal: 'Then what if you meet an even prettier girl?'

Guy: 'Uh... no... c'mon! You're the one and only! I love who you are! Your personality- I can keep going on! There's just so much of you that's so special to me!'

Gal: 'So I'm one unique prize for you... you must be very proud of yourself to have gotten me to be your girlfriend.'

Guy: 'You don't sound convinced...'

Gal: 'Oh I'm convinced! I'm convinced that I'm very special- honestly, that's sweet. Thanks- THAT what I mean to you is a tool for your infinite pleasure!'

Guy: 'That is somewhat true, but you are more than a tool- Wait!- Lemme ask you this time, What am I to you?'

Gal: '....'

Guy: 'Yeah?'

Gal: '...............'

Guy: 'I'm still here?'

Gal: '.......................'

Guy: 'I'll go buy a Crappacino.'

Gal: 'WAIT!'

Guy: '-_-'

Gal: 'What you are... is obviously human (duh)... you get what I mean. What you are to me is someone who believes he can protect his girl from everything, and is willing to risk it all for her. You would take a bullet for me (I could swallow it) JUST LET ME FINISH! Dear... I'm what you hold dearest, and you're my protector. So I'm using you-'

Guy: 'And you're using me.'

Gal: 'Yes. But you didn't answer my question on WHY you love me.'

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Uh... right... I know I know, this isn't what all ya'll will say. But honestly, what would be your immediate answer to the question, and what would be your answer to the question.

Leave both your answers in the comments if you don't mind having the time to think about it.

If you figure the answer to his EPIC question (you won't win a prize) you will probably have all your problems solved for BGR like:

What am I looking for in a GF/BF?

What do I have to do for him/her to love me?

What's up with this shit?

I dunno. But it'll solve a lot of your problems, trust me, I'm still thinking!

So... seeya!

BGR Psych (WOOT!): Ladies and Gents

2010-04-03T08:36:00.000-07:00

Heyoooo!!!

*BANG*BANG*

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I'm back! Unless you know about Borderlands then you wouldn't know what happened on the top.

I'm back (WITH A VENGANCE) uh... no.... ok. WE are back (Andrew and me) to give another BGR psychs that I've had in my mind for a whole frikkin year (dust and termites in the brain) so... my bad :)

So you wanna get on topic? I'll just start off what I thought of in the MRT

*slowly turns to gaze at the sky* (shaddup drama boy!)

Ok.

I thought of the factions of boys and girls. It's a warzone for both genders. Singles can worry about work, studies, whether you forgot something, (did you take your pills Louis?) they will still worry about BGR. You watched the movies, you're obsessed, you wanna hold and kiss someone like you never did before (like your mom... what the frak?)
-_-
Ok... but you- like me- will always think about the opposite gender. It's like war, you gotta focus on the enemy (don't get the idea that your boyfriend's the enemy 0_0) Ok bad analogy (he just watched Band of Brothers)

So uh... that's basic stuff there, so one question I asked myself was, what's the opposite gender REALLY like? (Understand the enemy) So did a little psychic trick on the girls on the train and the guys too.

Boys
Admit it, we're all sensitive now- we've loosened up cuz imaginary lady Juliet has got our hearts on a one way trip to the grave where we'll live a happily ever after. Why has this happened? (Lady Juliet and the grave thing?) Yes. It is because we find the most beautiful thing on earth besides that shiny vintage Cadillac in the driveway. And we need her sooo much! (Trophy?) Hey! Not only based on looks,

It's that time of year again!

2010-03-14T09:11:00.000-07:00

Hey guise!

It's that time of year again!
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The 6 weeks of holiday we so rightly deserve!!!

Well actually now is the 2nd week I guess, cuz I've been busting my ass off playing Borderlands on my Xbox 360. And have not been doing anything productive at all- like NOTHING at ALL!!!

But hey, that's what holidays are for, to do what we wanna do that we can't do when it isn't the holidays.

Um... Though, I will try my best to free myself from the sin of sloth and continue with my personal projects :)

I'm trying to draw out a first look at Light's girlfriend, Kristine (The name could be changed but I have many other things I have to worry about the story and such first). And I'm holding off my writing for D-L... Sadly.

But that's because I have to consider how D-L would fit as a good game whereby people will actually enjoy good gameplay as well as storyline. Besides, I got probably 4-5 years until I have to get this done with. For the time being, the characters are a must so I'll still draw them :)

DeviantArt matters: I'm really too lazy to upload any photos but I will upload some of my works

Oh... Wish me the best for my flash revision this holidays, cuz... I'm screwed if I don't get it right this time :/

Yeah, this was just an update. For anything interesting, you just have to wait cuz I may find time for a few random psych's like on gaming, love- Speaking about that, I was considering a sort of a love story, but I'm just afraid it gets boring cuz it's always all the same!

Well! Seeya! BORDERLANDS!!!!

Yo Baby I'm Home!

2009-12-13T07:22:00.000-08:00

NUMBER 83-THE COLE TRAAAAAAAAAAAIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!

ahhahahahhahahahahahahhahahahah

Gotta love that hunk of meat!

Hello!

I'm back and blogging! Right now I'm feeling guilty that I'm neglecting my work, but this is just the beginning so I'd take it easy for now... :3 <--- ZOMG CUTE ANIME FACE! CURSES!

Ok... Anime the infection is spreading- I can link a pic of that for you... but now!

I have a lot of important game work to do so I'm not going to say much for this post! (It's like just the prequel to something awesome that's gonna happen!)

Yes! I almost forgot! Nearing the holidays, I delved into the psychology of art. And that's what I'm gonna write about in my next post- If I have the time for it! I've got a lotta ideas for that- artists should check this out to discover if your profession is worth while.

Next would be in the games! I already have Call Of Duty Modern Warfare 2 on the Xbox 360 so I'm kicking ass! I have yet to try out the multiplayer but it looks like a shitload of fun! (More like TEN shitloads) On the other hand, I am wishing for a lotta games (Gaming rocks! Gamer haters can go **** themselves with a giant rugby dildo!) WhaaaaT? Giant rugby dildo? Ok sick concept there dude, might as well say a huge soccerball testicle.

o_0

What.......?

ok... movin on! We have a Christmas Carol!

On the first day of Christmas, Santa gave to me BORDERLANDS
2nd day cuz I'm too lazy to type- ASSASSIN'S CREED 2
3rd day- LEFT FOR DEAD 2
4th day- 12 MONTH XBOX LIVE
5th day- DEVIANT ART DIGITAL ARTIST BAG
6th day- WACOM INTUOS 4 LARGE
7th day- NEW BETTER LAPTOP
8th day- DIGITAL ARTIST PHOTOSHOP MANUAL
9th day- MORE TIME FOR HOLIDAY
10th day- WISH I COULD SAY MORE
11th day- BUT THAT'S PRETTY MUCH IT
12th day- THANKS A LOT SANTA!!!

Well that was fun ^_^ And oh shit I wasted so much time thinking about the wishlist! Dammit!

Ok see you guys some other time!

And I didn't forget this!!!

http://maedene.deviantart.com/art/Anime-126676350

School's Up!

2009-10-21T01:19:00.000-07:00

The Art of Life

Life is like a work of art. There are various components and a certain selection of styles that make up life. In the process of sketching, there will be slight to major mistakes, but they can be cleaned up and redrawn all the same. Life is critiqued by numerous opinions and theories. Every experience of life is different, hence the diversity between the lives of many. The work of art is only finished till the end of life. Sometimes, after we have passed, the next generation may be inspired by the art of life you have painted.

Life is an art that one should appreciate and hold dear to. An art that pleases or displeases. Life is never wrong. That is an opinion. You paint your life. It is yours to take pride in.

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Alright I stopped there cuz I think I should probably reconstruct it into a poem. It's a bit messy here.

Never been good with literature XD

I've been back in school since Monday! And so far its going swell. Getting to know the gamers around me, having assignments which can be quite easy at first, and brainstorming for ideas!

I'm pretty awesome at that :D I know I know! Self praise! It's called pride!

So nothing much D-L......... OH! I really don't know if I should do it for a 3rd year final project... Because I don't think it would be too good to do it with my lack of experience. It could be better if it comes to terms with a game company- but my lecturer says that it would be a whole lot harder to get your own game published. It's all about the F'in moneh!

BTW, D-L is a hack n' slash sort of game. An RPG.. yeah? Think Ninja Gaiden.

Yeah that's pretty much it! Well, gotta brainstorm on a new game idea as a flash game, and also one for a board game! YAY!

But I needa go sleepy sleepy zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Tetris Tranced and curse of the Mirror's Edge

2009-10-12T07:25:00.000-07:00

Hello!

Just a random post on my life so far (it is a blog after all), not anything too important.

OH! I've finished my Light Prototypes already and have gotten some interesting replies from Nigel. I shall seek to improve it- But now, I have 1 week left to enjoy my holiday! (Less than that man) Yeah technically less, but hey! Distress!

BTW. Light Prototypes here

http://dark-shadow-light.deviantart.com/art/Light-Prototype-139480589
http://dark-shadow-light.deviantart.com/art/Light-Prototype-Poster-139482799

Recently, I've been going nuts over old game songs like Mortal Kombat theme and Tetris theme. I am really just running out of songs here (Please don't stop the music!) After I was done with Light Prototypes, I came back to my xbox 360 and played Halo 3 ODST. I played and played until I got bored! (WTF man! It was just a few weeks!) Well... Cuz I was lookin for a boring game!

Then I recalled Mirror's Edge. I wept for my scratched Mirror's Edge disc and helplessly slot it into my xbox to try but to no avail (yah pussy!) No I definetely didn't cry, but I do miss it.

Anyway! Bet you're bored listening to me.

Here's a small Mirror's Edge fan art for ya'll who love it!

http://dark-shadow-light.deviantart.com/art/Mirror-s-Edge-Off-The-Edge-140033178

I don't think I'll do a war psychology- I want a rest from that for a while. But I'm taking my time to continue with D-L! I think I may exceed 20 chapters! Not 30 though. Now I have to change character traits and their powers, as well as adding more characters in.

BTW. There's another girl in D-L who has the hots for Dark. So I have to get Light up to pace- or else you'll be seeing more of that in D-L2

Well gotta go now. OH! Before I go, here are some funny ass vids to have a look at.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PNwQLw6hfig
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qq8Uc5BFogE
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GxKj_CmtHRI

Don't worry no rick rolls here! I'm not that evil :D

New Anime and my problems with anime

2009-10-01T22:51:00.000-07:00

Hello!

I have nearly 1 week left of my holiday left so I've been taking it easy with a new anime. This new anime was introduced to me by a friend... and says it was nominated the best anime series of 2007 (It was 2007 was it?) Guess so. After finishing the anime Blood + I was feeling bored until I recalled that anime. The name was simple enough for me to remember and youtube's autosearch helped me. The name of the anime is "Code Geass" (heh! funneh name!)

It seemed like a typical anime (With the girls and Gundam). But it proved to yield a powerful philiosphy on war, and that is what caught my attention (and the fact that there were scenes where the girls exposed their assets) Hey! They were blurred anyway! (Still got the hots for them though) -_-

Well its an anime not to miss if you like mind blowing psychology! (and anime girls) I had a difficult time understanding it. And really, I just HAVE to write a psych for it! That will be coming soon.

Heh! Wanna listen to my testimony on my past with anime? If not then here is the link to the Code Geass episodes (enjoy!)

http://www.code-geass-tv.com/episodes/

Well here's my testimony anyway. As a kid, Kids Central is the TV channel I usually watch. I can remember one of the few animes were Doreamon (however u spell it), Pokemon, Digimon (mon-mon-mon-mon) and Zoids. Well there were a couple of them whose names I forgot. So I happily watched them... Then I come to realise that they were pretty lame, too cute for my liking (he had a bad childhood), or just... bullshit (anime shit!) Yeah! So I left it until now.

My liking for anime was restored when I saw Final Fantasy 7. That was during secondary 4 when I watched the animated movie. I was laughing at the big ass buster sword and gay Sephiroth (he uses sunsilk for his white shining, five foor long hair). It was slightly lame, I had to say. But I totally could NOT understand the storyline at all. Then I remembered the name Final Fantasy (I remembered it as some lame RPG game) I recalled watching a funny ass rant of FF8 on the internet. But that'll be another time.

So I went to youtube and watched the walkthrough (which was 50 episodes of 30 mins gameplay!) Yeah! Hell! I wasted so much of my time on that (youtube: the ultimate time waster) But I had to say that for a game in its time, it was a pretty great game. And I learned that characters played a major factor in stories. I was writing D-L at that time so I considered my characters (they had not much diversity) so I had to make them unique! (Iconic!) Characters are what makes stories lovable! (like Pikachu!) Screw that yellow bitch! Like Cloud! Wierd name but his hair and buster sword was an icon. (Hence! character Designing!)

So FF7 turned out, in my opinion, the best FF installment so far.

Moving on to now. I saw my friends watching a movie called "Blood: The Last Vampire" I was like 'Oh boy... Vampires again!' So there was this school girl killing demons with a katana... right... Then they were watching Blood +. When I saw all that blood, it caught my attention (Gears Of War did that to his mind) So I decided to check it out during the holidays becauseI was so friggin bored. I was transfixed on my laptop screen watching it for a week! I finished an anime series in a week! So I had to say I liked that anime.

Then back to the top of this post! I felt the need of another anime so I watched it! For 2 weeks, I watched "Code Geass". And I had to say I've never imagined an anime to be that developed in philosophy! So I'm a Halo fan watching a few suitable animes for me (that doesn't mean Naruto) That one'll give me chronic diahorrea.

So now I'm off to create my own character! I'm touching up on Light (sexual harassment!) Not that! Uh... so ... touching up on Light before I colour and shade her. I won't say she would be the final product- that's just the prototype. So I need original ideas to create an iconic character in appearance! Oh! And I've been writing D-L again.

D-L: 210 pages, 15 chapters, 66,000+ words

See yah! Oh! And wait for my other war psychology based on that of Code Geass! It will be opposing my ideal also!

Light Prototype Lineart

2009-09-30T00:46:00.000-07:00

Heya!

GPA aside. I'm done with the lineart for Light's poster pose. The design is still a prototype but I've wanted to do a poster pose before the holidays and I had to act fast. Changes to outfit and slightly to her face. AND YES, I know her face looks friggin wierd. It must be the proportions again. But anyway you can have a better look if you visit my deviantart page.

Uh.... problem uploading it here- maybe cuz it's too large to handle- no that wasn't a joke... I don't get it either but don't even think. Just check it out from the link below please.

http://dark-shadow-light.deviantart.com/art/Light-prototype-lineart-138725505

Please comment ^_^

We are ODST... and a whole load of rant

2009-09-25T20:38:00.000-07:00

Hey Oh!

I just got the new Halo game recently- Halo 3 ODST. I have to say that the gameplay has changed quite a lot in a more challenging way, but I'm not complaining that I won't play as badass spartan. The ODSTs have much more character in them- except for who I'm playing as. The ODSTs are badass enough. Gotta love em'. I'm a Halo freak but I'll stop here. If you wanna see how bad ass they are then the link is...

Here! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=31DvXIlnvQ0 go for HD :D

Yeah I just to make my blog slightly more interesting, I'll post links on what I'm watching on youtube and such- cuz I get sooo distracted and I think you should have a look at all the crap I'm watching.

I'm not drawing Light anymore I guess. Because I can't get an idea for a good pose. And if I don't start now, I can't finish it by the end of my holiday, which is 2 weeks away! I don't know about enjoying myself by playing on the box- but if I get the character design for Light correctly then I'd love to do it. Problem is that I have trouble deviating from anime style. And I don't draw anime at all. It would be a whole lot easier though. Sheesh! I haven't had a try at air brushing yet.

Oh. My GPA was 2.75/4 which was pretty good cuz I passed- I didn't have any expectations and I'm not knowledgeable in that poly stuff yet. I got a whole bunch of Bs and Cs. And hearing from my friends how they get 3+/4, I get ****ed up about myself. I work so ****ing hard but I don't get the right design idea- so I get ****ed. I hate it. So I have a hell load to catch up to my friends when I get to my game designing course- and D-L makes no difference! I bet they all have a wicked idea already! All I have is D-L and I haven't thought of kickass gameplay yet.

I feel degraded.

Now I'm emo. Stupid blogging.

I'm going to play ODST because no one I know can do it better than me. SO **** you, **** you, and **** you. This blows. You know I'm getting friggin pressurized on a holiday. ON A HOLIDAY!!! WTF!!!

I bet you think I'm a loser now huh? I have no life- I have no say in psychologies and that I'm spoiled cuz I never had a relationship with anyone. Well I'll just let you know that I don't give a shit!

That's right! I DON'T GIVE A SHIT!!!

Apperently I'm just not interested in BGR anymore. The only real one I'm going to get is in fantasies and I'm just going to weep and die over that. ****

**** you!

Light Profiles

2009-09-19T09:56:00.000-07:00

Hi!

Light profiles here:

http://dark-shadow-light.deviantart.com/art/Light-Front-Profile-137528159

http://dark-shadow-light.deviantart.com/art/Light-side-profile-137527387

So please comment please!!

Light costume 1

2009-09-14T05:10:00.000-07:00

Here! If you're too lazy to go to my deviantart page then here are images of Light's costume trial. Of course I think you'll be able to see it better on my real deviation.

And I would appreciate comments and critiques whether good or bad so that I may finalize a design and colour it. Yeah you should check out the original on my deviantart page cuz I also put in some comments that you should take notice of. The link is here...

http://dark-shadow-light.deviantart.com/art/Light-Clothes-Front-136988908

http://dark-shadow-light.deviantart.com/art/Light-Clothes-Side-136989918

Please Please Please critique cuz I wanna get a concept of Light done before the holidays!

Game Psychology

2009-09-09T07:17:00.000-07:00

Heya!

This psychology is not only for those who develop and design games (like me), but for everyone who has played games before (Yeah I bet they did). Joining me will be my counterpart: Andrew Angelove (Hellooo). Don't get wrong that I'm merely talking about video games, I'll touch on early games too as they progress through the ages (Shit! History!), yeah I'm talking to those chess dorks (he didn't mean it. Really) Before we begin, I'm saying this totally of my own opinion, what you think could be different, just take mine as a perspective of a different angle (90 degrees actually).

So shall we begin? (Go for it! You'll be sorry!)

First, history time (****). Chess is a representation of war as it was common in that period of time. Chinese chess, Go (Go where?), checkers, and many less popular war games of which I don't know (Someone didn't study history) These games were played by nobles (rich asses), and these games were much more fun than sending their men to die (phew!), as less stress was induced and the loss of a chess piece wasn't a fatality in reality. What's more is that these games trained the mind, they were an educational aspect for a prince before he would take the crown and wage his own wars using similar principles (atta boy!) I'd like to keep the histroy lesson short (HAZZAH!)cuz it's just a short introduction to how games were at the very beginning.

Now, I'm sure my audience has played at least ONE computer game before (if no then how are you seeing this?). Short history (-_-), video games began from simple, pixelated fun (like Pong!). So now we're in an age where games have advanced so much, it blows your mind away (literally) and takes you into another dimension of fantasy apart from reality. Stunning visuals make it seem almost realistic. Games have become gateways to a world where you are the hero of a story. Games have become a platform to interact with other players. Games... have become addivctive (like music ^_^).

Games show us a world in which we will never live in without the limits of keyboard and mouse (and xbox!). Let's say you finally take your eyes off an addictive video game (say no to drugs), now, take a long walk around the patch of world you live in. Do you see elves battling orcs? Or Space marines blasting at aliens? Or even worse! Do you see Mario knocking levitating pathways with his head to gain points? (WTF?) NO! All of which u enjoy living in your second life is untouchable in the real world (NO! My level 100 warhammer!). You say to yourself "Who am am I kidding? I achieve warlock ranking but I'm still a pathetic garbage collector." (Again no offense to anyone who really is a garbage uncle playing WOW)

We play games to escape from horrible reality to fantastical fiction. But how long are we going to keep the illusion? That is never going to happen to you. The closest you can get is being a hero cop (But I want Grand Theft Auto!). In this world, anyone who has a mind to live for wants to be the hero, and the only way we can achieve that is though games- nope not movies (they're less interactive). So we feed our hopes of being freed from the limits of the universe through games. But you'll be a little kid out in the cold world waiting for Santa Claus to give you a teddy bear instead of earning it through tedious work (And then you Die!) Which is sad :(

Don't get me wrong, I'm an upcoming game designer and developer so I believe in games (that sounded wrong. So you're Gameristian? Gameslim? Gameindu?) Shaddup! There have been games and a certain anime (Blood +) in which I have fallen in love with and relve in the happiness which isn't mine but the virtual characters'. I cry (He does! Like a baby!) Screw you! I admit that I have been greatly moved by these fantasies but I cry because I come to realize that that happy ever after will never be mine (miracles man, miracles)

Games are in truth, an illusion that a fantasy awaits for us, but it is but a distant dream. Dreams. They say dreams come true. Well most of them do, but not you saving a princess from a dragon with a kickass steed. Reality will always kick in every time you wake up, and you begin your day with boring school and boring work (bleah!).

So I bet your hopes are down already, especially all you hardcore fanboys and girls (Anime boy droolers!) And I am not going to tell you that fantasies can be real.

Although hope seems lost, let's not give up on games just yet. If you ever wonder why games haven't been burnt down because of heresey, it's because it's a pastime! We come home from work or school, exhausted, and you don't feel like stressing out on sports (Sports is still okay), so what do you have? A Playstation 3 with your name on it (really?) So you laze on the couch, and with the mere movement of your fingers, you enter another world and kick monster ass with a giant buster sword! With such ease you dive deep into a fantasy world where boring garbage won't hinder you from your quest (Hurrah for the garbage uncle!) The computer, xbox, playstation, nintendo DS, and other platforms for gaming, is our own gateway to break a fraction of the fabric of space time continum to dwell in the lands of Azrath! (If you brought games to the past, you would be considered a GOD!) Right... And so you can see updates on games like the wii where body movement is used to control the way we play (it's still gay LOL!), we do our best to reach into the fantasy world.

So even if fantasy is purely unreacheable, games are still used to immerse us as deep as we can into the fantasy universe. (Advertising like Shamwow) So! It is a matter of where you put your belief in- Is gaming your life or a treat from Mr Claus? Space out your time between gaming and work to prevail in your REAL dream (C'mon boys and girls! Whaddya wanna be when you grow up?) Sloppy Joe in front of the tele or successful Bill Gates with a loving family? Don't make games your life (look who's talkin) Well except for us game designers and game developers, we hike the Everest of gaming to bring you new installments for your pleasure ^^, we just try not to get waist deep in gaming snow (HAH! Good one!)

YES! (YES!) We're finally done here! As you can see we stayed up through the night to get this psych done so its best if you appreciate it. Any suggestions can be left in the chatbox to your left (Although it has just too little space) Seeyall another time! (Yeah so long suckers!)

I LOVE BLOOD +

2009-09-04T07:37:00.000-07:00

Heya!

I feel quite happy! I finally find a Japanese anime that I truly enjoy and love. The name's 'Blood Plus'!

I won't give spoilers to anyone interested. I first came to know about it when my friends were watching Blood The Last Vampire the movie- Which really confuses the anime plot... or not I dunno haven't watched yet. But I'm just about to finish the series- already knowing very well how it all ends. This anime is likeable for its level of maturity of violence, psychology, and the lack of cute Japanese expressions (THANK GOD) I don't watch anime and I'm more of the Western sort of fan, so you may be intrigued by this anime which turned Halo fan into Blood fan.

Well I for one love how its periods of psychology have a likeness to that of Dark-Light. So I'm glad I can try some of that out for D-L! What's more is the way the author has set up a strong base for the plot and how the Protagonist discovers her myseteries as she progresses from stage to stage. The charaters are also very well written and dialogue is kept constant and without cliche- well not much cliche. Hmm... Did i mention the anime has a relation to Vampires? Yes, I can tell you that this anime is much more worth watching than Twilight ( YEAH SUCK IT )And it has quite awesome Japanese music! Another thing i came to realize- some Japanese songs can fit to my liking! It has its own song y'know. Yeah!

So let's see... Vampires(check), Music(check), awesome array of characters(check), dialogue(check), solid and understandable plot(check), cute japanese expressions(get lost)! WHat's not to like ^_^

So now what I like about Japanese are delicacies(sushi), language, tradition, particular anime, and particular songs. YAY!

Another thing before i set off for the follow up post. Yeah this concerns the next post above (thought so) This will be a game psychology (what?!) Yeah I'm going to tell what I think of the growing game industry and my purpose for dedicating my life to it- I may even include if I ever made one of the worst decisions ever (aww c'mon)

So i end this post when there is another one above ^ So if you were wondering WTH is up with those brackets, that is a lovely fellow commenting behind my back, he is very close to me (you have no idea how close), and he's quite a fun guy to be with!

SO SEEYA! And watch BLOOD PLUS!!! You Won't Regret it! (Except you Twilight fangirls out there! Screw Pattison!) XP

Holidays means more ME time ^_^

2009-08-27T08:48:00.000-07:00

Heya

MY HOLIDAYS ARE A FEW DAYS AWAY!!! And I have many things planned up for it!

Besides playing games till my xbox and pc fry, I've planned a whole range of character designing tactics for D-L! I will be drawing different versions of the D-L characters' outfits as well as their faces- and don't forget their weapons. Then I'll probably do my best to add colour to them in photoshop. Later, I will upload them in deviantart for anyone to vote for best, I will then contemplate on the results.

As for the story, I have to finish the base plot before i move on to character personalities, intriguing dialogue, some dents in the plot, better kick ass action- lots of ass ^_^, and a cover design!!!

Photoshop is going to be a bomb to learn if i have to do works like from Dan Luvisi- his link's on teh left.

So hope to expect a shitload of goodies for my deivantart page!

As for psychologies.... I had some short meaningful statements when daydreaming but they ran away before i could type them out. I'll try to recall and just post those random shits along with random funny vids i found on youtube- just to get intrest ^_^

My mind needs 6 weeks of rest.... oh yeah....

Anyways, any audience from 4A? I'm planning a bbq at my house from 5pm-?pm. More details will be issued when confirmed.

Cheers! ^_^ (lol! I love this face)

QUICK!

2009-08-04T01:26:00.000-07:00

Hey! Ok my war psych for class is below this post so be sure to check it out. I dun wanna type much sho there! If there's anything else, leave it to my cbox on the left.
Cheers!

War Psychology

2009-08-04T01:19:00.000-07:00

Hello,

Today I will be presenting on the well-known topic of war. Before I begin on the main topic, I would like to ask my audience if they know anyone in the Singapore Armed Forces other than their father. If so, I’m sure you have endured their insistent babbling about army life. The truth is, the army isn’t just a motivational camp for interaction.

I would also like to mention that this speech comes directly from my evaluation of war, after taking numerous opinions and theories into consideration. I question the nature of war.
War, under my opinion, is a behemoth born from the fears of men to ironically eradicate its human creator. There are many opinions of war concerning its negatives and positives. I shall discuss my personal opinion after a brief observation of wars in the past.

In the medieval ages, war was fought by noble kings and chivalrous knights. Battles were stages where warriors performed acts of bravery, skill, and loyalty to their king. War was quite a form of art at that time. Kings strategized to gain resources, protect their kingdom, or gain pride by forcing their foes on their knees. Although war was brutal and bloody, it determined the virtues of the warrior through his performance.

During the world wars, however, knightly virtues were belittled by the very struggle to survive. Leaders bickered among themselves over asymmetrical beliefs which eventually sparked a tremendous war. They threw battalion after battalion against one another like toy soldiers. It was a cruel war where bravery was too much of a common thing for leaders to take notice. It was a battle where soldiers gained consciousness of their well-being, and obeyed one rule- “kill or be killed”. This led to an increase in bestiality among soldiers as they killed their enemies nonsensically.

Today, war is ultimately controlled by the super force which is the American Army. America has the most powerful army in the world, but it doesn’t yield such immense power to conquer the world. After the terrible world wars, the world fears a sequel to the horror. America uses its army as a warning to those who dare disrupt the world’s peaceful routine. America does its best to ensure peace but there would always be an opposition.

To summarize war’s history, the medieval ages was a time when war was a performance of one’s intellect to overpower one’s opponent, and when knights died in a glorious battle. In the world wars, soldiers fall pawn to their leaders, and they hardly give a damn about anyone but themselves. Today, America uses its firepower for the greater good, which doesn’t turn out to be very effective.

War has changed a lot through the ages, and people have grown more conscious about the terror of war. Now I shall proceed with my statement of the world crisis.
I quote from a video game, “Was a man sent to kill, or a slave? A man chooses- a slave obeys.” This quote can relate to the atrocities of war. Leaders argue childishly among themselves and force innocent people to fight their battle on the frontlines. Soldiers lose their freedom to die for a quarrel that’s not theirs.

Let me ask you, “When it comes down to it, will you pull the trigger?” When you have your rifle’s reticule fixed on your target, will you shoot? Why does the target have to suffer? Are you ready to take responsibility of the death of a life? Young men, who had a future ahead of them, lost their lives in war because the government said to “go”. Before they have a chance to share their thoughts, they get shot in the temple.

If political leaders wish to fight brutally, then why don’t we set up a boxing ring constructed specially for both of them?

You may be thinking that I am dishonourable not to defend my country. But I tell you, there is a difference between bravery and stupidity. I have a mind of my own and I will choose whether or not to defend those that I care about.

In truth, war is conjured by fear of losing power. Greed, anger, courage and loyalty spawn from fear. Fear drives us to steal resources and protect ourselves. . In an unstable world where its’ every man for himself, peace cannot be fully obtained if the world continues in this motion. As real as it is, war is an illusion. If the world wants a stable environment then so be it! Why fight fire with fire when there is one aim?

If peace is what we strive for then use the millions of dollars used for making bombs to give the unfortunate a helping hand. The journey to peace will not be easy as it would require great trust and willingness to help others.

I would like to end my speech with a personal quote, hoping that it would enlighten you to look past the illusion of war. The problem isn’t about our differences, but how we respect diversity. Thank you!

Things To Come

2009-07-17T18:22:00.000-07:00

Hello,

I'm working on a speech on war psychology for my school work so I'll be sure to post it here soon.

Um... I have been wacko about Final fantasy 7 pc version lately, and... I could post a good word here on why I love it so much. Its much of a rant yeah... If you're not interested... can't help it cuz I'm gonna post it -_0

I've posted the D-L prologue below this post. Nigel I think you'd know who's the fair maiden 8D And I've got loads of ideas on drawing her- just lazy to do it. Probably during the 6week holiday, I will draw a lot and do my best to finish up D-L. So there's probably not much use tuning in here for a long time.

8P

Dark-Light Prologue

2009-07-17T18:19:00.000-07:00

The soft sunlight bathed the clouds in a warm orange light, while the enormous buildings didn’t let any of the rays reach even one leaf on the trees of the forest behind them. Moments before the sun sank behind the far horizon, a white figure formed from the shadows cast down by the forest canopy. The full moon shone brightly in substitute to the sun. The pale white moonlight was filtered through nest of leaves and branches to form ghostly silhouettes on the forest floor.

The white figure rose from its squat position slowly and silently prowled the undergrowth. A maiden ghost whose identity was concealed in the shadows of her hood and cloak. She reached out with a gloved hand to stroke the mosaic of moonlight and shadow. Light pulsated where the moonlight touched her hand. She stopped abruptly in her tracks and gazed up into the still night.

The stillness and silence was interrupted by mechanical whirring, and a strong gust of wind approached. Two aerial vehicles zoomed over the forest, the following blast of wind threw off the maiden ghost’s hood as she stood her ground. The face of a girl coming of maturity was revealed vividly in the pale moonlight.

Before the fallen leaves settled on the ground, the maiden had already figured her position was in jeopardy and sprinted down the path.

War Psychology

2009-07-03T09:48:00.000-07:00

Yes, I like to psych war and the troubles of the world as well. Heresey be this? Heresey Up yours!

Statement: Why do we manufacture, prepare, research so much on war? Because we are afraid? Yes. So how about this. We all put down our weapons all at the same time? Spread that through the internet- Hell I'm doing it right now!- I say "Dude! Just put the gun down. You don't want to get hurt and so do I."

And another thing. One bomb can cost thousands of dollars to take lives and ruin them. Couldn't we use the money to help the poor and needy?

Yes I will occasionaly put short notices in my blog stating thoughtful thingssss.

MESSAGE ALERT! THOSE WHO APPROVE OF ME SENDING OUT AN EMAIL TO PROMOTE THIS PLEASE SAY AYE ON MY CBOX TO THE LEFT- NO YOUR OTHER LEFT, SIR/ MA'AM! THANKS YOU!

JG MUSICAL: The 14 year old virgin

2009-07-03T09:03:00.000-07:00

Hello!

Tonight, we have a special edition of BGR psych!

-CLAPS-

Alright! This will not offend anyone so please read!

All thanks goes to the Joshua Generation which is the youth ministry of my church!

To start off here's the sypnosis which I am gonna type out:

Andy and Kylie were positive, carefree 17-year old teenagers with strong convictions about waiting for their Mr and Mrs Right for as long as they had to, until they came face to face with the Society's Darwinist outlook on love- that it is nothing more than a game of survival of the fittest - which threatened to erode their beliefs on what the true meaning of a relationship should be.

The musical brings you two individuals, two different lives smacked under the same pressures and temptations. Sit tight as you journey with Andy, Kylie and their friends through their experiences with love- the ups and downs, the highs and lows, and how it makes them and breaks them.

End Sypnosis

Honestly I can't tell you the entire musical- Sucks for you! -But as the sypnosis states, it shows the different experiences teenagers face in their love life. So no examples... But I can tell you my version of the moral of the musical -sounds neat- which is probably their moral as well.

Moral of the Musical:

There are tons of opinions which teenagers consider ideal for their love life. Teenagers consider BGR in high hopes of finding their Mr and Mrs Right. Some relationships are taken seriously, and some are not. It's difficult to find a successful relationship which lasts through Secondary school, through Poly/JC, and through Army/University to the finalization of a perfect love life.

Some say BGR is a means of experience that will prepare you. But must you hurt yourself?

Some say BGR has to be sparked by your personal intentions. Or does it come to you?

Some say BGR is cool and must be under taken at least once in one's young life. O rly?

Some say BGR is unnecesary and must only begin after the education, and army- Like Me ;p - Doesn't it get harder the longer you wait?

The right way to say BGR is that it must be sparked by fate- by God.

What's waiting for a while to bump into your true love, compared to leading a healthy relationship for eternity! Let God or fate- whichever you may address- be your cupid, and pray that his arrow will fly straight and true unto you!

From the chorus of the AWESOME song for the musical's finale:

Hold up, there's no need to rush now
Slow down, you'll get there somehow
Don't hurry to find that special person
You never know, maybe he's/she's the one!
Don't frown, put on a smile now
Look out, there's so much more worthwhile
There's so much more this life can do
Having friends like me and you!

End chorus

I said don't frown! I know you frowned! It doesn't talk about merely friendship- which should be enjoyed and not foresaken, or interpreted hastily that your best boy/girl friend is going to be the one- It says don't rush it! Leave the arrow of love to God! He know's what is best for you so let it be! Be patient! You'll know who will be the one! Love can't be explained- It is felt! Poems, stories, anything describing love only reveals a tiny portion of it! You'll know when God nudges you saying "Hey, she's/he's the one! Go for it!"

Now for those who do not believe in God or the same one as me, you take this as blasphemy, and that I am preaching through my blog. Well maybe I am! Whatever you believe in, whether be it UFO's, Buddha, Allah, fate, take your time, they will tell you who is the one.

God loves you, and he would love to see you through and guide you to a happy love life.

God bless you :D

Physics Versus Psychology

2009-06-29T03:38:00.000-07:00

Jade: Why do we need light?
Nade: Because we need light to see.
Jade: No. It's because we fear the dark.

Hmm... Think about that...

Nothing among Anything

2009-06-19T05:54:00.000-07:00

Quack!

Holidays for me have been... Fun I could say. It's better than nothing anyway... The homework is still sort of piling up inclusive of the various journals I have to update. I tell you Polytechnic is harsh so it is important to be something you love for you to survive.

Um... Ok is it really important that I'm blogging because it isn't very entertaining to ya'll am I right? If I wanna write my mere opinions of the world and my personal problems, it should be written in the pages of a diary shouldn't it? Should I close down my blog?

Possibly... I don't have anything to delight you folks. No videos that you have not come across. No pictures that you have not come across. I do not bother myself with scrounging the internet for random funnies such as those.

If I don't set my blog on self destruct than maybe I can use it for only BGR psychs... If that pleases you?

And for the case of my blog skin... I hate it. I am not elegant at all. I am clumsy- environmentally challenged. But I can't bother myself browsing through thousands of unappealing blogskins on the internet. I shall switch to the recommended ones by blogger...

An artist delights the mind. What I do does not delight the mind.

Here's the deal... The blog stays but only to house the various Psychologies I have in store. If I ever have the need to dwell in my depression, I shall fill a diary of my woes. If you want innocent enjoyment of my life and such visit my deviantart page here! http://dark-shadow-light.deviantart.com/

Muchas Gracias Senior

BGR Psychology: Nature & Evolution Versus Love

2009-06-09T06:50:00.000-07:00

Hi,

I'm Andrew, a student in games design, and an unofficial psychologist. So you have a choice whether or not to believe my words. I have no means of offence against anyone that I have mentioned. I only have an honest perception of the topic.

READ IF YOU WANT, I DID NOT FORCE YOU INTO THIS!

Before we start, I have to say that this topic may go farther than a Boy-Girl-Relationship, and deeper into a mature sense of love.

Love has been misjudged by many in the world and I quote: "Love would soon turn into a deadly virus if it continues in this manner." What I'm referring to is the apparent de-evolution of love in the present day. I do believe that the most common misconception of love is natural instinct.

Animals. Animals mate and reproduce for their species to survive. Animals even have sex with multiple mates. Animals survive to replace themselves by one or more younglings. Animals are... promiscuous if I may say so myself.

Remember in Primary school when we were taught that humans originated from apes. Yes it is believed by many that we have evolved from animals into what we are now.

It is from the idea of nature and evolution that our perception of love has changed. People degrade their humanity by resolving to animal behaviour in their sex lives. Having multiple mates, and giving an excuse like: "Oh! This is our natural instinct kicking in! We evolved from apes so this is the animal part of us. Rawr! Come here tiger!" Okay... the tiger part wasn't necessary but that's not the point here.

What I'm trying to say is that we behave too much like animals! Sex is what most people have drilled into their minds nowadays. Now it isn't for the goal of survival but for pleasure. People just have sex for the fun of it! If I may add, this means that we are worse than animals. Those people have no good reason for it except for their pervertic enjoyment.

The world is overrated that sex is love. It is true but not primarily about sex alone. I may discuss that next time.

Now I bring up another subject whereby nature may truly apply to our intimate behaviour. I guess everyone wants the best right? You want the girl with the sexiest body, or the boy with the atheletic body. Or if we talk on personality you want the girl who's kind and blah blah good, or you want the guy who makes you laugh and gives you everything you would ever need.

There are many different sorts of best. In nature males compete in various ways to attain the favour of the female. Yes so the weak... losers... fail and have to go for another female which may not be their best choice- they all look the same... Yes that may be why animals have intimacy with the female and rush off for another; they get bored and say "Ugh! Let's get this over with just to ensure our survival as a species... I'm not enjoying this at all."

That's a distrubing thought.. MOVING ON!

We humans are the same! Everyone wants the best for themselves. Don't lie to yourself! I know you dream about it. Everyone hopes for it. There isn't any wrong in it at all! Then why am I telling you this? Because I want you to think... What are you looking for in a best? Why do you want that particular best? Honsestly, people have to think about it before running into a relationship by pretending to be what they're not just to nab their best which would turn out not to be.

So for the best... look into your heart and find the truth and the one you've been searching for! Or else you would end up on a wild goose chase! No offence none of you are geese... And the best may very well turn out to be the victim also, as she is thrown away at the last minute when the guy realizes that he's going for the wrong best. So please, to everyone, be honest with each other and make the right choices.

Wedding vows are not to be toyed with, and that goes the same with Boy Girl Relationships.

So I end this psychology now and hope that I have struck you with a thought. A thought that love is misinterpreted by many and that it has yet to be solved. Science cannot explain it! Science brings about intimacy and sex! Do not let that idea take over your mindset. See the honest passion that God has put in us so that the world may become a better place.

The world is wrong in many ways and I question the debate on love.

That is all I have and good night!

OH MY GAWD! GET IT OFF ME!!!

2009-05-28T06:31:00.000-07:00

Hello,

I'm really really tired right now and I'm going to waste myself with a long sleep later on. It's because of the damn projects and my insistent procrastination. Now I have learned my lesson and will finish my work before I own play. Bad thing is that I concentrate so much on games and my guitar that I didn't continue writing my book! I left it there for a long time now so you know that there aren't any new Dark-Light updates.

Guitar update. Nothing new apart from improving on current songs.

Game update. Dead Space: The Thing, Alien, and Doom 3 blended together in a bloody mess to give you one hell of a horror game- Guaranteed to get you pissin in your underwear. It'll really send chills up your spine. I have to say that it really has a lot of resemblance to Doom 3 in terms of the cause of the chaos and the monsters. Although it would be an awesome blockbuster horror ride, I wouldn't play it.... Yeah I'm a coward... but it's mainly because I don't want to fight scary whacked up inside out monsters with a miserable plasma cutter. Give me a Lancer rifle, a set of mjolnir, and I'll own their asses- BIG TIME!

Celebrity update. AAwwww SNAP! Miley Cyrus's latest song 'The Climb" from her movie gets a million+ views on youtube! That's crazy! Well, that's a song well done! The music is right and the lyrics give so much meaning. But you wouldn't find me watching that movie- DUDE loads of girls go to watch that and it'll be friggin awkward into a movie theatre full of girls- Yeah I know what you sickos are thinking-

Shout out: Do not be mistaken, even the actors that play heroes in movies do bad things so don't worship them. They're just like you and me.

Ok I really gotta sleep now. BYE!

P.S: Do not play Dead Space at night

Surrealism

2009-05-24T08:58:00.000-07:00

Heya!

Haven't blogged lately cuz of the major projects I had to do. I've been kept up at night because of the last minute hands on work. Seriously! Last week was filled with frustration! From how much my blood boils I'll end up with a heart attack! And I didn't even have time to go on the com to do my stuff. I never had any free time last week.

BUT HEY! You're not here to hear me complain.

No Dark-Light updates though... Except that I really have to make some big changes to the characters. I feel that my characters are too boring and need some juice. I didn't really plan on their personality seriously. But I don't think the story will change... Except that I may edit more descriptions and dialogue. HEY! I might just make it to a 300 page book!

Well... There was a DeviantMeet recently and I missed it for simple lessons in photography :( I sooo regret that. I could have made a whole lotta Deviant friends there! Shucks... Its past anyway so maybe I have to wait for a long time if they come to Singapore again. Anyway... I'll be uploading photos of my work in poly for ya'll to check out. I alrdeady have my first comments on the recent photos I've taken on my photography trips! YAY! I really got worked up about that so I'm going to upload more stuff.

Guitar updates. I now know how to play Burnin' Up by the Jonas Bros. Working on Won't go home without you by Maroon 5. Haven't played Bad Day by Daniel Powter in a long time. Accidentally in Love Awsomely mastered ( cuz Its so easy :D ) And I'm going to try my hand with Love Story by Taylor Swift.

Celebrity updates. Hey! You know Taylor Swift? She's awsome! She's the kinda girl where I would be staring at her beautiful face more than her slender body! She's the only girl where I concentrate on her face the most! Don't get me wrong, I'm not a perve. LOL! Her songs are awesome by the way. Country songs but absolutely fascinating!

Shout Out. The way of love in the past in lost. Because of the Fucking evolution theory, everyone thinks that we are really animals, and say "Oh, this is the natural order of nature. Sex is our main purpose, let's have an orgy woohoo!" Fuck you, Fuck that!

Game updates. I've been tempted by so many games like Assasin's Creed, Bioshock, Resident Evil 5, but I think I'll buy Left 4 dead for its multiplayer epicness. I'll probably borrow Bioshock from my friend. Assasin's Creed is Sci-Fi? Screw that! Resident Evil 5 is awesome but I don't think I'll be allowed by my parents to buy that load of evil.

Hey! See how I've organised my post for updates? Looks way cleaner huh? Yeah so expect more of this from now on.

Bye!

BGR Psychology application 1

2009-05-10T08:49:00.000-07:00

Hey there!

I read a tragic love story from Nigel's blog which you can check it out. Just check his archives for reference. The people aren't real so don't bother being nosy. OKAY! Let's proceede on with the investigation muahahah! YES I"M BEING NOSY! All these are from my point of view so you can make your own pressumptions!

There are three main characters in this story even if on isn't emphasised a lot. This has taken place in secondary school where most BGR originate from- Primary school BGR is just plain childish. Timeline is 3 years... It doesn't matter if this is true or not because it is still one heck of an example.

Let's Begin with "Love at first sight"! It seems to be apparent with Tim. A pretty girl draws attention, and Hildya seems to be a great example. She is pretty and talented by means of language. And Tim is that lucky guy who gets to sit with "Snow White". This happened in secondary 2 so I guess they aren't too knowledgeable or sensitive on BGR yet.

An innocent couple.

Well, they continue by being best friends with one another and carry on with this till secondary 3 where they must have matured in thinking. I guess it must have been apparent that they are the perfect couple! They are finally separated from their former nosy classmates- And boy are those kinds irritating! Valentine's day comes and Hildya gets tokens of affection from other boys.- WOW! She's a celeb! Being the good friend- and utterly oblivious boyfriend- Tim asks whose invitation she would accept. And her obvious hint was saying that she would go out with the one who didn't get her presents.

It was extremely obvious for me but Tim hasn't caught on yet. Well he does eventually and discovers that he has a loving affectin for Hildya. But he hesitates to reveal his love. Hildya takes the first move and asks to go for a movie. I'm not sure if the movie had any influence on this... Maybe just some uneccessary drama.

After the movie, however, Tim and Hildya stone there with their hands clasped together. Frying their brains over what to say at that awkward moment. Again Hildya makes the move and shows that she wants to have a BGR with Tim using the common words, 'I like you.' Tim, however says 'Thank you.'..........

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WTF WAS THAT TIM?! You totally screwed up at that part.

*AHEM*

Anyway. Nothing much has improved in their relationship after that. Hildya seems to be going for another guy in her CCA. No doubt some hunk ah beng. So apparently good ol' Tim loses to Hunk... Typical... Their friendship perseveres through the rest of secondary school but without anything BGR related like going out.

Fast Forward to the O level results!

Its going to be the last time they see each other in person and decisions have to be made. Tim asks Hildya for lunch and a movie but she only consents to a lunch- Probably afraid of yet another awkward moment. Tim suddenly holds Hildya's hand and the startled Hildya pulls back- It seems her hand is reserved for Jason/Hunk only. In Tim's desperation, he confesses his LOVE for her. Rash move Tim.

Now Hildya wants to stop any wierd ideas Tim has in his head and breaks up their relationship on the spot. HARSH! Tim can't do anything else because of shock. Its been a bad day for Tim even if his results were fantastic- I mean YYJC leh HAHAH! He recieves a final message from Hildya and he knows all is lost.

Its a tragic story that kinda appealled to me. Well now, let's see...

We know everything was going sweetly for them from their first meeting to sec 3's Valentine's day. It is apparent that Hildya wants to upgrade their relationship, and Tim hides his affection. If Tim had revealled his love more obviously on that fateful day then things would have been much better. And if he actually screwed that up then he really shouldn't be afraid to tell his true feelings to Hildya no matter how awkward it would be.

Well he screwed up anyway so when Hildya has no hint of Tim's affection, she leaves him for another guy. Then Tim admits his feelings too late. It has become very difficult for Hildya to say yes when she has Jason. We don't know a lot about Jason except that he is some hunk ah beng, but I pressume he must be a flirt if he was able to catch Hildya's heart. I have no idea of his intentions so he is more of a mysterious villan. LOL!

I have to say that Tim brought this downfall upon himself. Hildya sounds like a good girl- not those slutty bitches from hell. Jason is... a Kill Stealer. LOL! Okay enuff jokes about Jason already.

So I say be a man and take up courage to speak your mind. But don't make rash decisions or they could bring you down. I pity Tim for lacking the courage.

BGR is overrated and usually immature where real love isn't present. Remember the "I like you." statement? Well that is because it isn't real love. If it was real then it would be "I love you." it's just that they don't have the guts. BGR seems like a play thing where it doesn't last long so it really isn't necessary at all.

BGR works when both parties reveal their affection for each other, then it'll turn out right.

Currently, Love is still a mystery to me so my assumptions may not be plausible. Could be fake.

Well maybe we'll discuss about how unrealistic Love can really be. For now...

Tah Tah!

A Game Wonderland

2009-05-10T08:06:00.000-07:00

Hello,

It's been a while since I blogged. WELL! To update you, poly has been tiring. The work we have to do to ensure good grades never takes a vacation. Most of us are already complaining for the 3rd week. I don't enjoy breaking my back over these assignments but I force myself to endure each day. I mean the sooner we get to used to the endless flow of projects will we come to terms with the pressure our carreer will put on us.

Besides, the other schools are suffering the same ordeal except that our assignments are a whole lot more fun because we are DESIGN! We should be grateful that we aren't pulling our brains out over mathematics and science! We chose this course because we have a passion for art even if you suck at it! That's me! Let your creative mind take control and let your ideas flow from your pencil to the canvas! These assignments are exercises to grow our creativity, so let's not put them to waste!

AHAHAH! IN YOUR FACE BORING SCHOOLS! SCHOOL OF DESIGN FTW!

Anyway...AHAHA..... On a particular train ride. I popped yet another idea of a novel! I really have to get done with Dark-Light anyway- trying to do at least 2 pages per week. I sad face cannot finish Dark-Light even when I'm so close to the end! So... The story is like this!

The game industry is booming and new ideas are on an edge. A new game system has just been construcred and is ready for testing! The cyber simulator is a state of the art game system which immerses the player in life like games! It is a portal right into the game universe! An authorised game tester and game enthusiast, NAME, would be testing out this marvel for the first time! But it all goes horribly wrong when the cyber simulator becomes an actual portal into the game universe! Now NAME has to travel through various games and find a way out before he permanently becomes one of the non-playable characters! He discovers the fascinating virtual reality of games and their contrast to reality of the world. Join him in this funny adventure and jump into the world of games!

Hmm... I hope no one's thought of that before... DIBS! I call this idea first and no one can have it :P AHAHA! MINE! Yes its a competitive world for writers out there and they have to be sure that they are doing something new or they'd be wasting their time writing a 500pg novel.

Oh well... I think I've said just about too much. I may scan or take pics of my work and put em' up in deviantart to fill up my gallery. I have a study of a tragic love story taken from my friend's blog. It's up top!

BYE!

P.S.: RESIDENT EVIL 5 is awesome and i want it so badly. Its the best game I think Capcom has made. Mario can suck his own Russian dick!

Dun Duh Duh Dun Duh Dun Duh Duh!

2009-04-25T08:25:00.000-07:00

Hi!

Special occasion today! TODAY IS DAVID AND LEANNE'S WEDDING! Presently Mr & Mrs Tay! FYI, David was my guitar teacher during sec 3 but I unofficially stopped lessons with him in sec 4. When I recieved the wedding invitation, it would be rude to refuse it. It was my first time experiencing a church wedding and it was swell! It was simple but the service structure was more appealing because you don't just sit in the pwes the whole time- We worshipped God for his blessings upon us and Mr & Mrs Tay. And Marcus was awesome! Our church community is fantastic! Thinking of having marriage in church as well HAHAH!

So far poly life is tedious with the long lessons and projects. We feel quite stressed out but that must be because we aren't relieved of the holiday mood yet. we have to get used to this as soon as possible anyway. We have to take this like real work and hand our projects on time and with upmost perfection. And university would be way difficult! So we best prepare for this! This is easy under the terms of reality! Our stress and difficulty is a matter of delusion where we concede to false illusions- So philosophical WOW!- Yeah so TGP persevere! This is just the start and I'm sure we can conquer this.

My "emo"ness is caused by stress and more philosophical causes. Apparently I don't know anything at all about Love. Only by experience can you fully understand what it is- yes this may mean that the BGR psych is nothing but bullshit! Then if you're a long term reader of my blog then you would know who Isabella is- not going to describe her for you. THAT wasn't love at all! It took me so long to realize this- I discovered it somewhere earlier but..Hey!

During my primary school days I was such a pathetic thing. When I entered JG and sec school, Isabella asked for my number and we began as friends. But during that short time, many disconcerning thoughts ran wildly across my mind and I did things unconciously. I must have creeped her out with this sudden affection for her. BUT it wasn't real! It wasn't love. If I was her I would be like "WTF! Just two months and he already shows this thang for me! It's either I'm good or he's a pervert.. Can't take the chance! I'm just sec 2 for crying out loud! Nyah!"

Right...

I hope she doesn't find out about this HAHAHA! Yeah so I reallt embarrassed myself there and after- cuz I tried again which was ridiculous! So I secluded myself because I'm sure news may have spread and I could have become known as the pervert... Sick... Yes that was chaos all over my face! Trying to get back though and act as if nothing has ever happened, but I don't talk to her anymore. Sometimes I wanna cry because I did this to myself. But this was when a jolt was sent to my nerve and woke it up.

I grew and matured. My knowledge increased and I know a lot more now. Thinking is a fundamental skill of mine when I put it first. Wise guy huh? Smith talk "What is love? Is it an illusion created by the human mind? What if it doesn't exist- What if it is its opposite? What if it is hate? Since some of us will hate each other after an engagement.." Smith talk... He's very conceptual if that's the right word.

Nuff said for tonight... Gotta go

Bye!

School never ends...

2009-04-19T05:35:00.000-07:00

Hey ya'll!

I- Am so glad I chose to join SP's school of design! There's no doubt it'll be a fun experience of sociable activities, and it'll assist me in brightening my character! And being socaible and fun is an important aspect in Poly so I've gotta try my best! Besides, I've got my new friends to help me out.

Dark-Light... sadly I have hardly any time or else I am too tired to continue writing with it. Especially with school starting tomorrow, I'll have less time to write! This is going to be a major problem if I want to get it done by this year. I'm nearly done with it anyway.. Just needs a few more chapters. The finale is going to be exciting.

YAY! I have recently downloaded Final Fantasy 7 on my laptop. I have lost my self control over this new- actually old- game! It's sort of cute in some ways yet mature. Me and younger Bro have laughs over the game HAHAH! Since I watched the entire FF7 walkthrough on youtube, I have a slight gist of what to do and how the story is going. It's so fun now even for an old game like this. From my perspective, FF7 is the best among the FF series yet. YAY!

Oh! School starts tomorrow so wish me the best! I hope to master drawing ASAP and achieve awesome results! I can hope!

So long!

Let's start-start-start the party

2009-04-12T05:00:00.000-07:00

Heya!

I just returned from the School Of Design camp in SP and I'm quite spent, but the nap did me good. And the bad part is that I have a 5-day freshmen orientation programme tomorrow! SHX! But at least I made a few friends in the camp HAHA! As long as I'm not alone, everything will turn out right. Sadly, I didn't manage to befriend anyone from my course-yet!

Well... I'm not really enthusiastic but when it comes to camps, I try my best to shout for the team, but I need a leader and I had an awesome leader. She's caring, friendly, enthusiastic, and encouraging. And the other group leader was male so he usually talks to us guys more, he seems like a quiet person also but he is actually quite the fun type. And my team mates were great! So I made friends with them and got their numbers haha!

The camp was fun! The games were interesting and the camp songs always united everyone in symphony. The games were fun...yup! Not going into detail. The night walk was UBER too. It was the most frightening one I have experienced! But the girls on my team seemed brave after we all laughed about everything after the activity. But there was one very unexpected activity.

SATURDAY DISCO NIGHT!

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WTF! I really didn't expect that! So some of the campers leaned back from the wild dancing and stuff. There were dancers which I can say are as good as my friend Alex who knows B-Boy and is currently in the team FUYO. So it was an awkward moment for me as I am not the clubbing type.

The girls there...I'd say that I don't have an overall profile of everyone yet, and my course is more important. As I've said before, I am not going to even try. I'll just act normally and make friends and not invade into the girl's personal space. YUP! So I'll just have to see.

I'm stopping here okay.

Bye!

Heroes never say die

2009-04-07T08:20:00.000-07:00

Hey,

April Fools! I guess... HAHA

I'm back! Well I can't take it as an April Fools cuz I really didn't want to blog anymore but I...um...

The thing is that I can't help but blog about something, it just clears my head and everything when I'm frustrated! When I've got no punching bag then this is the best I've got! You win this round blogger, but now I'm going to fill my blog with all the hate i can rouse up.

Let's get down to business.

My xbox 360 is malfunctioning again so I can't play on it for a long time, but I am grateful that it didn't break down in the middle of the holidays or else I wouldn't have much to do- I am a gamer addict. And I wasted my time watching FF7 walkthroughs cuz I have a slight fetish to play it. I am changing my blogskin soon cuz the words are tiny seee! tiny!

Yeah well it's time to start on philosophical business. My EMO Karma WTF that is.

I just watched Pre Game Lobby- Which is an awesome Halo 3 machinima- and Gears no more- which is also awesome- so I thought a lot! From a scene I saw in Pre Game with some gamer guys being FAGS by trying to persuade the gamer girls to lay them, I see one of my problems. I think that I am trying too hard! To get a good girl, you shouldn't really try at all! I just have to treat girls about the same as guys- sort of- not act like some good guy to lure girls in or hooking them up. Seriously, I should act naturally, don't think too much by assuming that every girl you meet could be my girlfriend. That is stoopid.

So now I am acting maturely... so far...

And Gears no more shows you how war can sometimes be so pointless, and that friendship should last forever. It is very dramatic and I love it, of course it has some funny parts and awesome action scenes, but the philosophy behind it is very intriguing.

So that's that.

I just said this to my friend instead of my blog so I copied and pasted it here for ya'll to see.

hey you know what! After watching a machinima that was comedy and retardedness
there was one scene that made me think
Am I trying too hard to get a girlfriend?
I tell myself 'yeah, asshole.'
'you sign yourself up for tagged just to find a girlfriend!'
'And all you think about is your love life and girls!'
'wake up fool! The world has come down to a shithole and there's hardly anything you can do about this!'
'Sex is what everyone thinks of now.'
so I tell myself now not to try
to just lay off with this
that being a bachelor is not so bad
I'll get enough money to buy a Lambo- nah
haha
yes I have given up but I'm putting my faith in God to make something out of it
I'll just make friends with girls... and stop over respecting them
if she's a gamer girl so what!
just treat her normally
cap her with the sniper rifle already

The sniper rifle is in Halo 3.. not in reality.

Yeah Women are overated nowadays and men just fall prey to them.

Yeah get pissed off with me! C'mon!

P.S: I have the Halo Wars soundtrack YIPEE!!

Guitar Tutee

2009-04-01T05:15:00.000-07:00

Heya!

I haven't been making personal blog post lately because I really didn't feel like it. But I always bugged myself to blog again so I... Okay here's the deal.

I AM SICK AND TIRED OF THIS BULLSHIT! I BLOG BUT WHO CARES? NOBODY GIVES A SHIT WHAT YOU DO! WHY BLOG TO NO ONE BUT YOURSELF? I MIGHT AS WELL GET MY OWN PERSONAL DIARY! THIS ISN'T PERSONAL! SCREW THIS SHIT!

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Ok ok I'll talk Andrew.

I am just about done with a drawing of Dark. I practice more and more of my guitar with songs thanks to Guitar Tutee... it's an awesome website. I also predict that I will arrive at at least 15 chapters and 200 pages at the end of the Dark-Light story...

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I just need some time on my own... HECK! I live everyday seperated from my friends and becoming a couch potato. So yeah not much has been happening to me and I'm pissed about facebook, tagged, blogging and all the other stupid profiling. Get a life and make friends in the real world when you have the chance. I am single...fuck that

Screw you!

BGR Psychology part 3....?

2009-03-26T05:40:00.000-07:00

Hey ya'll,

I am sorry to say that I am not coming up with a BGR psychology part 3 because ... I have no perfect "tactic" to hitch boys/girls. I don't have a girlfriend- never had one- tried once but it wasn't love. But what I believe in is doing absolutely nothing at all untill you're really sure of it. I seek God to who I would be in eternal partership with but I haven't recieved any response....I don't want to talk about religious stuff now anyway.

So I hope you aren't disappointed. If i did give you a "tactic" would you even trust me? The other parts are from what I hear and see so it is plausible. Boys and Girls, I wish you all a happy love life ahead of you and I hope my BGR Psychology has aided you in every possible way.

Bye

Well Hi!

2009-03-18T06:30:00.000-07:00

Hiya!

I got my second look at my course's "fruits" from the school of design's exhibition of the graduates' projects. I admit that their creations are swell! Jolly good show it was! I especially liked 'Marionettes' though I haven't tried my hand at it yet. I aspire to be as or more successful than my peers. I know it is the right course for me because I won't lose interest in my best interest.

I am presently using a newly purchased laptop from my poly. It's a high-end Lenovo but I don't intend to type out all of its details.

I am failing in my discipline to do productive work. Although I do more exercises now, especially because of the recent article of unfit poly students. But it seems I have to set a diet. Cut down on intake of fried food maybe. Well... The book is having problems again though so I halted its continuation for now. I have yet to set a strong and beautiful background. Yeesh! It seems that my book has a danger into devolving into something unoriginal. It is good that I have to set up a good foundation first or else you would be expecting a very .... tarded book.

Well... this is a major book I'm thinking of as I'm setting it as a game I would create in future, and because I am hoping to make more installments. I am getting another inspiration for another book though- but it has no concern of Dark- Light.

Hint: Bloody Mary

I could be doing it after I am done with Dark-Light's first installment.

I also haven't been drawing... SHUCKS! And my course is starting soon. I don't think I'm entirely up to it yet!

By the way, I have to go to a freshman orientation camp I registered for. So I have went for the camp briefing yesterday and I met the guys and gal going for the camp. Yes apparently there is only one gal going for the camp- so far goes my intel. Altogether we are more or less 10 people. Of course I am saying these as my course only. But I hope there won't be so few gals in the course... It'll be boring don't you think?

AHAHA! Don't get me wrong. I have to worry about my education first and there is a chance that I may lag behind so Dark-Light is my best chance at scoring it.

Check out my BGR psychology series. The Third part will be done before the end of the week- I hope.

Bye!

BGR Psychology: POV

2009-03-13T06:27:00.000-07:00

Good...evening.

I wrote this blog post as the following part of my edition of BGR psychology. You may refer to my first part if you want.

WARNING: I am stating my views and it may be offensive to some of you. It is your wish if you want to read this or not. It is by my experience that I am able to conjure this so I apologize if it was a waste of your time.

To begin with, I shall inform you that this part will consist of the positive and negative things about a BGR. As well as the reasons behind them. Through my experience and knowledge of the world's outcome.

I have to admit that my first part may have gotten way beyond BGR so I apologize and I will continue.

To me BGR is relatively short-lived. I have only spotted a few of whom managed to become something worthwhile. Boys and girls may finally find it illogical and unnecessary so they break their bond in a heart wrenching confrontation. Or there could be some other reason that I will explain later on.

The positives of this seemingly immature relationship is scarce. The positives: Manage to atain a long lasting and fruitful relationship, gained experience of BGR, and have an achievement in life.

Very few indeed- Unless my intel isn't standard. I didn't put the last two in a good way as it sounds as if the other side was a prize of sorts.

The negatives is when things don't turn out the correct way. The negatives: Depression, regret, "scar for life", and... Okay... The negtives would fall under anything about a emotional and/or physical damage.

I'll define the positives first.

Many take the chance to get involved in a BGR in an effort to stike the big win! But many won't make it through by BGR. The good reason for such an act is to start early- yes its those impatient ones I'm talking about. The bad reason is assuming that they've got nothing to lose and go straight at it without proper thinking- they would be those who won't cut it. Then there are also those who desire it as a means to fit into the crowd- Those caused by peer pressure and want to be "cool". The bad ones who become successful may dump their mate and go for another- to feel the glory of the race and/or to improve his/her status in the student body.

Now those who lose it... it's a sad story. The 'dumped' will experience a time of emotional damage like anger, depression... in other terms- EMO. I bet you'd know what it means. Physical damage is by suffering sexual harrassment. Why are the 'dumped' treated this way? It is partly their own fault by falling for "the trap", but majority of the blame goes to the culprit.

'Dumper', 'dumpee' whatever. They have schemes. Ways of entering your heart before leaving it with a bang. It was probably planned as the world has subjected to these inhumane acts. They take it that having a -excuse me- shitload of experience makes them well known as the alpha male/female. But they hardly consider what the 'dumped' feel. It's like they lure you in, fish you up, show you off, and then throw you back with this scar.

Then there are those who want their mate for their physical pleasure. A lot of youths are tempted into such unsightly acts by pornography and sick thoughts infused into their minds. Such is their way that they purely use their mate only for that. In fact, that isn't even BGR! Underage sex is carried out by those who are impatient and have a lack of self-control. I remind you that it isn't the correct thing to do, and they normally turn out as a fraud of BGR.

So most youths are implanted with mature thoughts. There is a right and wrong for those. One has to think maturely if he/she wants a fruitful BGR. Let me say that it is the person who uses those mature thoughts that defines the outcome. Don't blame the thoughts, blame the person who carried them out wrongly.

Let me get this straight, BGR isn't a plaything where people can be pushed around and exchanged. No. Think maturely and humanely. Get the logic in your head that whatever step you take into BGR, is going to affect you and someone else. Be wise and choose a good path.

I'll have to stop here as I would be writing about the proper way to start and manage BGR. I hope you have found this useful and I apologize for any misunderstandings present in it. Please leave a comment in my cbox if you have any suggestions or queries.

See you next time.

Halo Wowed

2009-03-07T00:52:00.000-08:00

Hey there!

I'm getting the hang of the various tactics on Halo Wars and my brother conducts them on xbox live. I guess he can't suvive alone out there so I gave him some advice while his comrades brought in scarabs FTW.

The hard justice season is finished and I am contented that Digital Ph33r did a great job with the episodes- Deus Ex Machina was turning out to be too dramatic. I guess he's great at comedy as well as some action.

The book is going quite well but I have yet to make some changes at the earlier part of it due to the rules of teleportation and the space time continum. I am currently drawing the little bits of armor that Dark and Ligt would be wearing- The fire designs are my specialty. I just realized that you may have no idea at all to how far I have achieved with my book so...

Dark-Light: 153 pages, 47,000+ words, 11 chapters

I'll be updating it on my future blog posts in case you think that I'm faking my writing.

Well... I may require some assistance for my book- an editor probably because my english isn't beautiful enough and I'm sure the readers will have a difficult time visualizing the images. Also, my vocabulary is limited and I'll keep repeating the same words again and again throughout the novel. It could be literary boring I suppose :(

But I have high hopes that its story is one of a kind. Although I had a dream of a Dark-Light title with the same story line.... It was a nightmare.

Oh well... I don't think I can say much more now. I must be off to write and draw the Dark-Light universe!

Tah Tah!

BGR Psychology: Concept

2009-03-04T21:03:00.000-08:00

Hello

This is my first installment of BGR Psychology. WARNING! Due to my own experiences, I may have limited or false assumptions on the matter. I apologize if it's offensive to you in any way. If you don't find it useful and take it as a fraud... it's your choice whether you want to carry on with it or not!

Let's get started!

BGR. Boy Girl Relationship. It is a matter that drills itself into the minds of every teen, without any way of eradicating the thought completely. I'm not implying that is some sort of parasite- don't get me wrong.

There are many factors causing this outbreak. The main reason is maturity. As you mature, you tend to view the opposite sex in another manner- usually sexually. Then your thoughts deviate onto a more mature subject and you WANT to have sex. Sounds sick? Deal with it.

Another reason that I've conjured is trend. Although it sounds ridiculous, it sounds fairly true to me. Many teens aspire for a BGR because its "cool". Single teens will feel jealous that couples get to have something they don't, and they will strive to earn that. So the main thing is gaining superiority over others using BGR. Sounds like a sort of animal thing? Well I'll talk about that subject later on.

One other reason is exposure to sources sporting BGR. Everyone wants to be the hero right? Everyone wants to have their fair maiden or charming prince. So they think: " Wow! Getting a boy/girl is really easy! It's so cool to get a boyfriend/girlfriend! I bet everyone else would be jealous."

Last but not least. LOVE! I don't understand it yet and I guess most of you don't. We ask ourselves what it is and it comes in many different forms. I admit that I can't explain it without false theories.

Those are the reasons that I have deduced from my experiences.

But we haven't even got into the definition yet! How silly! *ahem* GAY!

Well... A boy girl relationship is based on teenagers and young adults when they can still afford being addressed as 'boy' or 'girl'. It is a stage when a "boy" and a "girl" grow a loving bond and being closer to one another. Though it sounds like heaven, it is a fragile relationship if not maintained properly. Most relationships never make it to adulthood, but if they do... Its one exceptional bond that many don't share.

I know- You would be saying: "I'll take my chances!" Fine! Its up to you but I'll give you a warning... in my later instalments.

So a steady relationship needs loads of caring- which brings a question for you to ponder about. Are you ready? Are you willing to take the responsibility? Are you sure about it? Why am I asking this? Its because I don't want you to fall prey to dead love.

How do people create BGR? Well... from my experience Valentine's Day is when most of them are created, because of the appropriate occasion and the discounts on gifts :) It can happen anytime to be exact. Its usually created among well known friends of different sexes. But there are others that I will talk about...

Firstly, the boy/girl starts making friends with the girl/boy.
Then, flirting comes into process.
Next thing you know it they are in a BGR once they consent to each other's wish.

That isn't advice so don't take it unless you wanna.

Most teens go for that method and I would say that it is appropriate. But must there really be a method for love? Love isn't concocted by you yourself! True love happens but not as soon as you would expect. With so many plans, its terrible if the BGR isn't real at all! And you may get cocky and flirt with so many others. I tell you, keep your hands on your own girl/boy!

Basically, BGR is just another step into your mate's comfort zone. That relationship doesn't justify your means to move on to something worse.

I've seen teenage couples kiss before. It isn't the right thing to do while you are still in BGR, because its underage and you two aren't allowed to do it before marriage. Most importantly, it may spark the start of you-know-what!

You'd probably be asking: "Then what do you suppose BGR is for?"

I've mentioned that its a step taken from a normal friendly relationship into a stage where both of you are content and will take the relationship all the way into adulthood to carry on to much bigger things. That's the proper one, the improper one doesn't specify that it will last into adulthood. The improper one is merely temporary and could cause a scar for life- or worse.

Its a risk that one should be willing to take.

I'm finished with my first part here and I hope you've learned much about BGR. My later installments would explain the positive and negative outcomes of BGR as well as well as how to properlly manage one.

Bye!

P.S.- If you have doubts, post your questions on my tagboard with proper english which I can understand. And... I know you doubt my experience in this matter. I can read you mind AHAHAHA! Like I said, you choose whether you wanna heed this or not.

Spirit Of Fire Red Team Reporting In!

2009-02-28T06:51:00.000-08:00

Hell Yeah!

It depends on whether you want to read this or not.

I have the pre ordered package of Halo Wars and it is worth it! Except for the graphic novel which wasn't quite what I expected. HAHAHA! I'm already done with the campaign with loads of achievements achieved. I have yet to move on to skirmishes and I haven't tried out the Halo 3 mythic map pack yet. Got too excited about the story.

Well... For your sake, I wouldn't blab on about my first RTS game- Which I can add again that it is EPIC. And I don't want to be spoiler for any halo fans reading this page...I doubt there are even any Halo fans reading this.

Oh right! Almost forgot! I had my wisdom teeth removed this Thursday and boy are they huge! I currently find pain in using my molars so I'm restricting my meals. Tomorrow is my mum's birthday so I'd try my teeth for something more challenging than mashed up porridge. Porridge turns out pretty nice if its a mix of ingredients inside so it won't taste plain.

No. The tooth fairy didn't give me any money- probably cuz I didn't put it under my pillow. I would have expected a $10 bill from those teeth! The surgery went fine, I got knocked out quite abruptly. YAY! My first surgery- so called.

As for the Dark Light book, I'm making progress with Dark and Light's performance in battle. At least I'm nearing the finale. Just need a few more chapters and somemore good writing. I need an editor to improve the book's literary value- I don't think its working out for me.

So long!

Ninety Nine Nights Rave

2009-02-21T07:43:00.000-08:00

Helloo,

I'm not going to talk about myself like I promised in my post on 14 Feb. Instead, I'd like to share other news.

I FINALLY HAVE A TABLET YAHOOO!

At least now I can draw direcrtly into the computer without scanning. I've gottan a hang of my hand-eye coordination already as I got it on 15 Feb- Yeah i haven't blogged a lot. Wait! There's more news!

I PRE ORDERED HALO WARS SCHWEEEET!

I purchased two pre orders of Halo Wars - the next big Halo title apart from Halo 3 Recon coming out this fall. I've already played the demo so I have a good feeling that my first RTS game will be a blast! (literally) Another not so much of a news.

I'M CRAZY OVER NINETY NINE NIGHTS!!!

Well, I have to say that I fell in love with the game by its story, art, music, and gameplay. Its not a popular game title but it came with my xbox 360 which I purchased a few years back. I have played it when I got my box but wasn't entirely into it. I'm totally crazed about it for some reason- I mean I'm currently listening to its theme song now. I love the music! My bro says that the graphics suck but its better than some other games. I find the story a bit too short but I like its diversity of its characters and that it is a Dark V.S Light story. You can read up on the intriguing storyline yourself if you are interested cuz I'm not gna bore you by putting the story here and convincing you that this is another long post...

I hear that there could be a release of Ninety Nine Nights II (N3 II) sometime soon- I hope. Its a great game to play by being a one man army! It does have its defects but I hope it'll improve in its 2nd installation. And the history of that specific game company- Phantagram- made me wonder if I could devise a company myself with collegues from SP who have creative ideas as well. Its too soon to find out anyway.

Yea I got my enrolment package and it has nothing about my course at all! Just paperwork! So its getting a bit boring around here. I haveta draw more cuz I slacked the entire week with gaming N3 LOL!

Don't wanna keep the post too long- I know its boring to read my blog :(

See you!

My Valentines Day gift to all my beloved friends!!! <3

2009-02-14T06:54:00.000-08:00

Hi!

I've sent this message and gift to everyone on my contact list so don't get personal- That goes for the men as well.

The attatchment is a gift- A drawing actually- of the two lovebirds in my book that I am currently writing. I can't manage coloring it, and I took it using my camera cuz my scanner was too small . I hope you like it because I think its my best drawing yet-I don't wanna talk about it too much, you can check it on my deviantArt page though.

To those who don't have that really really special someone to spend the occasion with- I feel your pain too - it can be guaranteed that you find your love in life in time...just not too soon. But hey! There are other special people for you! Your friends who love you just as much! Go spend the day with them, it'll be much better than weeping over yourself.

For those who already have that loved one to spend V day with- I don't have much experience for that but- I wish that you make the right choices and that your love may persist for as long as it lasts (which is like forever). Don't push it too far and stay clean till the day you both long for in the end of the wait.

I have nothing much to say now- don't want to keep you people from going out for the occasion.

I wish ya'll a happy Valentines Day and a blessed love life! Don't take it too hard and make your life more meaningful-find that someone.

So long! I have to play V-Day massacre on Halo 3-yes with someone...But I'm still single FYI- Love ya'll! Oh you can send this to anyone else if you want and a kind comment for the drawing would be deeply appreciated...

There's a Valentine's Day?

2009-02-14T06:30:00.000-08:00

Hello!

I survived today! No emo, no depressing moments, and reconciliations. I kinda hardwired my brain to assume that Valentine's day wasn't happening before my eyes. It wasn't difficult as I only went out for church today and it wasn't too disturbing. Yes, it's a perfectly normal Saturday to me! Well not really... because I got an amazing Halo 3 clip!

To tell you what happened: It was a V-day massacre match on Halo 3. I was with a complete stranger without a mike and it was probably a guy so I didn't really bother... Anyway! I had a hold of 2 power weapons - Shotgun and sniper rifle. It was a good start with a killing spree and all. The other team was at the yellow gravlift while me and partner was at sniper spawn. I merely tossed a sticky at their side- aiming for the gravlift in hopes of earning another stick similar to my last amazing one on guardian. The sticky caught the enemy on his rifle as he jumped. I was elated at that fine moment but as he disappeared behind the wall, a DOUBLE KILL MEDAL POPPED UP NEXT TO MY STICK MEDAL! I was esctatic! How's that for a Valentine's Day couple! Killed a couple with one stick to the rifle.

Haha! So that kept me going through the rest of the day.
I also sent a photo of my drawing to my friends as well as a V day message! One of them graciouslly thanked me for the gift; saying that it touched him dearly. I guess I can add it in my blog for reference and I put the drawing on my deviantArt page. I guess my drawing skills are improving but I'm no expert in sketching and shading so help me deviants. I'm going to continue my book which seems to be turning out boring till I add some more action. I could add in an A.I. for the Scytlarns...Its an idea.

I would talk more about myself next time! I've revealled my history in the previous post so I'll tell you what I truly am on the post after my Valentines day gift.

See ya'll!

More about me:

2009-02-04T05:58:00.000-08:00

Hi,

Today I am going to talk more about myself because it would make me feel better and for you to know more about this annonymous writer Andrew Ang.

I am sixteen, a prime age to feel most of what life has to throw at you, and suddenly realizing how cruel the world can be if you don't watch your step. (I'm just going to summarize my past life) I can't tell you a lot about my kindergarten life but my primary school life may be revealed. For those 6 lonesome years, I kept to myself all the time. I guess my mind wasn't working in full throttle at that time and I was like a malfunctioning robot. My Primary school was Maris Stella.

During my pri school life I read children magazines, and my refugee was the library which I went to during recess to watch television and read. I was into Star Wars and Japanese anime at that time. Star Wars sparked my ambition to be an inventor which I will talk about later. Japanese anime RUINED MY LIFE! I can't tell you the full details how it did. Because of the multi color forms that I get when I became a trouble, I became a silent statue to prevent myself from talking and mixing with the students that would influence me into being a gremlin.
I was also...um...a pussy in my lower pri life, I remember how I pissed my pants last time and how I cried when someone broke my sharpener. I even threw up when I cried (probably cuz of asthma).

I didn't have a care in the world at that time and didn't bother much about my choice in secondary school. I didn't do good in my PSLE and got moved into Yuying Secondary School. That was when I was thoroughly exposed to the horrifying world in good and bad ways. I learnt my profaities and became inclined to make more friends, and becoem social. But I have to warn you that I tend to go overboard when socializing. I have to keep my cool and that is practically what I used to get attention there. I learnt about relationships during the annual Valentines day which has...yeah...VALENTINES DAY RUINED MY LIFE!!! I got crush after crush but never scored a chance for a real girl friend let alone have one for a friend. I was shy among them and the other boys...I don't wanna talk about them...THEY RUINED MY LIFE INDIRECTLY!

As I entered upper sec life, I was exposed to more mature subjects and my brain was running well enough to understand just about everything. As class Chairman of 3A and 4A, which I was proud of, I was noticed and had loads of companions to laugh with. You could say that I turned worse during that time with my more colorful language and confidence. I wasn't a pussy anymore, at least I could say soemthing or do something about it, but I didn't have any enemies. I was typically a gentle giant, tall and big but not to boss people around with a tie around my neck.

I'm sad that we have to part our seperate ways, 4A, but I'm glad that you would have a chance to chase your dreams. You have been the best class ever and YOU HAVE MADE MY LIFE SPECIAL!! I have to admit that my only love was the class. Haha I'm also wearing the beloved class T shirt, even if it is pink.

Right now I am suffering the Blood Gulch Blues. Blood Gulch Blues: The result of being trapped, alone, and secluded from the rest of society. Loss of self-esteem, emotional problems, and self hurt is common among subjects. It is not contagious.

I have time to meditate at home and think about EVERYTHIN about my life. God did bless me with the O level results, I thank him greatly for that, but I felt empty, very empty. There are times I despise myself, and times I despise everything else. What keeps me from doing anything stupid is God. God is the only friend I have that I can share my secrets with, and he is also my savior who pulls me out of trouble when I ask for it. God is my best friend even if he doesn't seem to talk back. I just pray for a great life.

I wanted to be an inventor but I realized that it isn't possible and crazy as I would have imagined it long time ago. So I came to write this story and make interactive storybooks which are games. At least that's what I hope to achieve since my life isn't any better than that of a movie or story. We all lead normal lives and we find ways to fantasize about ourselves in another form. I want to make games for an escape itno a world that the player wants it to be, to live the life of a hero and do things no one can do in real life. I make fantasized realities for people to enjoy.

I hope you've known more about me from an internal perspective. I'm going to cycle to a field nearby to consolidate myself. Gotta get away from Blood Gulch!

Bye!

Don't stop

2009-01-24T04:48:00.000-08:00

Hi,

America celebrates it's first black president, and I'm surprisingly in the joyous American spirit. Hey I saw the inauglaration or however the spell it, it was quite special, even if there were no fireworks.

I've also begun my serious drawing. The current holidays until the beginning of my poly life are meant to be put into effort. I have enjoyed last year's holidays so now I'm finally doing something productive! Thanks to the gracious tutorials created by the all so deviously deviantART artists, I have drawn human bodies with only a little difficulty. But, even as I praise myself with the drawing of the body, the head is not something to be underestimated. There are still aspects to head structure and facial features that I have not yet mastered. I have improved my skills on hair already, including hair shading.

Well, so far I've drawn Light, the female protagonist of the story, in her side view and her front view though her front view drawing doesn't have a head. I've also drawn some other random stuff. I've scanned and sent the drawings to my friend, Nigel, who will computerise the image and adding color and effects to it.

The story! I've begun continuing with the story after the editing but suddenly realize I have much more editing to do now. Anyway! The info on the story is 115 pages- 35,000+ words- 9 chapters. I hope to make it at least 15 chapters as it would be a great accomplishment in my partly displeasing life. It will take time, but I'll be sure to get it done before the year ends.

By the way, I'm not going to talk about games now- okay I am but it's the game Dark-Light game I'm intending to make. Just going to tell you that I'm goign to make interactive gameplay as in like tapping buttons to do stuff. But I won't have you tapping buttons like people always do in the games. You know the dancing games with the arrows and you have to press the correct arrows at the right time? I'm considering that option to "dance" the moves out fluently, and the penalty will be executed in a non complicated manner. Another thing is adding challenges to the levels, I have already added them into the story.

So, I hope at least one person is reading this, and also that any reader please read my story when it comes out, I'm sure it's one of a kind, even if it sucks. No! I'm confident that this story will come out as a great story. I'm really depending on it for my future even if it is a big dream.

Bye!

Featured song: Geometry Wars Retro-Evolved theme

Breakout!

2009-01-14T07:02:00.000-08:00

Heya!

I've finally recieved my O level results! Before the issuing of results, I've been praying and it has turned out to be fruitful. I'm aiming for Singapore Polytechnic's game design and development course, and I hope to be accepted as my points are good enough with my CCA reduction.

Now, I'm enjoying myself without much distractions. Since I'm going for that course, I've been practicing my drawing, and it is quite difficult. Thanks to the Deviants in Deviantart, I've considered their tutorials and drew basic human figures. I'm currently working on Light with her combat outfit on, I'm attempting to draw her fully. ARGH! It's so difficult to draw humans, and women make it worse (no offense), but I have to take propertion into serious consideration. It's frustrating to draw and erase again and again. Although my drawings make me suffer, I've become a little bit more skilled in controlling my hand movements, as in drawing a circle, curves, lines, and others. Oh, I've also improved in my drawing of heads. I happened to make Light's face look like Yuna because of her hair and stuff, I dunno.

I haven't been playing xbox though, I thought that I've had enough gaming throughout the holidays. My drawing and novel are more important. I'm becoming better with the battle rifle though, but my sniping pretty much stays the same. I don't bother to play Gears of War 2 online because it lags and pretty much sux to be me. Halo 3 multiplayer still owns. Sadly I'm not making a multiplayable game.

Eh...I gotta say... Kingdom Hearts is gay.... Final Fantasy is better than that. I'd prefer going Capcom instead, the resident evil graphics are to my liking. Wesker is still cool.

Well... Gotta go do the novel... I've kept all of you waiting for too long and I need a breakthrough. I hope all yall peeps are enjoying life....I've gotta say this.... The world doesn't suck, it's the people in it because no one's perfect. That's the reason heaven exists

reason

2009-01-03T05:36:00.000-08:00

Hello,

I don't get how people pronounce Halo as hello. It's irritating, but I'll pronounce Call of Duty as cock of doody anytime I like. HAH! Well it's the new year and I've set my resolutions on a need to know basis. See anything about me change, it could be that. Yes, the new year is here and will bug you if it doesn't turn out good. Well, the O level results are preventing me from a good night sleep. I dread the day it is issued as I recall the mistakes I excecuted so unknowingly and knowingly. There was the A-math which I failed to finish completely, and the chinese which I have no confidence of understanding. English... I pretty much screwed it up even through days of reading sadistic essays... and writing my novel- which I still haven't finished editing!!!

Lazy ass- I set my finger on the 'r' for a while to type 'arse' but it sounds unoffensive, it's an insult to yourself- I've laid back through the holidays and have nothing to present but hardly any good change in fitness, no novel, no standard drawing, nothing... I got my wish to finally get xbox live, but it deterred me from my progressive responsibilities. I haven't drawn anything good, and I expected to display it for interviewers for my poly course if needed. I so wish that I will achieve me goal. It's all up to God, I put my trust in him during the exams, it remains now. Honestly I doubted him in the gruelling week of hardcore exam topics which crippled my spirit and confidence. So I pray that he aid me in one of my most desperate of times, pray for me too.

Novel wise. I'm 2/3 complete with my editing and will procede to continuing the story. I thanked myself for delaying the edit to brainstorm on the plot of the trilogy. It could be a 4 part trilogy. I even thought of the character's clothing and features. The main theme for these will be FIRE Fire designs are almost everywhere along with crystals. However, the agenda for the parties involved in the conflict seem weak and original. The original desire for power, there could be another motive, but I can't think of it. All I can hope for is to evolve the result of their agenda, it could be a surprise. I'm not telling.

Life matters. I choose to be a game designer and developer, I've thought all along of it with many circumstances and the stakes. My parents seem to disagree with my faithful decision, from my POV they look like they take gaming to be a wretched thing. I get pretty frustrated when they tell me to do something- yeah it's for my own good. Hell if I know, will the polytechnic accept me for gaming a lot? It may be too usual and I could encounter trouble in getting in and doing the course.

I'm ending it here. It may be a gloom new year for me. Please prray for me. Thanks!

Proverbs 3: 5-6--- Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not unto your own understanding. In all your ways, acknowledge him, and he will direct your path.

I take fear as an extra dose of adrenaline

2008-12-27T06:55:00.000-08:00

Hey ya'll,

I've just returned from my vacation in Kota Kinabalu Malaysia, on the day my li'l bro celebrates his birthday. It's been alright if I may say so. Many firsts like parasailing, gym, probiscus monkey, blooming raffelsia, white water rafting, hot spring (pretty much a joke), and shangrila hotel! So it was great, I had a fun time and I could watch disney channel anyway. But again Christmas consisted of exercise, eh I don't know what to do anyway.

Been thinking bout Light's look on vacation. I've drawn a few before I left bu I've come up with my own way of drawing her. The trouble is that I tend to forget the visual image I have of her in my mind. Typically ya'll may assume that I concentrate on Light too much, but I'm not sure on how to draw men because I don't have a handsome outlook (I dunno ). But don't get any ideas of me being a pervert. I'll be coming up with a drawing near the end of the year.

Yes it'll be the end of another year. Whoppe! And another day nearer to O level results! I'm really scared that I may not make it to my dream course and polytechnic. Don't worry about that now. Now, I have to focus on drawing and my novel if I want to stand a chance to prove that I've got what it takes to be an exceptional game producer. Though I have to start from small first.

Playing Halo 3 legendary map packs and Mirror's edge! Hey! If I get fit enough then I'll hook up on parkour and free running. Seems like a whole lot of fun! And a good way to conquer fear of heights. Talk about agility.

Oh well, gotta sleep, have to recharge. Pray My wish'll come true!

P.S: I take fear as an extra dose of adrenaline. think that way and you'll be able to conquer that, you just need to spend it out with some energetic actions. Fear of heights cancelled.

On The Mirror's Edge, A Giant Leap Of Faith

2008-12-19T06:01:00.000-08:00

Hi all!

I caught Disney's latest movie, Bolt, and I even saw it in 3D! I loved the story though it's pretty predictable and all, I loved the Penny- Bolt relationship. And the original movie song- I thought I lost you- was awesome! Yeah I know you thought I was gna say Bey-awsome like that hamster. I'm not that nuts. Yeah, good to see John Travolta singing again, and with Miley Cyrus!

Hah! Finally got kinda bored playing Gears 2 and Halo 3 so I got caught up on a new game. It began when I was watching a Halo 2-3 montage featuring the theme song from Mirror's Edge. I found the song good and I had nothing better to do so I searched for Mirror's Edge theme and searched up on the game. It was a new arrival so I went to my xbox and downloaded the demo. I played it, had laughs when I made big mistakes, and was fascinated. The game engine was spectacular! The slick and cool movements I could excecute with the environment and other people got my interest.

What's more is that it's something like a first person shooter where you have the eyes of the playable character, this gives me a more personal feel of the game and I feel like I'm actually free running! The graphics make it almost realistic such that I have finally conquered my fear of heights. I felt like a real free runner and I loved it. And so It won't get so boring, they included firearms which I can disarm from their wielders gracefully.

But another important thing is the storyline. It sounds common and the cutscenes are in 2D, but I like the animation and that it's more into the future so the mystery may be a lot different. Though it doesn't have multiplayer things and other competitive stuff except speed runs, I cold still play around with the maps as my ghost completes the race. The time trial map pack is even more stunning as the player can leap through a seamless world of possible routes. It's an entire playground!

Hey! My parents have always complained about playing violent games with guns and killing, but I'm still going to get this as a family Christmas present for them. It minimises on firearm usage and anyway it isn't so violent, more acrobatic. Can't wait for the full game!

I don't think anyone has read this far so I'd better go off now. i won't be saying anything on Dark-Light.

Gotta run!

Runs to the edge of the roof and leaps over an out crop of steel, and over to the next building.

Sweet love story

2008-12-02T06:44:00.000-08:00

Hi,

To begin with, I'm finally 16, my birthday is on the 23 of November which also happens to be the same as teen popstar Miley Cyrus! It seems that we were born on the same date in 1992 so yadda yadda she has the same dog as me yadda yadda- I'll put in a good word for her: "I find your songs exceptional, your voice may seem strange but that's the way I like it. You are an inspiration to your fans as you do good deeds whole-heartedly. My friends say you're not pretty but I think its because you've got a great smile. If anyone is jealous about you, its not right, you deserve the credit and so does your family. you're a nice girl and you'll have a fantastic future ahead of you, don't spoil it. I wouldn't want to see my so-called "twin sister" to be anything worse than you are now. Dream on superstar!"

There! Now I honestly typed it out from my heart, I'm not kidding. Miley's a very special girl, you should be thankful that she exists in the world. You go girl!

Okay enough of that, I felt pretty awkward there as I'm normally a antisocial guy. I watched Wall.E recently and I loved it. A funny comedy and a sweet romance. Oh! I loved the storyline, graphics, songs, artwork, e.t.c. Another lovely movie made by Disney Pixar. But...still not inspired to take be an animator, though it seems pretty swell.

Next! I am trying to continue with the Dark-Light story, but the xbox live just prevents me from it. I'm telling you I am an addicted gamer. It's really fun when you've got friends to play with. Without anyone coming to my house, I find it a relief to find friends online. I'm so bored.

Returning to the matter at hand, I am editing the story and I have stopped at a very confusing point. That point is where I decide one aspect of the game. But... I think I have it handled about NOW when I've just realized the solution. There's going to be an ounce of magic in the story if you don't mind. However, there are 2 more problems. I need to use a proper name for the light and the dark because the readers will be confused when they mix Light with the light and normal light. Another thing is the mysterious fact that they can summon guns. I can understand melee weapons like swords but a sniper rifle? It's quite ridiculous when you think about why spirits have sniper rifles. Well, one point is that they aren't ghosts, they're spirits, ghosts are lost souls, souls aren't spirits, there's a difference. Don't ask me how I know check it in the dictionary!

And the next thing is my drawing. How would I be able to cope with a design school when my drawing sucks. I try and try to draw a person but I can't even draw anime and I don't want to. OKAY FINE! Maybe anime isn't so bad but I ain't going to do shit like the others, I don't want deadly spiked up hair or cute faces. No! I'm not into that kind of cute I'm more into puppy cuteness. Shit they've made Powerpuff Girls into anime! Makes me sick. I have a sick history of these things. I'm feeling slightly awkward that I joined Deviantart without even sending anything. I'll probably make some prose about Halo...yeah! I'm really an amatuer and I see people draw things so nicely...shucks. And I inspire to design. I may have a chance because I've been looking at game art and stuff, very complex and way beyond my skill.

Even during the holidays I still have worries. People say they'd do great on O level, but it can hold some surprises. I'm extremely tensed up about my english, I know my chinese won't make it but english is a must! If I don't get that then I'm big-ass loser. Another is my Social Studies, because I didn't write a lot for my section A, less than half a page for each question cuz I was running out of time. I hope I don't flunk this. Prayed to God that I wouldn't mess it up and I'm hoping for an L1R4. Please please don't ruin my dream!

Pray for me plz I think I need all the help I can get! If I don't get it then I guess my life is going to be a whole loada junk.

See ya soon!

So long suckers!

2008-11-19T04:00:00.000-08:00

Hey there!

It's finally over! The O level beast is finally gone forever! Sorry that I've never been in touch with my daily things because I finally have xbox live god! I play with other players all around the world, download stuff, talk with friends... it's been my desire to have this opportunity a long long time ago. So I've been playing online Halo 3 and Gears of war 2.

Yeah its a dream come true but.... it has taken a lot of my time instead of drawing or continuing the dark-light story or catching up on my guitar. I feel really bad when I don't do anything productive now. It seems school has left a scar on me.

Putting in a word for the class I belonged to, I'll miss you guys. That class was the best class I've ever belonged to and I am honored to be its class chairman. I thank those who have motivated me all the way, may your life-long dreams come true. You guys were a great fun and I wasn't left out much.

Oh. I have a slight problem with my drawing as in I try to draw a face but it always turns out to be some manga or something. There's so much of it in the world that I can't get my mind off it! I tr to draw but....argh! Well, this is where Deviantart comes in. I appreciate the numerous drawing tutorials and art pieces that I can learn from. Unfortunately, I haven't contributed yet and I've seen people send in so many masterpieces. HEY! There's even a shop seeling these art if you want just click the link at the left of the page.

I'll update my blog the next time I finish something productive and carry on with the novel. Oh! I may need some help with writing because... well my English skills are not up to standard of a good writer, so I've got the story but someone has got to have the writing skills. Yes I need a partner but I'll hold that post until I'm sure of it.

Thank you!

Crapper

2008-10-30T06:38:00.000-07:00

Well hey there!

Fancy seeing you reading this post. Actually I never knew that I would have the time to blog even if the O levels are coming. Well if you're reading this post then sucks for you! Cuz I'm hanging up right now, humanities ain't gna own itself y'know.

Bye

Singapore Poly is my kinda poly

2008-10-25T03:05:00.000-07:00

Hey...

I've no idea if anyone's reading my blog so why should I blog.

If there is anybody reading this post right now then...

Hi!

I've just passed a whole week of sleepless nights, brainstorm overdrives, and exam aftermath regret. Chemistry was easy, English was unexpectedly rubbish, a-math pissed me off, emath was a crumble of cake. So I can summarise by saying that- a math is the bringer of my emo. LOLz! But its good to have it done and over with... now to get As for e math and physics. Chinese.... I don't wanna talk about it. I'm literally disabled.

Pushing aside the war machine named O levels... Well I haven't the energy to think much of Dark-Light... To be honest I've spent sometime daydreaming about Dark-Light during studies, exam, sleep, and others. So yeah I do have something but I can't type it out. I just brainstormed on Dark-Light facts so that readers won't get jumbled up in the complex understanding of the story. Come to think of it I shouldn't be calling my story a novel just yet... I'm no good at writing fancy-schmancy.

You must have laughed at me saying that the story is complex cuz you think I'm too disabled to think of an intriguing design. Maybe you're right or you're a douche (in your face!) Well I've gotta construct a venn diagram for my thoughts.... I've discovered one thing that my story lacks and that is awesomeness. I'm not kidding, if I want to make a great story I have to make it epic in some way like how Halo always ends with a bang! Damn right! I'm gna have ta invent something of epic proportions other than the war.

Another thing is the gameplay which I have pondered about. I've been figuring about the game controls for xbox 360 but maybe I'm going too far. What if I won't be able to get my story to the big shot microsoft. I need something new. That's what gamers are looking for. THis needs to be added to the awesomeness.

I've decided that I'll aim to go for Singapore Polythechnic's game development and design course, even if Jin Hao keeps pestering me to change my mind, saying that the facilities are shit compared to Nanyang Poly's. Yeah I haven't been to Singapore poly before and I got a good look at Nanyang's.... But hey! The facilities look great to me in their website. S'pore poly's game course seems to be a much better choice, why else would it be L1R4: 14 (which I may not get...) It includes much more than what Nanyang has to offer and it is in league with certain game companies which I know of like EPIC games (which I recently read about).

Shit yeah! I'm a gna Singapore poly. Epic games make renowned games that I favour so why not pursue my dream there and maybe get a job there. Well I've talked a lot and this may be boring you so I'll end off here. NO I have nothing to say to the class cuz they have their own motivation and I know they can do it.

Good luck O levellers!

Am I going nuts or is that Cambrdge burning down?

2008-10-14T22:41:00.000-07:00

Hi,

Uh... random post again...

For Class Info: Class Chalet is on 13th November. $5 per person. Changi- it's a bungalow OMG! All thanks to Joel who booked it, so please inform him if you're going to the chalet ASAP. His number is 97605130.

Dark Light info- Starting up on my draft again and I feel like my efforts may be useless. I've seen many novels,even compositions, whereby there's a lot of personal thoughts and stuff. I have lots of dialogue because I have accumulated an overwhelming amount of information on the entire prophecy and their destiny. But the main thing I want to focus on is the romantic relationship between the prince of the dark and the princess of the light. If I don't think up of anything resourceful for their romance then it'll just be another Final Fantasy or Kingdom Hearts or stuff.... Of course Kingdom Hearts inspired me to make quite a romance novel and Final Fantasy gave me ideas on character design.

Another thing is the gameplay. I thought of using cinematic scenes where players have to push the colored buttons on their controller as shown on the screen to excecute the character's movements. I got this from grabbed by the ghoulies whereby the player pushes buttons as shown on screen to avoid getting scared to death. I think this is a great aspect to the game. Another thing is the use of firearms which I have been pondering about for a long time. I bet players would love to pick up firearms and use them like Gears Of War... but this is also fantasy and I won't let the players use guns to mulch down their enemies all the time.

This is where levels come in. When the character level up, they obtain specialized fighting styles and their combat enhances. LEt's say I start them off with simple firearms which they can use in the earlier levels, level up and they will have access to advanced weaponary. They use their firearms by excecuting moves that comprises of swordplay and firearm combat. I bet this'll help alot. So Dark Light combat consists of firearms, melee weapons, and their respective powers.

Haha! Doesn't really sound like a random post now eh? Cuzz I'm obssessed with it and I'm trying to improve my english in any way possible.

I graduated from secondary school already but I don't really wanna go into it. Oh yeah, our tradition is swearing at the last time we sing the school song. LOL! Some students weeped at their memories but I just looked and watched. Like the end of Pri school, I just walked out of the class without proper farewells to my classmates- as I said I have a deprived primary school life. But this is different, this isn't the last time we see each other. We have a chalet and O levels. ONly on the last day do I weep for joy and sadness. Okay maybe not so much of weeping... I'm sure we'll all keep in touch throught MSN. Thank you internet! NO it isn't just for porn...

I also searched up on Dark Light books in Google and I saw a lot of stuff which fortunately doesn't resemble my Dark Light story. But there may still be the case of a similar book but with a different title. For the names Dark and Light, I've highlighted that their names are awkward if you complain about it. I can't and don't wanna find another name for them. OH! Their surnames will be Angelove so it'll be Dark Angelove & Light Angelove. If you disagree with their surnames and can think of a better one then please leave your comment in my cbox.

Well I wouldn't wanna spend my time too much on this post... Go watch more spoony videos, Halo 3 machinas and other amusing stuff. By the way... been thinking of Light's cosstume design and I've made up my mind. I didn't draw it out but someone else from Deviant Art did it with Kairi from Kingdom Hearts- who is H-O-T! It is exactly the same thing I visuallised, except that the artist twinked it:

Doesn't really look like Kairi but I like the costume. I thank the artist for giving me a better impression on the character.

It ends here- full stop!

The earthquake's a comin'!

2008-10-08T07:03:00.000-07:00

Yea?

Oh hey it's you! Wanna hear about the new post? Well here it is....(like duh)

First off, Miley Cyrus celebrated her B day last Sunday. It wasn't her actual birthday but...it's her choice. She even booked the whole disneyland, $250 per ticket and some stars joined the party.

Eh... Yah sounds like a hell ova party.

I've started going through my novel to improve it. So far... still haven't hit the 100 pages mark, which is sad, real sad. I dunno why. I've already got their thoughts, dialogue. Maybe I need more battles and description.

Last thing, I'm out of secondary school and having my break which isn't much cuz Its around 14 days left to O levels. Me scared? No. Just tensed up but not afraid. Again with my future, I need to improve my marks by quite a long way. Uh Huh. I hate this topic.

I'm gna end this suffering on 12 November so join me in owning the papers that so owned our older bros and sis. If my bro can own it, I'll pwn it.

Death to the O levels!

Outbreak of the mug infection

2008-10-01T06:58:00.000-07:00

Yes sir may I help you?

Oh! I see! You want zee special order for tonight. Itiz a random post cooked up by zee one and only A squared.

For zee first course we have zee short update on hiz fare on hiz stowry. Le A squared is having some difficulties bwainstorming on quotes that will inspiree zee reader. No? See. But zee good thing iz that he haz come closer to making a splenid plot and visualizing zee charactuer concept one by one.

For zee Second course you may enjoy zee holiday that is endzing vewy soon. What a rest it has been with only half day of studyin. I said day, pleaze take notez of zat. But alas mademoiselle! The break is finishing and so are wee! I fear you will not enjoy zee final course!

For zee horrific final course it iz not for zee faint of heart, its bitter taste will send you into a nervous breakdown! I am afwaid to say zis but zee O level Exams is less than 20 days Awaayyy! *Waiter Faints with girlish behavior*

A squared steps in

So sorry. The waiter is over traumatised about the O levels. I bet you are too just by looking at your expressions. Wee? Wee mademoiselle! As the O levels approach, I feel a sense of relief as if the holiday mood is starting to kick in. NO! I must contain my lust for freedom! For now, my future dream career is at stake! What if I cannot make it! NO! I will win this war and beat zee sorry faeces of the O levels and curb stomp its head with my heavy right boot! Take zat you mongrel le brocoli! I wish well to you madame we will crush zis infernal foe and take it as a needle in a hay stack which we will not give a faeces about getting because it is utterly ridiculous beyond comprehension.

Farewell and good luck mademoiselle!

Save the puppies!

2008-09-24T07:27:00.000-07:00

Hiya,

THis is just a random blog post where I don't say much important stuff. Expect these from now till the end of my O level exams.

Wow! I can't believe it! Guess what? I was born on the same day as Miley Cyrus the teen pop sensation. I mean isn't it make you kind of feel special when you're born on the same day as someone popular, whats more one of your fav stars? Hell Yeah! I went to Wiki to check out if her Birthday is really on 23/11/1992 and it turned out to be true and to add to my aroused state was her picture. Not because she's pretty(well yeah you can say that) but she has a dog the same as mine! Same fur, ears, eyes, nose, colour. Oh boy! Hey here's a picture if you don't believe me:

Miley's dog and mine. Which is cuter?

Hah! Well I'll keep listening to your songs Miley! For now I can never escape the fact that O levels is less than a month away. The huge numbers shown on the projecter screen every flag raising ceremony haunts me. My L1R4 is 20 and I need to cut out 6 points to enter Singapore Poly's game development course which is so much better than any other in Singapore. This course teaches you all about games and even teaches you how to create game music. Cool eh? I hope for the best for my exams and for my friends who also seems to be dwindling in the desert. To all my enemies, damn your sorry asses and begone with thy farse. Heheh! Joking. That's all for my randomnously ridiculous and not so ridiculous post.

God Bless ya'll!

R tard

2008-09-16T06:57:00.000-07:00

Heyy,
I'm stuck again. I haven't been typing much because I have a few minor and major errors in my plot. Minor ones first? Okay! I'm making the prolouge into a poem, and I still haven't thought about a song. Major problem (A.K.A big problem) I must have a sort of unsolved conspiracy of the origin of all these and a hazy prophecy that no one knows how it will end. Fate, that's what I have to put inside, destiny also. I have total control of their lives. Ahahahaha! I'm said author. Ideas.... I have one that I think would go great. A character will appear in the second installment. The special thing about this guy among the rest is that he can predict things and have things go his way, I don't know if he should go solo or have some minions. Well...The person I'm trying to create has certain attributes to Wesker from Resident Evil (cuz I think he's the coolest character in that story apart from Alice the zombie killing chick). As the author, I give him permission to have access to a few of my ideas so that he'll be like, 'Everything is going according to plan. Dark and Light are put out of the picture and I rule the world! Sweet sweet power.' Um... okay just a hint, Dark and Light are the protagonists of the story. They are adopted twins but they are actually born from different spirits, one is the dark and the other is the light. So they are forced to fight each other. Sad. I'd like them to be a couple but Nigel says, 'They're twins, how can you sleep with your twin sister?!' Yah I have to admit, that's quite a flaw in my plan but I wanted to get them involved since childhood. Don't worry I'll come up with a synopis soon. Come to think of it, if this gets involved in a movie then their verbal communication will be confusing like, 'Light is from the light and the light is in her, this makes Light have powers of the light.' Uhh... that's why I came up with "the" in front of the non character names. I know Dark and Light are unimaginative names for them but I don't want to use any foreign language (especially Japenese, cuz I don't know how to make Jap names, I may end up calling them f*** in Jap. Ahahaha!). If anyone can think up of good names not of foreign language, no latin, ok maybe latin, then plz inform me, your help is greatly appreciated by said author.

For all you Final Fantasy freaks go watch spoony experiment's FF8 review. That game is F'd up and I will NEVER make that kind of game.

Class 4A, you're a good class, don't fling your future out the window and into some really deep well where you have to face satan to get it back. HAH! Study hard, play less, just try, I'm not playing my xbox for a long time, what an achievement, but I'm blogging so wtf! For a class review, go to Jonathan Toh's blog, love it or hate it, its yourself you're talking about. Strive for excellence anyway, yah. Its M Soh's last year here so its good if you all excel.

For me, I wish to graduate successfully with an L1R4 of 14 so I can go gmaing course in Sigapore Poly. Personally, I won't make it. I heard their acceptance is verystrict so I must get 14. ANothet thing is that I have to improve by 6 points.OMGosh, not God don't use his name like that, DON't. Wish me the best, pray for me, I hope God will guide me all the way.

Bye!

Random thought: If I have a daughter, I'm gna name her Rose cuz its simple yet it means so much. Rose, rosie, rosalyne, nitroglyceryne, Rose is the best! Love you Rose. Yes I'm nuts, I have a pair of them.

SCREW O LEVEL

2008-09-10T04:10:00.000-07:00

Sup,

I've gotten almost all of my prelim 2 papers. So far I think I've improved a lot since the start of the year, except my chinese, which reminds me of a funny thing. When I read chinese for around a few minutes or seconds, I drift off to daydreaming, this is really irritating during the exams. By the way my results are as follows- phy paper 1: 29/40, phy paper 2: 54/80, social studies: 27/50, geography: 38/50, chemistry paper 1: 24/40, chemistry paper 2: 35.5/100, chinese: F9, amath paper 1: 40/80, amath paper 2: 50/80, math paper 1: 54/80, math paper 2: 67/100. Total bao chika bao wao for amath, I just passed but I was one of the boys who made it with passes. My physics improved a lot lately. My geography is 2nd top in the class. I passed my social studies. For this sudden improvement I must thank God, he answered my prayers and I believe he will answer my prayers for the O level exam.

Besides the O level catastrophe, I've been writing my novel, Dark-Light, and I have covered 72 pages with 22000 pages for 7 chapters. Its a really good effort but I may not breach the point of 10 chapters unless I continue the story with more crap which is out of the question. I also thought of having another two installments. But tell me first, do you think Dark should be in love with Light, I mean, they're not exactly.... wait I can't reveal any spoilers. Tough luck, I'll just ask my team.

For the class, though you may have gotten bad marks for your prelim 2, its not the end. Change your attitude, this is the final lap so its important to study much much more than usual. Practice Practice Practice

Peace out!

Inspiration is the base of all great stories

2008-08-27T05:59:00.000-07:00

Hey guys,

MY day has been quite perfect. Remember the Dark-Light story i added to this blog? It won't work so I'm actually creating the entire story now. With the help of inevitable daydreaming and brainstorming when I sleep, I now managed to do 32 pages for 4 chapters of 9000+ words. Amazing! Cuz i also had my prelim 2 which is the second last battle before I move on to the final boss battle( O lvl). I'm hoping for better results. I failed my chinese O level by the way so I'm undoubtedly retaking the paper. Unbelievably ridiculous! Two words to describe me.

You know I've always had this dream of being a game developer, so I've actually put the thought of having gameplay in my Dark-Light story. But for gameplay, I need characters. So far I've drawn the upper part of Light's body ( Yi Wei mentioned I'm a sicko when I told him I drew her upper part of the body but wouldn't I be worse if I drew only Light's lower body? I MEAN C'MON!). Light seemed pretty but I've recieved a lot of criticisim bout her eyes, arms, shoulders, hair, and lastly her cleavage. At least it was my most successfully genuine drawing of a human character. I practised drawing her head with different emotions today. Practice makes perfect especially if I wanna be a game developer. Yeah!

Check out the latest of Digital Ph33r's productions. Another thing I watch on youtube is Sponny productions. Just type that down and watch said videos, you'll be rolling on the floor laughing in a few minutes or seconds. He states the ridiculous reality of various games including Final Fantasy 7, the thing, zombie samurai thingy, and so on. So don't miss it.

Another thing about Dark-Light, I need to think of a song. Can't really think of a good one cuz it'll be a first:p. If you have any ideas, please let me know. I'm trying to keep my game away from Spoony's stupid list of ridiculous games. Meanwhile, here's Dark-Light's introduction:

The Dark & the Light have been enemies for ages on end. They are like twin rivals who are opposite but similar in a little way. As usual, opposites don’t attract and they grow to despise each other. Such is their wrath that forces a world to intervene and stop the feud. That world acts as a “wall” which prevents either side from attacking directly. But alas, no wall can contain their might and it is slowly destroyed by either side. They claw at the world just to break an opening big enough for a full waged war. It is such a tragedy for such a beautiful world to be destroyed for trying to contain a war so massive and destructive. It seems nothing will prevent history from repeating itself.

Bye!

It's okay it's alright! 4A! 4A! Fight! Fight! Fight!

2008-08-08T20:03:00.000-07:00

Sup,

Congratulations to all the 4A Bossa Ball players! Unexpectedly, you've won the game! Haha you sure sowed the others what 4A is made of! And of course thank you 4B for standing by 4A's side to cheer 4A on with coordinated cheers other than messy shouts. I am grateful for your help. We would love to have played with you guys. Actually, after this amazing win, I've decided to let the class play chapteh so long as they can manage their time properly. It seems chapteh and Bossa Ball has brought 4A together much closer. Take Jun Wei for example, now he's much more talkative than in Sec 3! 4A, I advise that you guys don't play too much chapteh as your O's are about 2 months away and Mr Soh is felling extremely worried for you guys so it's time to beat the O's now instead of beating Bossa Ball.

We had a class BBQ last night. It seemed well at first until the drunk squad just had to spoil the fun. I mean what actually sparked the fight between Jian Lin and Joel. Man! I knew this was gonna happen. That's why I didn't want to come in the first place. To hide what stuff you guy's have been doing I'm just going to tell you guys to cut down on those things you're not supposed to do. Especially if it's going to be our LAST class chalet, I don't want any thing going wrong on the LAST class outing. If another thing like that happens again on our LAST class outing, I'm going to walk out.

For the Dark-Light story on this blog, don't follow it. I'm making a full story now, I'm making a draft where I can link everything I want all together. I want to make this story about as good as Kingdom Hearts. So wish me all the brainstorming power I need. Don't forget O level ownage power. I need it for my O's. I must study but I get distracted like right now. Escpecially because the Olypics has started now and I wanna watch so I'll end this post here with pictures of various Keyblades and a scythe I found on the net. BYE!

Dark-Light

2008-08-02T07:46:00.000-07:00

Hey,

Firstly, Dark-Light, sound a bit familiar? Its the improved version of shadow-light since I posted a reminder that I would work more on it's storyline and characterisation. So far I've thought up of short summaries for the series. After looking at the game "Kingdom Hearts", I'm truly fascinated by the addictive storyline and graphics. Kingdom Hearts is an ideal game to inspire me on the concept of Dark-Light. It'll be a usual clash between darkness and light. So when brainstorming I always think about how to compile the story of Dark-Light into a game. I haven't thought of the characters' name.

Brainstorm results:

The story starts with the life of a man who isn't one bit bad and leads a good life. He has a fiance that he would marry soon. But 2 week before the marriage, he gets caught up with bad company as he is losing money and needs to support his future family. He gets into trouble in the company and is killed by his own collegues on the day of his marriage.
An angel talks to him(his soul), telling him that he is dead, and telling him that he has been chosen to take on the evil in his world. He is granted the powers of darkness to take on the numerous enemies he will encounter. He is reminded that 10 years has passed.
He wakes up and finds himself in a church cemetery surrounded by large and tall buildings. Certain of the objective of his mission but he doesen't remember anything from when he was alive, he prowls the large citiy searching for evil souls that he will take. He uses a sycthe and assorted weapons that he summons through darkness with dark bullets that he can also summon. He reaps their soul and their body will remain an empty shell.
While he was gone, an organization that prevents paranormal situations that has ocured many times since the main character's death. They read the large pulse of paranormal energy from where the character woken up from, they track and monitor his progress as he is something they have never handled before.
He comes across his late fiance who he had to kill. After struggling to prevent her death from the numerous monstosities the angel had sent after him for failing, he tells her what had happened then sending her somewhere safe. He has to stay away from her to prevent himself from killing her.
On another night, he meets his collegue who killed him. His collegue created a gateway allowing dark monsters through into the world so that the organization has a purpose, hence earning a lot of money. He remembers him and escapes with the help of the organization. He is determined to have his revenge on his collegue and chases after him. After battling countless enemies, he is defeated and captured.
In the organization HQ he is kept in a secure containment cell and the organization's leader communicates with him, asking what is his purpose then telling him that he has a choice to stop killing. He finds a way to escape and sets out to destroy his collegue from opening the realm of darkness......

So far this is what I produced. I'm still thinking so expect more about Dark-Light from my blog see you :)

Dude I think he just called your girlfriend a slut

2008-07-26T08:47:00.000-07:00

Hi-Hi,

Ahaha just had BBQ,now I'm fullup. Oh yeahh... I've been watching red vs blue series these few days. THe jokes and retarded antics never cease to humor me and brighten my day.

Church to Tucker about the reds getting the warthog: " You could bitch about anything for all I care. But we're gonna to get a tank and you worry about chicks! What chicks are we gonna pick up man! Secondly, how can we pick up chicks in a car like that!"

Oh! I got shouted at by Mr Danny for not bringing my SPAC file. Honestly I thought that someone took it because it wasn't in my house and it isn't around my table. I soon found out late at night to find that Joel actually took my file. So I felt really pissed because I got scolded for nothing and I could be one of the early people who handed up their files.

By the way DigitalPh33r is back from his vacation so I'm hoping he carries on with his wonderful productions. By the way John, your armour combination rocks, fits perfectly with your recon armour. I really enjoy your educational guide to making Machinima, I've thought up of a comedy but it'll need for refining. Looking forward to the next episode John.

F.Y.I: Those intending to attend the BBQ at east coast park after the 08 event please contact me or Joel. My number is 90527029. Plz relay this message to the rest of 4A.

"Awwww crap!"

"Nonono this is how you do it.

The tragedy that is Umbrella and 4A

2008-07-18T06:43:00.000-07:00

Another cool game that most of you would enjoy is Umbrella Chronicles. It's a first-person shooter game of the Umbrella Series. It's intresting in a way by it being in arcade mode and it's playable on the Nintendo WII. It's like an arcade game, just with better controls, weapons, graphics, storyline, and action. It also has co-op which really appeals to me. The only problem is that it's only great for the campaign but there is no multiplayer, and the one thing I've learnt about playing Halo 3 without xbox live, is that it'll get damn boring. Anyway I really love the whole concept of the Resident Evil Story, so far it's the best horror/action/thriller/sci-fi movie I have seen.

Anyway It's 93 more days to O level so 4A work hard. I'm thinking of banning Chapteh temporarily on 80 days more from O level. I'm guessing Mr Soh's getting really pissed off with our results, and the case for Joel has worsened. Most of the his teachers have given up on him, one most drastically by tearing his test papers, another scolding him and showing deapreciation.

Halo 3 is nothing without xbox live gold.

ABout 4A

2008-07-10T01:29:00.000-07:00

Hi,
For this special post I'll be talking about my class 4A.Everyone is a critic so don't blame me for talking bad about your current state. I'll be criticising each classmate by group.
Li Zhen. Jia Pei. Kartini (A.K.A the 3 aliens): Don't ask me about the alien part, I just heard it from somewhere. They're the fun N2 kind of girls, they have a tendency to go crazy. They are doing well academically and with their relationship with most of their classmates.
Jonathan & Nitish: They're best friends. Like most prefects they're very enthusiastic about their work. They try to maintain a good academic level, they should be able to catch up since they graduated from the prefectorial board.
DaPhnE-Li YaN: They aren't too interactive with the right and middle side of the class. I'm not sure of their academic situation. I just know they love to blend in with our neighbour class.
Min Choo!Lee Ling! Wen Bo!Shiau Yi!Tianye: They're the ones at the back of the class. Wen Bo and Shiau Yi seems to take turns being absent. Min Choo and Lee Ling aren't shy to make friends with a guy like Tianye, though the cause of his unusual actions still remains an unsolved mystery to me.
Lina^Iao Tim: They could have interacted without me knowing because they're right behind and I don't usually hear them speak much. Their academic results are also unknown to me. Come to think of it, Lina is a friend of Kartini.
Guo Yuan/Wei Li: Not very favourable as friends but that dosen't mean they aren't our classmates. They speak a lot of hokkien-usally the vulgar ones, and they are extremely 'EXTRA' they kind of poke their nose into other people's business. Their stupid antics make us laugh.
Deddy?Xia Tian: Two foreigners, different countries. Deddy is a pornstar, and he splits his pants when he playes Chapteh! Xia Tian's profile is not clear to me, he dosen't split his pants.
Darien*Jin hao*Joel: Those who sit closest to me and undoubtedly my friends. Darien and Jin Hao usually quarrel jokingly, it's always a great laugh to see what they come up of every minute. Joel is irritating-honestly speaking, he always find lessons boring and gives a huge sigh that i'm sure the teacher can hear( how rude!). When joel is bored he does anything from stealing stuff from my pencil box to poking me in the gut, but Jin hao usually distracts him by using full advantage of me being between them as a hit and run situation.
Alex+Gary+Yi Long+ Jian Lin: Alex and Jian Lin are the rascals of the class, they make fun of people and never fail to conjure something up to make us laugh. Gary is usually quiet but he's always seen with Alex. Yi Long does good academically and is known for being made fun of by Alex, he also has a wierd voice.
Yi Jia~Yilin~Alicia~Jasmine: They stay silent like stones and they crush us academically like falling boulders, except for Jasmine who has trouble keeping up with the expected standard. They are still quite secleded from the class even if we try befriending them. Jasmine is acquainted with Jonathan though.
[Nigel][Yi Wei][Wei Hao]: They're all ex prefects so you can defenitely guess how they're like in class. Nigel is a computer geek. Yi Wei is a friendly person, always finding ways to cheer up people. Wei Hao is the loudest one among them, he never keeps his words in, he's also very interactive. They're the three mapleteers.
Shi Hui=Jun Wei: Jun Wei is the quiet one and Shi Hui is the more interactive one, ceaselessly teaching Jun Wei to speak up more. Jun Wei is smart. Shi hui is enthusiastic. I don't know what keeps them together. Band?

4A: My class, my other family, and the not so 4A kind of 4A. We set a new record in history of 4As. Don't blame us for what we are, it's just us! 4Aces 4ever. Haha.

Any comments or if you wanna get back at me for criticizing you then type in the cbox. tata!

What to do? What to do?

2008-06-20T07:54:00.000-07:00

Nigel gave me a website URL to free movies. Thanks! I've totally enjoyed my holiday watching movies. But I can't download it, it's just like youtube, click and watch. I've thought of shadow-cry's clothes, I'm thinking of changing his name but no ideas, i'm thinking he should have a grim reaper reputation, he should have a sycthe(is that how you spell it?). I was also thinking an animated video of him would go well with the song ' let the bodies hit the floor'. HaH! So far my holiday hasn't been much on studying, its quite equalised with more of fun. OMG! You wouldn't believe what I've been playing this week. I'm not gna tell you cuz it's quite embarassing for someone like me to play something like that. It's quite fun actually, It's turning out better than I expected. Haha.

Here's today's top 5 Halo 3 screenshots:

"Creature Of The Dark"

"Crotch Stick"

"Falling Heroes"

"Ugh! Ugly!"

" Help! I can't Swim!

Indiana Jonesie

2008-06-06T04:00:00.000-07:00

I watched Indiana Jones with Jin Hao yesterday. I won't spoil your excitement if you haven't watched this amazing movie yet, but the movie never ceases to amuse me almost every 5 minutes. Its got more dead bodies and some special skeletons, and it comes with 2 exciting car chases. This time Indiana Jones discoveres that he has his own family(accidentally). All together, Indiana Jones and the kingdom of the crystal skull is a thrilling adventure that shouldn't be missed. SO watch it.

No one is pure light, but everyone casts a shadow

2008-06-05T06:06:00.000-07:00

Shadow-Cry just dosen't work out as a good guy. Picture him as a villan or neither bad nor good, but his duty should have a reasonable cause. Being a harbringer of the apocalypse is tooo original and stupid. How does killing people give a message of the apocalypse? You are the apocalypse! And here's something I should remind people who kill others that the world can never be clean from sin, another baby born is another sinful burden. Most importantly, you have no right to take away other lives, do you want the same thing to happen to your family or yourself. If they've been killed then call the police to give him a lifetime punishment in prison. No one deserves to be killed... unless you're one damnned hellish son ova bitch who dosen't think when you kill. You! Terrorists! What right do you have to kill innocent people just to catch the government's attention. You guys doom yourselves by doing this, are you having a good life now? Do you feel good that you have killed have done absolutely nothing to you? No one has to resort to killing.

Forgive others as God has forgiven you for your sins. Ask for forgiveness and forgive those you hate.

Top 5 Halo pics of the week:

"I will fight"

"Fire breath"

"Matrix"

"Me & my huge balls"

"Spartan"

Can you say guacamoleypolyjoulahdhey

2008-06-03T07:10:00.000-07:00

I'm going ta see Kung fu panda this Saturday. Lots of tution and homework this week. Been listening to mp3 till my eardrums feel dosey. Fighting to stop myself from playing too much. Oh yeah this is my friggin holiday in Sec4. Love it don't cha? No time for outing, socializing just work work work.... heheheheh

FUCK MAN GET ME OUTTA HERE! CAN YOU SAY PAIN?!

Plan for the holiday of a lifetime: Make my own sniper rifle-catch a movie with my friends-play Halo 3 with xbox live gold(not garunteed(is this how its spelt?))-sign up for dancing courses in studiowu-make delicious dishes made to my liking-and finally sleep and wake up at any time I want! Lovely, except that if I had a girlfriend I would enjoy this many times more. Much more. No! Not that way! I know what you're thinking.Meanwhile gotta study, but not working out as suspected.

Drake and Josh are very funny.

Alright...

2008-05-24T02:15:00.000-07:00

I've gotten my Prelim 1 results back. L1R4 25, L1R5 33. I gotta say that becuz I have more time to read through the stuff i have to remember as I predict what questions the teachers have set for us, I have better marks than the first test in March. My Chinese O lvl exam is coming up next Monday.

A battle is fought but the war still isn't over

2008-05-09T07:49:00.000-07:00

I have just finished my exams that's why I can write this post. The difficult papers were Chinese, A-math, Social Studies and e-math paper 2. The others were... moderate. Haha. My friend Nigel got chicken pox on thursday, so he missed the test. Ever wonder why its called chicken pox? Well I'm not gonna talk about it. I have yet to recieve my results of the prelim 1. After the last paper, A-math paper 2, Jin Hao came to my house to watch Alien V.S Predator 2. Um... It wasn't so much of a nice show, I particularly disliked the fact that the Alien/ predator hybrid could lay three of the alien eggs through its mouth into a pregnant woman's mouth. I think she was still awake to see herself being "raped" in a very disgusting way as the three eggs went rolling down her throat. The result was having 3 alien babies popping out of her stomach while she was alive, I could see the baby aliens moving in her translucent tummy. Bleah! I felt like vommiting man! WTF! A 2 minutes ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww! Yuck! And I thought the alien face huggers' way of transmitting eggs was ugly. In the show there were a lot of fuk you here and fuk you there, there was also a slut that Jin Hao assumed hot, but I'll say she looks hotter when she's pinned to the wall with 1 of the predator's disks of death accidentally. hah! her boyfriend was like super angry cuz she promised him 1 night and now he'll never get it. I kinda liked the predator, he dual wields the two plasma cannons on his shoulder, he can hold two aliens off by the neck with this own bare hands, and he can score a whole lot of multi kills like the spinning disk thing. He's a pussy face by the way. hahaha! Anyway... I'm not planning to watch it again because of the promiscuous freak of nature known as prealien. Ew don't remind me its dick is in its mouth. Disgusting! I'd rather settle for A halo movie where there isn't any alien sex except the taking over of bodies by the flood.

Anyways. So far there has been 2 people who have finished playing Halo 3 SLASO(solo legendary all skulls on) and 25 people who have completed at least 1 mission SLASO, I tried sierra 117 with all the skulls on, it was very... extremely frustraring. The key to do this is to take the Arbiter's dropped weapons if you don't have good weapons yet, brutes will usually berserk when the lower level opponents have been killed so its good to have an energy sword and it bonuses as a way of getting health back. It is important to do long range as you will be safer, and paste a paper or plastic reticule on the TV for precise aiming. If you get too angry, get a punching bag shaped like a brute and whack it.

I have a sudden intrest in Halo 3 songs and I want the original Halo 3 soundtrack. The songs are beutifully composed, it gets you into the mood of kicking brute ass, or just remember the how amazing the story of Halo is. Its not just another kick ass first-person shooter game, Its a game where you can play throughout Halo's story, revealling the mysteries of the forerunners as you complete it level by level. It is also touching how those stupid marines fought with their lives to save humanity. The most touching is the bond between the AI Cortana and the super soldier Master Chief. I don't know why but its really touching how a battle-hardened soldier keeps such a strong bond with an human-like artificial intelligence. The storyline is superbly amazing, pure genius, you got to love how it all fits together at the end. Bungie rocks! I have an eye on a jacket from the bungie store, its got a weapon montage on the right shoulder as seen from the front and a blast effect from the right shoulder at the back. I'm just realizing how marvellous the campaign is with the multiplayer. All together i'll give Halo 3 9.5/10 because its art as well as an almost perfect multiplayer sytem inclusive of the Halo 3 "lego" system, forge. Its high time I slept already so I'll leave these few pictures for ya'll to enjoy.

Karate spartan!

I got your rockets right here.

Crotch punch!

PUNT!

I don't know why I feel this way

2008-04-25T07:47:00.000-07:00

I'm acting so strange. She's not my stead why am I crying over her rejection. I just thought she was someone special that I just couldn't bear to lose. I shed a tear when I play sad songs in my head. My friends all tell me to forget about her, she's just another girl. But I emo in the morning and laugh in the afternoon, in the night I see her go online on msn but I don't care. This post is typed as I play "Apologize by one republic". A tear trickles down my face. I wipe it off as I write a poem of my sorow.

Loveless

Every morning I wake,
something missing from my life.
I go to school with a feeling of stress
by the pressure of the test.
I play a song in my head,
it was "Apologize".
A tear trickled down my face
I wiped it from trace.

Why do I feel this way?
I was never yours,
and you were never mine.
Why do I cry
for the love of your bind.
I never enjoyed your embrace.
I never enjoyed your kiss.
I never enjoyed your perfection.
Since a Valentine's day.

In the night, I looked at my com.
I could type to you anything
but I said nothing.
In the bed I was sleeping
Never knew I would be thinking
of you turning away from me.
Unbearable pain.
I just cried out my heart
as I drew out my art.
Blindly sketching through my tears,
everything I didn't have that represent you.
Dear oh my dear, without you
I'm a state of loveless.

Start a new day without love

2008-04-24T02:32:00.000-07:00

I try to forget about Isabella but I get reminded of Isabella when my friends start reminding me of her. Then I got fed up and said, " No! I don't love her. She dosen't love me, she loves someone else why should I love her after 2 years! I've given up okay! Just leave me alone!" So I ignored them, emoing in my seat, just tying to listen to the lesson as I played songs in my head that reminded me of her. If I ever met another girl I won't repeat the same mistake.

Anyway, I just realized what "tagged" is. I didn't know what it was last time so I just joined unintentionally cuz of all the invites. It's a website where you find friends or usually an intimate companion. I was curious so I editted my profile to make it look better. I started looking for girls. I checked up on a girl. She's 15, same O level problem, from North Vista Secondary, and... she's pretty lovely. I left her a comment on how her studies were comin along, got her hotmail but I still haven't talked to her yet. I don't know if this is really right. Getting involved with a girl on this kind of website may sound wrong. I dunno. 'm gonna try anyway. I'm not aiming to start a new day without love.

By the way, I kinda stopped the shadow-cry episodes cuz I gotta edit it to sound more... more of a novel not a primary school composition.

Is This a joke?!

2008-04-17T02:50:00.000-07:00

What the hell! Haha! We call ourselves 4A, smart group of students who study the most difficult subjects in the school. The school depends on us to give them a good reputation that the students are discipline enough to get goo grades. But when you look into the class through the window, I see students using handphone, eating chips, talking about the teacher behind his or her back. Our attitude towards our studies is really bad, even our form teacher keeps telling us to spend at least 4 hrs of study, but we don't. We're probably the worst batch of 4A. Is this my fault? Well...yeah maybe, but even if I tell them anything, not all of them are cooperative. Some of them take 15s till they stand up to greet the teacher. Hey! Stop playing with your phone! You're a prefect why the hell are you using that now. I suppose I'm supposed to be responsible for everything that happens in the class. Why won't you listen I said put away the handphone.

Even the entire school is corrupt. Especially in the hall, unnecessary noises are made and most students clap loudly when the show's over. They normally talk or sleep when uninterested.

Shadow-Cry: Episode 3 ( A new world )

2008-04-09T03:44:00.000-07:00

The world has become something I despise.

I opened my eyes slowly. As my eyes fell upon the city, all I could do was stare at the sight before me. The entire city was bigger than ever, some of its buildings are taller and larger. But the city had something else strange about it. Screams could be heard once in a while, and there is a dark aura about the city that I couldn't help but notice.

" Now I know why you trained me to kill, looks like you gave me a new outfit too." I said. I was wearing a cloak with a hood, a mask that covered my mouth right to my nose, a black outfit that fits my new name perfectly. " I just wanted my new instrument of death to look good." Ned replied. " Its been 15 years since you died. The former president died, and his sucessor ruled over him. He seperated the rich from the poor, building higher houses for rich people to avoid the poor below them, it also reminds them that poverty exsists. The president was just a puppet of the corrupted who fed their needs and doomed others. Soon the entire city was brainwashed with sin and corruption. Everyone takes sin as a lifestyle."

I heard another scream. I know the time has come to rid the world of its dirty deeds. Moving into a shadow I was teleported to the source of the screams. I creeped out of the shadow silently. I saw a girl and a man fighting over a loaf of bread. They were both wearing ragged clothing. " Great! I can have you and this bread." said the man still oblivious to my arrival. The girl screamed for help as the man grabbed hold of the girl and brought her into the back alley. Nothing else has to be said about what will happen next. I pulled a pistol right from my cloak. It was a revolver with eight bullets in it. Jumping in the shadows again I appeared right behind the man. I blew the man's head apart with a shot at point black range. The girl was stunned, she turned and ran.

" I see you have found the power to travel through the shadows, conjure up weapons from your cloak and scare people away." said Ned. " How can I get back to my normal life in a place like this?" I asked. " You don't need a normal life, you have all the power no man could dare use. You can't die, you can regenerate yourself." Ned replied. I jumped onto the roof of the nearby building and looked at the moon. I suddenly thought of my friend, Charlie, and my first love, Diana.

' Diana.' I sighed. " Diana, where are you, do you still love me?" Tears rolled down my eyes, I didn't bother to wipe them. I pulled over my hood and jumped into the shadows.

Shadow-Cry: Episode 2 ( A chance )

2008-04-08T01:01:00.000-07:00

To do anything for love is a difficult decision.

" Brad...Brad.... wake up!" I know those voices. Charlie. Diana. As their voices faded away, I knew it was finally over, my life on Earth has finally ended.

Suddenly, a loud voice boomed in my head. " You're alive!" I woke up with a start. I blinked my eyes several times before I sat up. I was fine, i did not feel any pain at all, I felt fine! But that wasn't the only thing that I noticed. I was sitting on what seemed to be a giant plataeu of rock surrounded by magma and fire. It had a hellish atmosphere about it.

The loud voice boomed again. " Brad..." Whoever this is I have a lot of questions to ask him. " Who are you? What's this place? What do you want?" The voice boomed again. " I am the angel of death. Just call me one of your human names, Ned will do. This place is between heaven and hell. Hell is much worse than this. Hell is down through the fire and Heaven is up there."

I was stumped. " So you're the one to decide who goes where right?" " Yes." Ned said. " Then where do I go?"I asked. " Back" Ned replied. " You mean back to Earth? But why?" " Because I like you Brad, you're special and I know it. You have a sad life and I'm not gonna make it worse for you."

A bit confused, I told Ned. " There's got to be a reason behind this pity." " Indeed there is. I want you to punish those who have sinned to face my judgement, they have sinned uncontrollably. Your city is the source of all this evil."

" But my city is a good city, I was a policeman of that city and I know how clean it is from sin."I stated. " Not anymore. It has become a sincity, brimming with crime and injustice."Ned said. " How do I claense it?" I asked.
" I have already prepared everything to get you started on this business." Ned said." You are a policeman, you should know how to handle a weapon. There is a weapon that you humans call a " gun" on the middle of the area."

Suddenly, several, creatures jump out of the fire. They look like tigers, just with longer fangs, and a body of fire. I never saw such a wild creature in my life. I knew they were hostile and that my only way of retaliating was the gun in the middle. I dashed towards the gun. I dodged the monsters swiftly as they pounced. " I couldn't do that before!" I exclaimed. " That's because I have given you powers no man would dare to have." Ned replied.

I finally reached the gun. It was a pistol with a long barrel, a grip that fit my hands suitably, and it had a bright silver colour. I lifted the pistol to point at the monsters. I fired 10 shots, which landed perfectly in their skulls, 10 down, 2 to go I thought. I pressed on the trigger but no bang was heard and no monster dropped. I ran out of ammo. ' Where am I supposed to find more ammo in this place?!'

There was a loud crack as platforms were formed out of the stone floor which floated above me. I instinctively jumped 20 feet up onto the platforms. " Enough with the sidearms. There's a new weapon 50 feet above you." Ned told me. So I jumped higher and higher. There it lay, a long rifle fully equipped with a scope and 3 extra clips. I jumped to a bigger platform above me. There waiting for me were nearly 80 of the monsters, prowling around.

I hid behind a nearby rock. Looked through the scope and fired, one by one the monsters fall, but the rest were approaching quickly. I jumped out of cover to face the monsters, firing madly at them. Dodging their claws, I filled each monster with lead. I was getting tired, it was easier for me to be clawed and bitten. Charred and injured I lay on the floor with the monsters surrounding me. " You can't die. I am giving you a new life and you shall fulfill it, I can't bring you in now. Use your powers!" Ned shouted.

I stressed myself to find a power helpful for this situation. I felt my wounds healing, my body rebuilding itself in a few seconds. I'm able to regenerate myself. I finished off the rest of the beasts.

" You have finished your training for now but you will discover new powers on the way." Ned said. " I will now bring you back to your world. Hide your identity, you can still maintain a normal life, but use your powers only when needed and for the right purpose. In the day you will stay as Brad, by night you will be known as Shadow-Cry." There was a flash of light then everything blacked-out.

Shadow-Cry: Episode 1 ( The Fall )

2008-04-07T05:57:00.000-07:00

I had a life back then. Someone to share my love with. I was cheated of it. Despair and anger was all that filled me. I was finally consumed by death.

My name is Brad before I earned the name Shadow-Cry. A simple name for a simple person. I was 18 when I met this special girl. As an orphan I hardly recieved this feeling. She was named Diana. Talking to her, and being friends with her was all that mattered to me. We kept a long-lasting relationship, taking a step to have a boy-girl relationship. She was perfect, a beautiful girl with a good attitude, strange why she would choose me.

I got a job when I was 20, being a policeman is easy-work in this city, but I still got paid for it. Meeting friends on the job wasn't difficult, one of my best friends was Charlie. Now I have 2 of my best friends in the world, I couldn't ask for more. Everyday was great. Until one dark day.

I went to meet her at the cafe we usually met. I thought of proposing to her to be my wife, so I bought a ring. When I came out of the store I saw her. She was kissing another man in the back alley of the shop. I could not bear to watch her any longer, I ran away, back to my house. Locked the door and thrashed my home. Leaving the place in a mess, I lay on my bed, crying, asking for God to speak to me. Nothing was returned.

I stayed at home for a week. my friends were getting worried, they thought I was dead when I did not answer their phone or doorbells. The only person I opened my door to was the pizza boy. Dull he may be but he provided a little comfort. Diana knew the problem, she cried at my door for 3 hours. I was crying inside too, but anger was my face.

I could not take this pain any longer, I climbed on the window sill, looked down, and shivered. A cold wind was blowing, I did not know how it would feel to hit the ground. I knew this was the wrong thing to do. When Charlie finally broke open my door, I was already falling 150 feet above ground. It was a cooling sensation as I lay against the wind. I saw the ground coming towards me fast. I said a prayer just before I hit the ground. The pain spread over me like fire. Though the wind was knocked out of me, I finished my prayer. "A..me..n.."

I Never thought she could break me apart

2008-04-06T07:12:00.000-07:00

I think I'm boring her,
I can't face her once,
I won't turn around and say Hi anymore,
she broke me apart,
so this is what happens when its not right.

I won't talk to Her,
I leave her alone, I stay off her blog,
I never look at her,
if this makes her fine then I'll be all right.

I stay away from her,
keep a hold of my heart,
fill myself with nonsense,
telling me I'm not right,
and she's not right.

I say goodbye,
keep a stiff upper lip,
hope for a better day,
another love,
while I nail my heart to my chest.

I never thought she could break me apart.
Now I'm lost, regaining consciousness
And find myself in a new realm of terror
A corrupt world like this dosen't deserve good
Sin is its priority, to cleanse it will be suicide
Such sacrifice made by a man whose heart sold to a love rejected
With the face of anger, revenge in his eyes,
A man arises with questionable acts
Is the execution of the corrupt a sin
Or a warning that this is the price for all the sin
A man has to take a step
to control a city
He is the only hope for destroying the corrupt government.
As night falls upon sin city, Shadow-Cry emerges
shaken with anger, he excecutes revenge over the city.

"My love stolen, spent and wasted.
This world corrupt with sin and injustice.
Excecution of the evil for the revenge of my loss.
To end your misery is my obligation.
Read the moon as the sun fades. The end is near for the sinful ones.
No sword, no bullet can bring me down.
Repent before I take you to hell.
Sure as hell I'll be going to hell.
To bring a companion would that be swell."

Shadow-Cry

2008-04-05T07:19:00.000-07:00

Shadow-Cry
Dark secret, acursed anger, hidden within.
A phantom mysterious, ghostly and grim.
A masquerade of emotion flaring from within.
No more will this man feel the same again.
Hidding his face from the eyes of the wicked,
he is a rebel, a loner, a minion of the shadow
This is Shadow-cry.

Well its about time to change my nickname. Black M was used for a little spot of darkness. It will be replaced by a new reign of night, Shadow-Cry. What does that name tell you? Read it in the poem above. He's a character lost in the corrupted world of today, keeping a secret no one should know. He is a rebel, fighting for his people, but he is just doing it for himself. To rid him of the pain that has a hold of him. Sounds like a daredevil if you ask me, I may be able to keep up episodes of him and his struggle. Just stay tuned to this blog for the story of Shadow-Cry.

Dispute

2008-03-20T06:19:00.000-07:00

My school's speech day is coming up so that also means that it'll be my blog's birthday soon too. We (NCC) have been training a lot cuz we're the Guard Of Honour and I'm in the PDS performance which is special cuz its our first time performing to really important people. The funny thing is that us (GOH) has to wear a yellow scarf, white belt and gloves, which is totally gay while the senior cadets can wear the really cool No. 1 uniform. Its like we're totally... I dunno... DRESSED LIKE CLOWNS!!! But i Have to admit that we are really smart looking.

Something bad happened today. My Sergant Major accidentally stepped on the radio, but the radio was still ok. The younger Cadets who are very playful were telling him that this was a sign to let them all go home after a hard day of training. SM (Sergant Major) was too fed up with one of the cadets who was usually like this, blabber mouth, womanizer, hyperactive. SM shouted at him telling him to shut up and other words that I really shouldn't say out. After 1 round of the performance the cadet shouted at the SM, all the high pitch shouts of vulgar words spewing out of his mouth including threats to bring his uncle to settle this. All this happened at the parade square so it was really embarassing. 1 younger cadet joined in to shout something at SM (so unnecessary). A discipline teacher saw what happened and gathered everyone involved in this dispute. The teacher resolved the situation. We got back into training again anyway.

My opinion is that the cadet did a very very very disrespectful thing. Sure you can maybe shout like that to a friend but the SM has a much higher rank, older, and has the authority to tell the cadet to shutup. I also find the cadet irritating cuz he hardly keeps his mouth shut and he treats his seniors too much like a joke. We could make him do 50000 push ups at that instant but what will be the use. He can just walk away or even beat us, he can be that truent! Tell me, if there's someone who disrespects your authority and is an irritating boob, would you feel like shouting out what you contained for a long time?

That was something you don't see everyday. I finally have my latest fav song on my handphone. With You by Chris Brown. The lyrics of this song is very romantic. It can be used as a love apologyand a love song. This song really speaks to me as I would feel like tis for the one I love, that I just can't find. Oh and my xbox 360 is spoiled. God probably spoilt it so I can manage my studies better. Thank God! I really have to get on to this studying thing but when it comes to holiday, a holiday is a holiday. But when is a holiday never a Holiday? When there's tons of school work to be done. Holiday is turning into a stuff of legends, it was once a time where the young people could reside from the gruelling chains of work. It soon turned into extra time for more studying. Hey you know what? How bout we go out and get some of that slurpee that gives you brain freeze? Oh No! I can't cuz this friggin government wants us to work our lives away. I feel that we're becoming a cheap replacement for robots. Our main purpose in life seems to be owing Singapore a Living. Damn money man, damn men, damn greed, damn everything that makes us live a life of shit. This is becoming child labor. So so so dicky. I gotta get outta this nightmare man. I got a life u DHMFs. I am rebel.

Failure

2008-02-29T02:26:00.000-08:00

I have fails, a whole lot of them, its so uch worse than last time! Now I'm scared, I gotta study more and more, I gotta die trying ( just an expression). I still have laughs about unacademic stuff. Me and Jin Hao were supposed to go to HQ NCC and follow the Sec 1 NCC cadets to get their uniform, but they went off without us! What's worth laughing about is that we left our bags locked up in the NCC room. We could not get the NCC room keys from anywhere so we borrowed a metal pole from the boys brigade so we could bring our bags out of the NCC room.

Valentine's day?! I think not!

2008-02-15T02:19:00.000-08:00

Okay I asked Isabella if she would be my Valentine as in at least go out for a day. She said she can't because she has exams coming up soon, the same goes the same for me. So I can also say that education can ruin love easily. So I asked her if she could go out with me someday after exams. She said to include friends. Then Joel takes my phone and sms her about my lost love for her. Then next came a poem written by Joel. He may think he's helping me but its not. Isabella loves Lester. I seriously don't want to mess up their relation and I promised to be just her friend. Its embarrassing. Sometimes I can resort to beating Joel up. I can fight. I can go berserk. It takes a lot of anger to fill me for me to create a scene. But seriously, I think the girls are starting to become a bit bitchy, rejecting guys here and there. I think there may be more rejects than accepted. Girls are being choosy. Its very disappointing. Some men are also just looking for hot girls. I know it would be nice to date a girl like that. I don't think I have a chance for a true girlfriend. I'd rather sign up for the army and be sent on the battlefront everyday. This post is just crappy, I can't think properly from all the love hates. Love is very complicated.

Kiss of Romeo and Juliet

2008-02-12T03:02:00.001-08:00

Eyes interlocked with an affectionate stare
Sudden movements end with a final stance
Romance Prevails with thy kiss
The taste of your lips soothe me inside
To wash the feeling would be a mistake
Holding you closely, what a perfect match!
Connected together lip on lip
Love transferred in a cycle
Unbreakable bond like no other
It lasted so long yet too short
It's time to leave this as a secret

Shhhhhhhhhh.....

By Black M

Still has room for improvement, I may extend it because of its title, and no I have no experience with this sort of thing, its just my imagination going wild(again). This just a poem to show how I long for such romance! Make sure you take part in my poll ! This is Black M from 11.7 FM, stay tuned.

Dance Dance

2008-02-05T20:03:00.000-08:00

Dance Dance! Learning dance from Khris Khaos in youtube, just looking at how he dances and I try to follow. I try doing his moves, I show my friends a bit then they say they hate it. Hey! I'm workin on it. It'll be better with song of course. Freestyling. Khris Khaos dances so cool, kinda like Michael Jackson, just much better. I'm looking for songs where I can dance to it. Now Here's some interesting news. I thought Isabella actually had a boyfriend. By the way he's called Lester. Lester just spoke to me saying that he read my blog. He tells me that he is not Isabella's boyfriend. I was totally stunned, I thought this all this time. But even if I have a chance of being her boyfriend, it seems that Lester goes on really well with her. I really don't want to make a wrong choice and make things worse for her. I may really regret it. To me I feel that I'm just her msn pal. I don't dare speak to her. I'm just too shy when speaking face to face. She's special in some way that I just can't explain.

Valentine's definition

2008-01-29T23:47:00.000-08:00

I broke my first guitar string! I don't seem to be doing good in anything doing with hardcore math and calculations, its as if my brain suddenly broke down in numbers. Troublesome friends annoy me by my first love. Poems are starting to improve. Valentines day is coming, I already have a Valentines gift for some one, some one I'm waiting for or maybe my first love. When I think of Isabella I get love sick, lose my mind in a thought of despair that I lost a girl that special. She's the real reason for the teardrops on my guitar when I remember Valentine's day. Who do I think I am, I can't manage a girl 99% perfect. I just gotta continue my studies. I just have to shout out THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES, getting out of my mind. I never see how I can get by this memories. The songs I listen to when I feel like this is ' Thanks For the memories' , 'teardrops on my guitar' and 'Boulevard of broken dreams'. But I thank God I don't walk a lonely road on the boulevard of broken dreams, friends are beside me. Even if they get on my nerves, we're all in the same fit and we have great laughs together. My poem I want to put up on my bog is 'first love' i'm working on it and i'm thinking of making it into a song but my guitar string broke. The thought of a band is like sooo cool. The two best cars in the world now in my opinion is Mclarren F1 and the Enzo Ferrari. Mood swings on a Febuary.

Requiem For A Dream

2008-01-08T05:37:00.000-08:00

I can't keep onto my last resolution for the new year. Fall Out Boy the band is a great band, I like how they spin around while playin the guitar. Yeah! The singer's got a great voice, Patrick is it? Waddever nice music. But I'm still suffering. A-maths is living hell. It's so dang complicated. ZUT! French for damn. And it seems that my school may have a prom night for the Sec 4s. I have a problem. I don't dance, no, and I don't think anybody else is willing to boggey. Cuz they don't. Now I'm into alien v.s predator. The predator has suddenly become the next master chief. But with so many cool bluddy gadgets. The hunt yeah. I wanna put 3 laser pointers on 1 of the PDS rifles. Oh yah! That reminds me, I'm gonna perform on the stage for the Sec 1 CCA open house. We will be the first NCC PDS performing on the stage on Yuying. Its gonna be a bumpy ride through the year, but God will protect me. God bless all of you.

New Years Resolution

2007-12-30T05:59:00.000-08:00

It's the first time I'm having so many resolutions. And I'm confident of carrying them out throughout the year. Hahaha it's gonna be a great year, even if there's O level, there'll always be a smile on my face :)

Learn french language (french man)
Become an everyday poet YEAH!
Read my daily devotion with God
S-O-C-I-A-L-I-S-E more often
Never say the F---k word

Next year is gonna be great, I hate exams, but I know this O level holds the scary concept of the future so I'm up for studying groups. Cheers to an awesome new year.

Its Christmas Day

2007-12-27T06:16:00.000-08:00

It's Christmas ! YAY! HAHAHA! WOOHOO! Present opening time yay! Hey... what is this! Can I please have a new xbox 360 controller? okay. Waddever... Even if its the thought that counts, some presents still can't satisfy your thoughts. Like: " I want xbox live. I want xbox live. I want xbox live." But anyway thanks for the presents.

Ouch my leg hurts! You've gotta say that when you cycled 42 km from East Coast park to Bedok, to Pasir Ris, to Changi and back. Oh it ain't so bad except that you have to cross over head bridges and cross trafic lights. Oh! We were lost too. Fancy that! It was so tiring that my little brother cried, and he's Sec 1 next year. HAHAHA! But we had hot plate for dinner. MMMmmmMMm and Ratatouille as the night show.

My little bro's birthday anyway. Jack's Place. Delicious. I like steak, medium as it is juicy and easy to chew. Delicious, we had a cake, oreo cheescake.Yum!

Just wanna wish anyone readin my blog right now, Merry Christmas, a happy new year, God bless you and minstletoe for Isabella's love life.

Camp Froman

2007-12-20T05:22:00.000-08:00

Okay not camp Froman Its church camp (youth) JG and survivor style. I just came back from camp today and I'm gonna tell you wat we did there, mainly getting closer to God, having fun, making new friends and best of all, worshiping God with all my heart.

It was really fun! Dirty games with big splashes. Like bobbing for sweets in milo, team water bombing, and drinking some blended up juice made up of random vegetables (its tasty-serious! I drank half a cup while others didn't!). I thank the lord for the rain cuz it kept us cool and we didn't have to go high elements yay^_^. But I have to say we're too close to nature, birds in the morning, monkeys in the noon, and frogs at night. But another thing I enjoyed was the Angel-mortal game, I recieve nice treats from my Angel and I give my mortal a daily dose of sweets. HAHAHA! I thought my Angel was a girl cuz the hanwriting was pretty neat and Marcus mentioned that my Angel was hot! It turned out to be Benjamin in the end. HAHAHA! I also thank the lord for stopping the rain when we took the walk to the sermon place. It ended well, new friends, new perspective, new life. I can't wait for the next Youth camp. HAHA!

Accidentaly in Love

2007-12-06T20:12:00.000-08:00

I had an affectional problem with my church friend. Her name is Isabella. We stated to be friends after 1 of those church family meetings in church member's house. I just thought she would be one of those friends who are female. I don't have many friends that are female. I started smsing to her. She actually introduced me to MSN so we started chatting through it. We've been chatting till Valentine's day when on that day I asked her If she could be my Valentine. I really really meant it, but I wasn't so sure about what to do if I really had a girlfriend. I was shy as it was my first time asking a girl to be my girlfriend. I got rejected, she has a boyfriend on that day, and probably on and on. I was kinda hertbroken that day. Then I didn't really talk to her anymore I just... I don't even say high to her or even anyone. Then when I find her online on MSN then I really want to tell her how I really feel. Then when I found her online then I told her that I love her. She says she really knows how I feel about my one- way love. She's really sorry. I was touched when she said we can still be friends cause I didn't really befriend her from Valentine's day. So it all went well if I can say so. My heart's mending, we're still friends. I wish Isabella's relationship goes smoothly.

Class Chalet

2007-11-12T05:37:00.000-08:00

Okay... I just came back from my class chalet and I am super sleepy. Now I am writing this post to tell you what happened on this crazy chalet. Our class chalet is at Coasta Sands Resort in Sentosa. Yes! I thought it would be great. The rooms are small but there ain't no kitchen and hardly got any cooking utensils. We set up the xbox 360 first but of course as a chairman of the class I have to get the class to bond by participating in activities concerning the whole class. So we went to the beach to play soccer which was tiring because of the sand which also stings the feet. Ouch! Then it got kinda boring so we went up and played xbox which actually means me watching them play. Then we went to cook BBQ which was set up late. After eating, I swam in the night in the swimming pool at the chalet. Then I went up and finally played Halo 3 multiplayer with my friends where I totally owned them mainly because they still don't have as much Halo experience as me. Hey! C'mon! I watched a hundred over videos in youtube full of Halo 2 multiplayer action and finished legendary on Halo 3. Then after that my friend called me to come with him to the other room (specifically the girls room) to sleep with himbecause the beds in the boys room is taken over by xbox players. So I took a nap of about 1 hr until my teacher woke me up to ask where the map is so I also follow him with the planning committee to the beach to talk about the "amazing race". After a few plannings then we play around I got bored went back to the chalet to find a few drunk students who played a game which consists of drinking whisky. One of them went back to the room where he vomitted into the toilet bowl and "fainted" before he went back to conciousness and tried to sleep but the place was too noisy because of the students playing xbox, so he went out of the room with a blanket and slept in the corridor. Another one was at the poolside where some other students were relaxing with the teacher on beach chairs. He was not as bad as the other one, he was just saying crappy stuff and walked in a funny sorta way. At the poolside we talked about the funny things that happened earlier, talking about funny stuff that the students would do but would not happen, and the character of students including the stupid things they do. Then I went back to the room while a friend took a photo of my friend in the girls' room who was now unwittingly sleeping beside 2 girls. It was one crazy night. It was about 5am when I played Halo 3 campaign with another friend. For the first mission I never imagined that it would be so difficult killing the jackal snipers because it was usually my brother who kills the snipers not me. We were supposed to watch the sunset but we were busy playing. SHUCKS! I should have watched the sunset. Later we cleared the BBQ pit and we threw away overnight otah and eggs (which we could not cook) so we waited for the cafeteria to open except a few of us who ate plain bread. THen we went down to the beach to relax. Then we went up to watch the movie "300" on my friend's laptop. Then we went out to eat at a foodcourt. We went back after eating and I swam with my friends again. Then went up, most of the students were already leaving early so we decided that it was no point staying so we left early. I went back home played Halo 3 again ate dinner and fell asleep on my bed. It was my first class chalet and I can't wait to have another. It was more than great.

Aw...man

2007-10-24T05:43:00.000-07:00

I don't know if I told you this but I joined a Halo 3 tournament at E2 cineleisure in Singapore on 19th oct. It has passed long ago. I recieved a limited edition Halo 3 dog tag,which is my only Halo 3 merchandise(sadly:(. MY other friend who doez not have Halo 3 and his cousin has joined the tournament too. They both got eliminated the 1st round in Sand Trap, 16 players, slayer, 10 minutes, no kill limit. I don't really know what happened but my friend got to the bottom of the list with 7 kills. On my first round I got 5th place out of 16 players, Valhalla, slayer, 10 minutes, no kill limit. I did not have time to edit my profile and was sent into the thick of battle. I scored headshots with my battle rifle and beat them to death with it. It seemed the players were not fond of using vehicles, which is totally stupid. I took banshees killed splattered players and was shot out of my seat. I took a mongoose to mow down the players but was unsucessful. I finally took a wraith and blasted the players who were crowded in 1 area shooting themselves while I blasted them to bits, but I was boarded and I died. I saw banshees circling overhead, took a missile pod and shot them out of the sky. Somehow the game was very laggy players popping from 1 place to another, explosions seen after a few seconds. Anyway I got into the next round which was on the next day.
On the next day I saw familiar faces and the all familiar vacant seats where we compete. I went onto my seat ready to play when the staff learned that the disk is scrathed. Talk about suspense. I was moved to another seat. The game starts. The game is on sand trap same rules but with 9 players. I find myself facing 2 warthogs and a brute chopper( 1 of my favourite vehicles). Oh no I see this happen everytime, I know I'll be hit soon. I was hit by a three round burst from a battle rifle I ran for cover behind a pillar. I caught a glimpse of the player behind a warthog and I threw a frag at it giving the player damage and killing finishing himoff with my rifle and was unwittingly hit in the back by someone else. Damn. I respawned on the desert blah blah blah shoot shoot shoot. I got onto a banshee got a killing spree and someone got a killjoy out of me by boarding me and hitting me. I took the brute chopper and killed a few players. It would have been much easier to take kills if the player were driving vehicles. The round ended and I got 5th place again but as not enough to get me into the next round. So I lost but anyway... I had the permission to call myself the best Halo 3 player in Yuying Secondary School (temporarily).

Many things

2007-10-17T04:51:00.000-07:00

Ok hello again everyone I haven't been telling you more about my life. Tis was because I was having exams and did not want blogging to get in my studies for this important exam. Less talk exams more talk blog. 25th Sept has passes long ago and what happened on that day? You guessed wrong! I was at my math tution instead of the Halo 3 opening. WHy? It was because of the ****ing exams. I say aye to abolishment of exams. I can't tell you much about it the halo 3 phenomenon. That was the bad news, now the good news. Out of my class of 35, 20 of us joined a hip-hop dance competition including me. There were 5 other classes also that were rumored to be good at hip-hop, but we did not give up hope on winning. Dancin hip and hop is fun and great in many ways. Some people say I dance too stiff, I dunno, they can't even dance themselves for crying out loud! Do not judge people without judging yourself first. All our sweat and energy was paid off when we recieved 2nd place for the dance cometition and we all went crazy. We took many pictures with our form teacher and our dance group. The form teacher then bought us free sportade. We won vouchers giving us 1 free day of hip-hop training with pros. THe next good news is that I finally bought halo 3 after my exams but its not the limited or the legendary edition. I had the money for the limited edition but there ain't 1 around. Legendary edition cannot be bought. Now I have just finished the fight. I have joined a Halo 3 tornament but unwittingly joined in without considering the consequences. I have to skip my NCC training and I haven't told my parents about it. Well wish me the best when I go for the tornament. C'mon great prizes. Oh and its the holidays so I now feel free, but not so free. Now I will be organizing a class shalay (if tats how its pelt) in the holidays. Ok to summarize this whole post, wish me best for the Halo 3 tornament and I hope you will enjoy the long holiday ahead.

Halo 3's comin up think fast

2007-09-07T06:52:00.000-07:00

HEY EVERYONE! HALO 3 IS COMIN UP IN 25 SEPTEMBER! It's a hit, everyone knows about it, it is time to finish the fight, unlock the mystery of Halo! It's the time for Halo fans to finish the fight and pros to kick noob ass in xbox live! My xbox 360 will be fixed in the month of October which is not the best time to go on a Halo spree, cuz its the final year exam, I'm aiming for all passes and more A1's.It's my time to prove to my parents that I can study, and delight them enough to get their permission to have xbox live. I mean, if I finish the campaign then my fun will rot unless I get xbox live and play with other people.What's after Halo 3 is Halo Wars, another cool game of Halo where I can command troops to kill the covenant, not very appeasing until you find out you can still ram over enemies with a group of worthogs and control the MAC gun. So hope patience will serve me well in the wait for the best game in 2007. Wish Me the Best In My Exams.plz

Lyric For My Favourite song

2007-08-23T06:27:00.000-07:00

LINKIN PARK LYRICS

"Numb"

I'm tired of being what you want me to be

Feeling so faithless lost under the surface

Don't know what you're expecting of me

Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

Every step that I take is another mistake to you(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

[Chorus]

I've become so numb I can't feel you there

Become so tired so much more aware

I'm becoming this all I want to do

Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me

Holding too tightly afraid to lose control

Cause everything that you thought I would be

Has fallen apart right in front of you(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

Every step that I take is another mistake to you(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

And every second I waste is more than I can take

[Chorus]

I've become so numb I can't feel you there

Become so tired so much more aware

I'm becoming this all I want to do

Is be more like me and be less like you

And I knowI may end up failing too

But I knowYou were just like me with someone disappointed in you

[Chorus]

I've become so numb I can't feel you there

Become so tired so much more aware

I'm becoming this all I want to do

Is be more like me and be less like you

[Chorus]

I've become so numb I can't feel you there(I'm tired of being what you want me to be)

Caught In The Act

2007-08-23T00:15:00.000-07:00

Like I was saying... In Sec 3, which I am In now, I have lots of problems about the liking and the gossip and all that kinda stuff. Now is the worst part of all this gossip. My friends are hardcore in trying to put me and her together(oh, I forgot to tell u that we are in different class). My "friend" hacked in my blog, took a photo from her friendster and edited it into my photo, making it look like i'm right beside her. He also pushes me toward her whenever she is near. He wrote graffiti on anything in his reach from my shirt to my worksheet. He took a photo of the post he put on my blog saying " I love Lee Qin" and showed it to her. She knows it, I know it, the Sec 3 express class knows it. It is all indirect torture. I e-mailed her explaining all this, now it has quietened down abit.

There's not a star in Heaven that we can't reach

2007-08-12T16:47:00.000-07:00

In school there's good and bad news. Good news: I did not become the USM and I am taking up less load. Bad news: I am quite looked down and other stuff. Other stuff: The entire class and the other class thinks I like this girl whom I did like in sec 1& 2. The first incident was that I was in them canteen eating fish n chips when she sat by me (blush), she told me that when I ate the salad then I liked her. I couldn't think fast so I did something stupid that would change my Sec school life. I ate the salad and ran away. Sec 2 I thought she might still have eyes for me but I couldn't express it in any way to show her that I liked her. In Sec 3, I -

Not The End

2007-08-01T07:22:00.000-07:00

Johnson: huh?
Romeo: Eunice explain
Eunice: its like this Johnson, us females are more emotional than you males. You cannot dump us just like that without at least repaying us for showing our affection!
Johnson: And some of your type don't even bother to notice our affection
Priscilla: Yours is different. You only like me for my looks.
Romeo: Look into the inside Johnson, see their character. If you find that she is what you want as a good girlfriend then go for it.
Eunice: Fate may also bring whoever your soul mate is together.
Johnson: but what if I don't like her looks
Romeo: I don't know how to answer that.
Priscilla: Ok, Johnson, if you really do not love me then could you at least get me a treat so I will forgive you?
Johnson: Oh so this is what a girl wants
Eunice: What every girl wants
Priscilla: But we can still be friends right?
Johnson: anythig you say

2007-07-23T02:54:00.000-07:00

Eunice: Um...
Romeo: yah see misunderstanding. I keep telling them that I liked you but not anymore, its way past, I'm not lookin for a girlfriend right now.
Eunice: then who belongs in your heart then?
Romeo: Since you're 1 of the people I know that understands me then...it's Juliet
Eunice: the one who flirts with the boys with her charms? No wonder
Romeo: I can imagine us being married
Eunice: and both your lives end in a tradegy
Romeo: Don't say that!
Eunice: Oh No here comes Johnson and Priscilla
Priscilla: So you liked me for fun and cuz I'm hot?!
Johnson: Yup
Priscilla: oh you are just too much you son of a-
Romeo: WOAH! What's the deal here?
Johnson: I told her that I don't like her
Romeo: Bao Chika Bao Wao
Eunice: Johnson you certainly have no feelings. When a girl is dumped she... I dunno we're more emotional than your type!
Romeo: Just accept the fact that she's female Johnson

Misunderstood

2007-07-18T06:55:00.000-07:00

(curtain opens revealing Romeo and Johnson hanging out)
Romeo: You know what bothers me most?
Johnson: The fact that your mama sets up porn sites?
Romeo: NO! The boys in the campus try to be matchmakers and think up of something mischevious to get me and some other girl that I don't admire together.
Johnson: Funny you should mention that cuz' you told them that you like Eunice.
Romeo: I liked her from the start( she is one helluva chick) but that was just for her looks. Concentrate on the character and attributes. And I thought you like-like Priscilla?
Johnson: Nah that was for fun-
Romeo: FOR FUN! FOR ****!
Johnson: Now I concentrate on women who are good looking and intelligent.
Romeo: '_'
Johnson: ;)
Romeo: -_-I hate you.
Johnson: But if you don't admire Eunice then who do you admire?
Romeo: Ju- That's for me to know and for you to find out.
( Eunice and Priscilla enters)
Romeo: Um... Hi
Johnson: Yah what he said
Eunice: Hey Romeo wanna join us at the pool? we're playing water polo.
Romeo: I.. um.. uh.. huh?
Priscilla: Dickhead!(turning to Johnson) Aren't you going to come with me darling?
Johnson: Um... okayyy...
(Johnson Follows Priscilla, Eunice and Romeo are left alone)
Eunice: Maybe I won't go for a swim I prefer to be with you.
Romeo: (blushing) Um... since we are alone... can I ask you a question as a personal friend who thinks that love is as complicated as the nerves of my body.
Eunice: what?
Romeo: You remember the first time I met you, at the canteen.
Eunice: Oh the part where I sat right in front of you and asked you that if you eat that casserole you love me?
Romeo: Yes! Do you really like me?
(curtain closes the story will continue later)