We are ODST... and a whole load of rant

Hey Oh!

I just got the new Halo game recently- Halo 3 ODST. I have to say that the gameplay has changed quite a lot in a more challenging way, but I'm not complaining that I won't play as badass spartan. The ODSTs have much more character in them- except for who I'm playing as. The ODSTs are badass enough. Gotta love em'. I'm a Halo freak but I'll stop here. If you wanna see how bad ass they are then the link is...

Here! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=31DvXIlnvQ0 go for HD :D

Yeah I just to make my blog slightly more interesting, I'll post links on what I'm watching on youtube and such- cuz I get sooo distracted and I think you should have a look at all the crap I'm watching.

I'm not drawing Light anymore I guess. Because I can't get an idea for a good pose. And if I don't start now, I can't finish it by the end of my holiday, which is 2 weeks away! I don't know about enjoying myself by playing on the box- but if I get the character design for Light correctly then I'd love to do it. Problem is that I have trouble deviating from anime style. And I don't draw anime at all. It would be a whole lot easier though. Sheesh! I haven't had a try at air brushing yet.

Oh. My GPA was 2.75/4 which was pretty good cuz I passed- I didn't have any expectations and I'm not knowledgeable in that poly stuff yet. I got a whole bunch of Bs and Cs. And hearing from my friends how they get 3+/4, I get ****ed up about myself. I work so ****ing hard but I don't get the right design idea- so I get ****ed. I hate it. So I have a hell load to catch up to my friends when I get to my game designing course- and D-L makes no difference! I bet they all have a wicked idea already! All I have is D-L and I haven't thought of kickass gameplay yet.

I feel degraded.

Now I'm emo. Stupid blogging.

I'm going to play ODST because no one I know can do it better than me. SO **** you, **** you, and **** you. This blows. You know I'm getting friggin pressurized on a holiday. ON A HOLIDAY!!! WTF!!!

I bet you think I'm a loser now huh? I have no life- I have no say in psychologies and that I'm spoiled cuz I never had a relationship with anyone. Well I'll just let you know that I don't give a shit!

That's right! I DON'T GIVE A SHIT!!!

Apperently I'm just not interested in BGR anymore. The only real one I'm going to get is in fantasies and I'm just going to weep and die over that. ****

**** you!