Wednesday, 30 September 2009

Light Prototype Lineart

Heya!

GPA aside. I'm done with the lineart for Light's poster pose. The design is still a prototype but I've wanted to do a poster pose before the holidays and I had to act fast. Changes to outfit and slightly to her face. AND YES, I know her face looks friggin wierd. It must be the proportions again. But anyway you can have a better look if you visit my deviantart page.

Uh.... problem uploading it here- maybe cuz it's too large to handle- no that wasn't a joke... I don't get it either but don't even think. Just check it out from the link below please.

http://dark-shadow-light.deviantart.com/art/Light-prototype-lineart-138725505

Please comment ^_^

Friday, 25 September 2009

We are ODST... and a whole load of rant

Hey Oh!

I just got the new Halo game recently- Halo 3 ODST. I have to say that the gameplay has changed quite a lot in a more challenging way, but I'm not complaining that I won't play as badass spartan. The ODSTs have much more character in them- except for who I'm playing as. The ODSTs are badass enough. Gotta love em'. I'm a Halo freak but I'll stop here. If you wanna see how bad ass they are then the link is...

Here! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=31DvXIlnvQ0 go for HD :D

Yeah I just to make my blog slightly more interesting, I'll post links on what I'm watching on youtube and such- cuz I get sooo distracted and I think you should have a look at all the crap I'm watching.

I'm not drawing Light anymore I guess. Because I can't get an idea for a good pose. And if I don't start now, I can't finish it by the end of my holiday, which is 2 weeks away! I don't know about enjoying myself by playing on the box- but if I get the character design for Light correctly then I'd love to do it. Problem is that I have trouble deviating from anime style. And I don't draw anime at all. It would be a whole lot easier though. Sheesh! I haven't had a try at air brushing yet.

Oh. My GPA was 2.75/4 which was pretty good cuz I passed- I didn't have any expectations and I'm not knowledgeable in that poly stuff yet. I got a whole bunch of Bs and Cs. And hearing from my friends how they get 3+/4, I get ****ed up about myself. I work so ****ing hard but I don't get the right design idea- so I get ****ed. I hate it. So I have a hell load to catch up to my friends when I get to my game designing course- and D-L makes no difference! I bet they all have a wicked idea already! All I have is D-L and I haven't thought of kickass gameplay yet.

I feel degraded.

Now I'm emo. Stupid blogging.

I'm going to play ODST because no one I know can do it better than me. SO **** you, **** you, and **** you. This blows. You know I'm getting friggin pressurized on a holiday. ON A HOLIDAY!!! WTF!!!

I bet you think I'm a loser now huh? I have no life- I have no say in psychologies and that I'm spoiled cuz I never had a relationship with anyone. Well I'll just let you know that I don't give a shit!

That's right! I DON'T GIVE A SHIT!!!

Apperently I'm just not interested in BGR anymore. The only real one I'm going to get is in fantasies and I'm just going to weep and die over that. ****

**** you!

Saturday, 19 September 2009

Light Profiles


So please comment please!!

Monday, 14 September 2009

Light costume 1

Here! If you're too lazy to go to my deviantart page then here are images of Light's costume trial. Of course I think you'll be able to see it better on my real deviation.

And I would appreciate comments and critiques whether good or bad so that I may finalize a design and colour it. Yeah you should check out the original on my deviantart page cuz I also put in some comments that you should take notice of. The link is here...

http://dark-shadow-light.deviantart.com/art/Light-Clothes-Front-136988908

http://dark-shadow-light.deviantart.com/art/Light-Clothes-Side-136989918

Please Please Please critique cuz I wanna get a concept of Light done before the holidays!

Wednesday, 9 September 2009

Game Psychology

Heya!

This psychology is not only for those who develop and design games (like me), but for everyone who has played games before (Yeah I bet they did). Joining me will be my counterpart: Andrew Angelove (Hellooo). Don't get wrong that I'm merely talking about video games, I'll touch on early games too as they progress through the ages (Shit! History!), yeah I'm talking to those chess dorks (he didn't mean it. Really) Before we begin, I'm saying this totally of my own opinion, what you think could be different, just take mine as a perspective of a different angle (90 degrees actually).

So shall we begin? (Go for it! You'll be sorry!)

First, history time (****). Chess is a representation of war as it was common in that period of time. Chinese chess, Go (Go where?), checkers, and many less popular war games of which I don't know (Someone didn't study history) These games were played by nobles (rich asses), and these games were much more fun than sending their men to die (phew!), as less stress was induced and the loss of a chess piece wasn't a fatality in reality. What's more is that these games trained the mind, they were an educational aspect for a prince before he would take the crown and wage his own wars using similar principles (atta boy!) I'd like to keep the histroy lesson short (HAZZAH!)cuz it's just a short introduction to how games were at the very beginning.

Now, I'm sure my audience has played at least ONE computer game before (if no then how are you seeing this?). Short history (-_-), video games began from simple, pixelated fun (like Pong!). So now we're in an age where games have advanced so much, it blows your mind away (literally) and takes you into another dimension of fantasy apart from reality. Stunning visuals make it seem almost realistic. Games have become gateways to a world where you are the hero of a story. Games have become a platform to interact with other players. Games... have become addivctive (like music ^_^).

Games show us a world in which we will never live in without the limits of keyboard and mouse (and xbox!). Let's say you finally take your eyes off an addictive video game (say no to drugs), now, take a long walk around the patch of world you live in. Do you see elves battling orcs? Or Space marines blasting at aliens? Or even worse! Do you see Mario knocking levitating pathways with his head to gain points? (WTF?) NO! All of which u enjoy living in your second life is untouchable in the real world (NO! My level 100 warhammer!). You say to yourself "Who am am I kidding? I achieve warlock ranking but I'm still a pathetic garbage collector." (Again no offense to anyone who really is a garbage uncle playing WOW)

We play games to escape from horrible reality to fantastical fiction. But how long are we going to keep the illusion? That is never going to happen to you. The closest you can get is being a hero cop (But I want Grand Theft Auto!). In this world, anyone who has a mind to live for wants to be the hero, and the only way we can achieve that is though games- nope not movies (they're less interactive). So we feed our hopes of being freed from the limits of the universe through games. But you'll be a little kid out in the cold world waiting for Santa Claus to give you a teddy bear instead of earning it through tedious work (And then you Die!) Which is sad :(

Don't get me wrong, I'm an upcoming game designer and developer so I believe in games (that sounded wrong. So you're Gameristian? Gameslim? Gameindu?) Shaddup! There have been games and a certain anime (Blood +) in which I have fallen in love with and relve in the happiness which isn't mine but the virtual characters'. I cry (He does! Like a baby!) Screw you! I admit that I have been greatly moved by these fantasies but I cry because I come to realize that that happy ever after will never be mine (miracles man, miracles)

Games are in truth, an illusion that a fantasy awaits for us, but it is but a distant dream. Dreams. They say dreams come true. Well most of them do, but not you saving a princess from a dragon with a kickass steed. Reality will always kick in every time you wake up, and you begin your day with boring school and boring work (bleah!).

So I bet your hopes are down already, especially all you hardcore fanboys and girls (Anime boy droolers!) And I am not going to tell you that fantasies can be real.

Although hope seems lost, let's not give up on games just yet. If you ever wonder why games haven't been burnt down because of heresey, it's because it's a pastime! We come home from work or school, exhausted, and you don't feel like stressing out on sports (Sports is still okay), so what do you have? A Playstation 3 with your name on it (really?) So you laze on the couch, and with the mere movement of your fingers, you enter another world and kick monster ass with a giant buster sword! With such ease you dive deep into a fantasy world where boring garbage won't hinder you from your quest (Hurrah for the garbage uncle!) The computer, xbox, playstation, nintendo DS, and other platforms for gaming, is our own gateway to break a fraction of the fabric of space time continum to dwell in the lands of Azrath! (If you brought games to the past, you would be considered a GOD!) Right... And so you can see updates on games like the wii where body movement is used to control the way we play (it's still gay LOL!), we do our best to reach into the fantasy world.

So even if fantasy is purely unreacheable, games are still used to immerse us as deep as we can into the fantasy universe. (Advertising like Shamwow) So! It is a matter of where you put your belief in- Is gaming your life or a treat from Mr Claus? Space out your time between gaming and work to prevail in your REAL dream (C'mon boys and girls! Whaddya wanna be when you grow up?) Sloppy Joe in front of the tele or successful Bill Gates with a loving family? Don't make games your life (look who's talkin) Well except for us game designers and game developers, we hike the Everest of gaming to bring you new installments for your pleasure ^^, we just try not to get waist deep in gaming snow (HAH! Good one!)

YES! (YES!) We're finally done here! As you can see we stayed up through the night to get this psych done so its best if you appreciate it. Any suggestions can be left in the chatbox to your left (Although it has just too little space) Seeyall another time! (Yeah so long suckers!)

Friday, 4 September 2009

I LOVE BLOOD +

Heya!

I feel quite happy! I finally find a Japanese anime that I truly enjoy and love. The name's 'Blood Plus'!

I won't give spoilers to anyone interested. I first came to know about it when my friends were watching Blood The Last Vampire the movie- Which really confuses the anime plot... or not I dunno haven't watched yet. But I'm just about to finish the series- already knowing very well how it all ends. This anime is likeable for its level of maturity of violence, psychology, and the lack of cute Japanese expressions (THANK GOD) I don't watch anime and I'm more of the Western sort of fan, so you may be intrigued by this anime which turned Halo fan into Blood fan.

Well I for one love how its periods of psychology have a likeness to that of Dark-Light. So I'm glad I can try some of that out for D-L! What's more is the way the author has set up a strong base for the plot and how the Protagonist discovers her myseteries as she progresses from stage to stage. The charaters are also very well written and dialogue is kept constant and without cliche- well not much cliche. Hmm... Did i mention the anime has a relation to Vampires? Yes, I can tell you that this anime is much more worth watching than Twilight ( YEAH SUCK IT )And it has quite awesome Japanese music! Another thing i came to realize- some Japanese songs can fit to my liking! It has its own song y'know. Yeah!

So let's see... Vampires(check), Music(check), awesome array of characters(check), dialogue(check), solid and understandable plot(check), cute japanese expressions(get lost)! WHat's not to like ^_^
So now what I like about Japanese are delicacies(sushi), language, tradition, particular anime, and particular songs. YAY!

Another thing before i set off for the follow up post. Yeah this concerns the next post above (thought so) This will be a game psychology (what?!) Yeah I'm going to tell what I think of the growing game industry and my purpose for dedicating my life to it- I may even include if I ever made one of the worst decisions ever (aww c'mon)

So i end this post when there is another one above ^ So if you were wondering WTH is up with those brackets, that is a lovely fellow commenting behind my back, he is very close to me (you have no idea how close), and he's quite a fun guy to be with!

SO SEEYA! And watch BLOOD PLUS!!! You Won't Regret it! (Except you Twilight fangirls out there! Screw Pattison!) XP

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