Thursday, 28 May 2009

OH MY GAWD! GET IT OFF ME!!!

Hello,

I'm really really tired right now and I'm going to waste myself with a long sleep later on. It's because of the damn projects and my insistent procrastination. Now I have learned my lesson and will finish my work before I own play. Bad thing is that I concentrate so much on games and my guitar that I didn't continue writing my book! I left it there for a long time now so you know that there aren't any new Dark-Light updates.

Guitar update. Nothing new apart from improving on current songs.

Game update. Dead Space: The Thing, Alien, and Doom 3 blended together in a bloody mess to give you one hell of a horror game- Guaranteed to get you pissin in your underwear. It'll really send chills up your spine. I have to say that it really has a lot of resemblance to Doom 3 in terms of the cause of the chaos and the monsters. Although it would be an awesome blockbuster horror ride, I wouldn't play it.... Yeah I'm a coward... but it's mainly because I don't want to fight scary whacked up inside out monsters with a miserable plasma cutter. Give me a Lancer rifle, a set of mjolnir, and I'll own their asses- BIG TIME!

Celebrity update. AAwwww SNAP! Miley Cyrus's latest song 'The Climb" from her movie gets a million+ views on youtube! That's crazy! Well, that's a song well done! The music is right and the lyrics give so much meaning. But you wouldn't find me watching that movie- DUDE loads of girls go to watch that and it'll be friggin awkward into a movie theatre full of girls- Yeah I know what you sickos are thinking-

Shout out: Do not be mistaken, even the actors that play heroes in movies do bad things so don't worship them. They're just like you and me.

Ok I really gotta sleep now. BYE!

P.S: Do not play Dead Space at night

Sunday, 24 May 2009

Surrealism

Heya!

Haven't blogged lately cuz of the major projects I had to do. I've been kept up at night because of the last minute hands on work. Seriously! Last week was filled with frustration! From how much my blood boils I'll end up with a heart attack! And I didn't even have time to go on the com to do my stuff. I never had any free time last week.

BUT HEY! You're not here to hear me complain.

No Dark-Light updates though... Except that I really have to make some big changes to the characters. I feel that my characters are too boring and need some juice. I didn't really plan on their personality seriously. But I don't think the story will change... Except that I may edit more descriptions and dialogue. HEY! I might just make it to a 300 page book!

Well... There was a DeviantMeet recently and I missed it for simple lessons in photography :( I sooo regret that. I could have made a whole lotta Deviant friends there! Shucks... Its past anyway so maybe I have to wait for a long time if they come to Singapore again. Anyway... I'll be uploading photos of my work in poly for ya'll to check out. I alrdeady have my first comments on the recent photos I've taken on my photography trips! YAY! I really got worked up about that so I'm going to upload more stuff.

Guitar updates. I now know how to play Burnin' Up by the Jonas Bros. Working on Won't go home without you by Maroon 5. Haven't played Bad Day by Daniel Powter in a long time. Accidentally in Love Awsomely mastered ( cuz Its so easy :D ) And I'm going to try my hand with Love Story by Taylor Swift.

Celebrity updates. Hey! You know Taylor Swift? She's awsome! She's the kinda girl where I would be staring at her beautiful face more than her slender body! She's the only girl where I concentrate on her face the most! Don't get me wrong, I'm not a perve. LOL! Her songs are awesome by the way. Country songs but absolutely fascinating!

Shout Out. The way of love in the past in lost. Because of the Fucking evolution theory, everyone thinks that we are really animals, and say "Oh, this is the natural order of nature. Sex is our main purpose, let's have an orgy woohoo!" Fuck you, Fuck that!

Game updates. I've been tempted by so many games like Assasin's Creed, Bioshock, Resident Evil 5, but I think I'll buy Left 4 dead for its multiplayer epicness. I'll probably borrow Bioshock from my friend. Assasin's Creed is Sci-Fi? Screw that! Resident Evil 5 is awesome but I don't think I'll be allowed by my parents to buy that load of evil.

Hey! See how I've organised my post for updates? Looks way cleaner huh? Yeah so expect more of this from now on.

Bye!

Sunday, 10 May 2009

BGR Psychology application 1

Hey there!




I read a tragic love story from Nigel's blog which you can check it out. Just check his archives for reference. The people aren't real so don't bother being nosy. OKAY! Let's proceede on with the investigation muahahah! YES I"M BEING NOSY! All these are from my point of view so you can make your own pressumptions!




There are three main characters in this story even if on isn't emphasised a lot. This has taken place in secondary school where most BGR originate from- Primary school BGR is just plain childish. Timeline is 3 years... It doesn't matter if this is true or not because it is still one heck of an example.




Let's Begin with "Love at first sight"! It seems to be apparent with Tim. A pretty girl draws attention, and Hildya seems to be a great example. She is pretty and talented by means of language. And Tim is that lucky guy who gets to sit with "Snow White". This happened in secondary 2 so I guess they aren't too knowledgeable or sensitive on BGR yet.


An innocent couple.


Well, they continue by being best friends with one another and carry on with this till secondary 3 where they must have matured in thinking. I guess it must have been apparent that they are the perfect couple! They are finally separated from their former nosy classmates- And boy are those kinds irritating! Valentine's day comes and Hildya gets tokens of affection from other boys.- WOW! She's a celeb! Being the good friend- and utterly oblivious boyfriend- Tim asks whose invitation she would accept. And her obvious hint was saying that she would go out with the one who didn't get her presents.


It was extremely obvious for me but Tim hasn't caught on yet. Well he does eventually and discovers that he has a loving affectin for Hildya. But he hesitates to reveal his love. Hildya takes the first move and asks to go for a movie. I'm not sure if the movie had any influence on this... Maybe just some uneccessary drama.



After the movie, however, Tim and Hildya stone there with their hands clasped together. Frying their brains over what to say at that awkward moment. Again Hildya makes the move and shows that she wants to have a BGR with Tim using the common words, 'I like you.' Tim, however says 'Thank you.'..........

....

WTF WAS THAT TIM?! You totally screwed up at that part.

*AHEM*



Anyway. Nothing much has improved in their relationship after that. Hildya seems to be going for another guy in her CCA. No doubt some hunk ah beng. So apparently good ol' Tim loses to Hunk... Typical... Their friendship perseveres through the rest of secondary school but without anything BGR related like going out.

Fast Forward to the O level results!

Its going to be the last time they see each other in person and decisions have to be made. Tim asks Hildya for lunch and a movie but she only consents to a lunch- Probably afraid of yet another awkward moment. Tim suddenly holds Hildya's hand and the startled Hildya pulls back- It seems her hand is reserved for Jason/Hunk only. In Tim's desperation, he confesses his LOVE for her. Rash move Tim.

Now Hildya wants to stop any wierd ideas Tim has in his head and breaks up their relationship on the spot. HARSH! Tim can't do anything else because of shock. Its been a bad day for Tim even if his results were fantastic- I mean YYJC leh HAHAH! He recieves a final message from Hildya and he knows all is lost.

Its a tragic story that kinda appealled to me. Well now, let's see...

We know everything was going sweetly for them from their first meeting to sec 3's Valentine's day. It is apparent that Hildya wants to upgrade their relationship, and Tim hides his affection. If Tim had revealled his love more obviously on that fateful day then things would have been much better. And if he actually screwed that up then he really shouldn't be afraid to tell his true feelings to Hildya no matter how awkward it would be.

Well he screwed up anyway so when Hildya has no hint of Tim's affection, she leaves him for another guy. Then Tim admits his feelings too late. It has become very difficult for Hildya to say yes when she has Jason. We don't know a lot about Jason except that he is some hunk ah beng, but I pressume he must be a flirt if he was able to catch Hildya's heart. I have no idea of his intentions so he is more of a mysterious villan. LOL!

I have to say that Tim brought this downfall upon himself. Hildya sounds like a good girl- not those slutty bitches from hell. Jason is... a Kill Stealer. LOL! Okay enuff jokes about Jason already.

So I say be a man and take up courage to speak your mind. But don't make rash decisions or they could bring you down. I pity Tim for lacking the courage.

BGR is overrated and usually immature where real love isn't present. Remember the "I like you." statement? Well that is because it isn't real love. If it was real then it would be "I love you." it's just that they don't have the guts. BGR seems like a play thing where it doesn't last long so it really isn't necessary at all.

BGR works when both parties reveal their affection for each other, then it'll turn out right.

Currently, Love is still a mystery to me so my assumptions may not be plausible. Could be fake.

Well maybe we'll discuss about how unrealistic Love can really be. For now...

Tah Tah!

A Game Wonderland

Hello,

It's been a while since I blogged. WELL! To update you, poly has been tiring. The work we have to do to ensure good grades never takes a vacation. Most of us are already complaining for the 3rd week. I don't enjoy breaking my back over these assignments but I force myself to endure each day. I mean the sooner we get to used to the endless flow of projects will we come to terms with the pressure our carreer will put on us.

Besides, the other schools are suffering the same ordeal except that our assignments are a whole lot more fun because we are DESIGN! We should be grateful that we aren't pulling our brains out over mathematics and science! We chose this course because we have a passion for art even if you suck at it! That's me! Let your creative mind take control and let your ideas flow from your pencil to the canvas! These assignments are exercises to grow our creativity, so let's not put them to waste!

AHAHAH! IN YOUR FACE BORING SCHOOLS! SCHOOL OF DESIGN FTW!

Anyway...AHAHA..... On a particular train ride. I popped yet another idea of a novel! I really have to get done with Dark-Light anyway- trying to do at least 2 pages per week. I sad face cannot finish Dark-Light even when I'm so close to the end! So... The story is like this!

The game industry is booming and new ideas are on an edge. A new game system has just been construcred and is ready for testing! The cyber simulator is a state of the art game system which immerses the player in life like games! It is a portal right into the game universe! An authorised game tester and game enthusiast, NAME, would be testing out this marvel for the first time! But it all goes horribly wrong when the cyber simulator becomes an actual portal into the game universe! Now NAME has to travel through various games and find a way out before he permanently becomes one of the non-playable characters! He discovers the fascinating virtual reality of games and their contrast to reality of the world. Join him in this funny adventure and jump into the world of games!

Hmm... I hope no one's thought of that before... DIBS! I call this idea first and no one can have it :P AHAHA! MINE! Yes its a competitive world for writers out there and they have to be sure that they are doing something new or they'd be wasting their time writing a 500pg novel.

Oh well... I think I've said just about too much. I may scan or take pics of my work and put em' up in deviantart to fill up my gallery. I have a study of a tragic love story taken from my friend's blog. It's up top!

BYE!

P.S.: RESIDENT EVIL 5 is awesome and i want it so badly. Its the best game I think Capcom has made. Mario can suck his own Russian dick!

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