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Hi!

Special occasion today! TODAY IS DAVID AND LEANNE'S WEDDING! Presently Mr & Mrs Tay! FYI, David was my guitar teacher during sec 3 but I unofficially stopped lessons with him in sec 4. When I recieved the wedding invitation, it would be rude to refuse it. It was my first time experiencing a church wedding and it was swell! It was simple but the service structure was more appealing because you don't just sit in the pwes the whole time- We worshipped God for his blessings upon us and Mr & Mrs Tay. And Marcus was awesome! Our church community is fantastic! Thinking of having marriage in church as well HAHAH!

So far poly life is tedious with the long lessons and projects. We feel quite stressed out but that must be because we aren't relieved of the holiday mood yet. we have to get used to this as soon as possible anyway. We have to take this like real work and hand our projects on time and with upmost perfection. And university would be way difficult! So we best prepare for this! This is easy under the terms of reality! Our stress and difficulty is a matter of delusion where we concede to false illusions- So philosophical WOW!- Yeah so TGP persevere! This is just the start and I'm sure we can conquer this.

My "emo"ness is caused by stress and more philosophical causes. Apparently I don't know anything at all about Love. Only by experience can you fully understand what it is- yes this may mean that the BGR psych is nothing but bullshit! Then if you're a long term reader of my blog then you would know who Isabella is- not going to describe her for you. THAT wasn't love at all! It took me so long to realize this- I discovered it somewhere earlier but..Hey!

During my primary school days I was such a pathetic thing. When I entered JG and sec school, Isabella asked for my number and we began as friends. But during that short time, many disconcerning thoughts ran wildly across my mind and I did things unconciously. I must have creeped her out with this sudden affection for her. BUT it wasn't real! It wasn't love. If I was her I would be like "WTF! Just two months and he already shows this thang for me! It's either I'm good or he's a pervert.. Can't take the chance! I'm just sec 2 for crying out loud! Nyah!"

Right...

I hope she doesn't find out about this HAHAHA! Yeah so I reallt embarrassed myself there and after- cuz I tried again which was ridiculous! So I secluded myself because I'm sure news may have spread and I could have become known as the pervert... Sick... Yes that was chaos all over my face! Trying to get back though and act as if nothing has ever happened, but I don't talk to her anymore. Sometimes I wanna cry because I did this to myself. But this was when a jolt was sent to my nerve and woke it up.

I grew and matured. My knowledge increased and I know a lot more now. Thinking is a fundamental skill of mine when I put it first. Wise guy huh? Smith talk "What is love? Is it an illusion created by the human mind? What if it doesn't exist- What if it is its opposite? What if it is hate? Since some of us will hate each other after an engagement.." Smith talk... He's very conceptual if that's the right word.

Nuff said for tonight... Gotta go

Bye!

School never ends...

Hey ya'll!

I- Am so glad I chose to join SP's school of design! There's no doubt it'll be a fun experience of sociable activities, and it'll assist me in brightening my character! And being socaible and fun is an important aspect in Poly so I've gotta try my best! Besides, I've got my new friends to help me out.

Dark-Light... sadly I have hardly any time or else I am too tired to continue writing with it. Especially with school starting tomorrow, I'll have less time to write! This is going to be a major problem if I want to get it done by this year. I'm nearly done with it anyway.. Just needs a few more chapters. The finale is going to be exciting.

YAY! I have recently downloaded Final Fantasy 7 on my laptop. I have lost my self control over this new- actually old- game! It's sort of cute in some ways yet mature. Me and younger Bro have laughs over the game HAHAH! Since I watched the entire FF7 walkthrough on youtube, I have a slight gist of what to do and how the story is going. It's so fun now even for an old game like this. From my perspective, FF7 is the best among the FF series yet. YAY!

Oh! School starts tomorrow so wish me the best! I hope to master drawing ASAP and achieve awesome results! I can hope!

So long!

Let's start-start-start the party

Heya!

I just returned from the School Of Design camp in SP and I'm quite spent, but the nap did me good. And the bad part is that I have a 5-day freshmen orientation programme tomorrow! SHX! But at least I made a few friends in the camp HAHA! As long as I'm not alone, everything will turn out right. Sadly, I didn't manage to befriend anyone from my course-yet!

Well... I'm not really enthusiastic but when it comes to camps, I try my best to shout for the team, but I need a leader and I had an awesome leader. She's caring, friendly, enthusiastic, and encouraging. And the other group leader was male so he usually talks to us guys more, he seems like a quiet person also but he is actually quite the fun type. And my team mates were great! So I made friends with them and got their numbers haha!

The camp was fun! The games were interesting and the camp songs always united everyone in symphony. The games were fun...yup! Not going into detail. The night walk was UBER too. It was the most frightening one I have experienced! But the girls on my team seemed brave after we all laughed about everything after the activity. But there was one very unexpected activity.

SATURDAY DISCO NIGHT!

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WTF! I really didn't expect that! So some of the campers leaned back from the wild dancing and stuff. There were dancers which I can say are as good as my friend Alex who knows B-Boy and is currently in the team FUYO. So it was an awkward moment for me as I am not the clubbing type.

The girls there...I'd say that I don't have an overall profile of everyone yet, and my course is more important. As I've said before, I am not going to even try. I'll just act normally and make friends and not invade into the girl's personal space. YUP! So I'll just have to see.

I'm stopping here okay.

Bye!

Heroes never say die

Hey,

April Fools! I guess... HAHA

I'm back! Well I can't take it as an April Fools cuz I really didn't want to blog anymore but I...um...

The thing is that I can't help but blog about something, it just clears my head and everything when I'm frustrated! When I've got no punching bag then this is the best I've got! You win this round blogger, but now I'm going to fill my blog with all the hate i can rouse up.

Let's get down to business.

My xbox 360 is malfunctioning again so I can't play on it for a long time, but I am grateful that it didn't break down in the middle of the holidays or else I wouldn't have much to do- I am a gamer addict. And I wasted my time watching FF7 walkthroughs cuz I have a slight fetish to play it. I am changing my blogskin soon cuz the words are tiny seee! tiny!

Yeah well it's time to start on philosophical business. My EMO Karma WTF that is.

I just watched Pre Game Lobby- Which is an awesome Halo 3 machinima- and Gears no more- which is also awesome- so I thought a lot! From a scene I saw in Pre Game with some gamer guys being FAGS by trying to persuade the gamer girls to lay them, I see one of my problems. I think that I am trying too hard! To get a good girl, you shouldn't really try at all! I just have to treat girls about the same as guys- sort of- not act like some good guy to lure girls in or hooking them up. Seriously, I should act naturally, don't think too much by assuming that every girl you meet could be my girlfriend. That is stoopid.

So now I am acting maturely... so far...

And Gears no more shows you how war can sometimes be so pointless, and that friendship should last forever. It is very dramatic and I love it, of course it has some funny parts and awesome action scenes, but the philosophy behind it is very intriguing.

So that's that.

I just said this to my friend instead of my blog so I copied and pasted it here for ya'll to see.

hey you know what! After watching a machinima that was comedy and retardedness
there was one scene that made me think
Am I trying too hard to get a girlfriend?
I tell myself 'yeah, asshole.'
'you sign yourself up for tagged just to find a girlfriend!'
'And all you think about is your love life and girls!'
'wake up fool! The world has come down to a shithole and there's hardly anything you can do about this!'
'Sex is what everyone thinks of now.'
so I tell myself now not to try
to just lay off with this
that being a bachelor is not so bad
I'll get enough money to buy a Lambo- nah
haha
yes I have given up but I'm putting my faith in God to make something out of it
I'll just make friends with girls... and stop over respecting them
if she's a gamer girl so what!
just treat her normally
cap her with the sniper rifle already

The sniper rifle is in Halo 3.. not in reality.

Yeah Women are overated nowadays and men just fall prey to them.

Yeah get pissed off with me! C'mon!

P.S: I have the Halo Wars soundtrack YIPEE!!

Guitar Tutee

Heya!

I haven't been making personal blog post lately because I really didn't feel like it. But I always bugged myself to blog again so I... Okay here's the deal.

I AM SICK AND TIRED OF THIS BULLSHIT! I BLOG BUT WHO CARES? NOBODY GIVES A SHIT WHAT YOU DO! WHY BLOG TO NO ONE BUT YOURSELF? I MIGHT AS WELL GET MY OWN PERSONAL DIARY! THIS ISN'T PERSONAL! SCREW THIS SHIT!

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Ok ok I'll talk Andrew.

I am just about done with a drawing of Dark. I practice more and more of my guitar with songs thanks to Guitar Tutee... it's an awesome website. I also predict that I will arrive at at least 15 chapters and 200 pages at the end of the Dark-Light story...

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I just need some time on my own... HECK! I live everyday seperated from my friends and becoming a couch potato. So yeah not much has been happening to me and I'm pissed about facebook, tagged, blogging and all the other stupid profiling. Get a life and make friends in the real world when you have the chance. I am single...fuck that

Screw you!