More about me:

Hi,

Today I am going to talk more about myself because it would make me feel better and for you to know more about this annonymous writer Andrew Ang.

I am sixteen, a prime age to feel most of what life has to throw at you, and suddenly realizing how cruel the world can be if you don't watch your step. (I'm just going to summarize my past life) I can't tell you a lot about my kindergarten life but my primary school life may be revealed. For those 6 lonesome years, I kept to myself all the time. I guess my mind wasn't working in full throttle at that time and I was like a malfunctioning robot. My Primary school was Maris Stella.

During my pri school life I read children magazines, and my refugee was the library which I went to during recess to watch television and read. I was into Star Wars and Japanese anime at that time. Star Wars sparked my ambition to be an inventor which I will talk about later. Japanese anime RUINED MY LIFE! I can't tell you the full details how it did. Because of the multi color forms that I get when I became a trouble, I became a silent statue to prevent myself from talking and mixing with the students that would influence me into being a gremlin.
I was also...um...a pussy in my lower pri life, I remember how I pissed my pants last time and how I cried when someone broke my sharpener. I even threw up when I cried (probably cuz of asthma).

I didn't have a care in the world at that time and didn't bother much about my choice in secondary school. I didn't do good in my PSLE and got moved into Yuying Secondary School. That was when I was thoroughly exposed to the horrifying world in good and bad ways. I learnt my profaities and became inclined to make more friends, and becoem social. But I have to warn you that I tend to go overboard when socializing. I have to keep my cool and that is practically what I used to get attention there. I learnt about relationships during the annual Valentines day which has...yeah...VALENTINES DAY RUINED MY LIFE!!! I got crush after crush but never scored a chance for a real girl friend let alone have one for a friend. I was shy among them and the other boys...I don't wanna talk about them...THEY RUINED MY LIFE INDIRECTLY!

As I entered upper sec life, I was exposed to more mature subjects and my brain was running well enough to understand just about everything. As class Chairman of 3A and 4A, which I was proud of, I was noticed and had loads of companions to laugh with. You could say that I turned worse during that time with my more colorful language and confidence. I wasn't a pussy anymore, at least I could say soemthing or do something about it, but I didn't have any enemies. I was typically a gentle giant, tall and big but not to boss people around with a tie around my neck.

I'm sad that we have to part our seperate ways, 4A, but I'm glad that you would have a chance to chase your dreams. You have been the best class ever and YOU HAVE MADE MY LIFE SPECIAL!! I have to admit that my only love was the class. Haha I'm also wearing the beloved class T shirt, even if it is pink.

Right now I am suffering the Blood Gulch Blues. Blood Gulch Blues: The result of being trapped, alone, and secluded from the rest of society. Loss of self-esteem, emotional problems, and self hurt is common among subjects. It is not contagious.

I have time to meditate at home and think about EVERYTHIN about my life. God did bless me with the O level results, I thank him greatly for that, but I felt empty, very empty. There are times I despise myself, and times I despise everything else. What keeps me from doing anything stupid is God. God is the only friend I have that I can share my secrets with, and he is also my savior who pulls me out of trouble when I ask for it. God is my best friend even if he doesn't seem to talk back. I just pray for a great life.

I wanted to be an inventor but I realized that it isn't possible and crazy as I would have imagined it long time ago. So I came to write this story and make interactive storybooks which are games. At least that's what I hope to achieve since my life isn't any better than that of a movie or story. We all lead normal lives and we find ways to fantasize about ourselves in another form. I want to make games for an escape itno a world that the player wants it to be, to live the life of a hero and do things no one can do in real life. I make fantasized realities for people to enjoy.

I hope you've known more about me from an internal perspective. I'm going to cycle to a field nearby to consolidate myself. Gotta get away from Blood Gulch!

Bye!