Failure

I have fails, a whole lot of them, its so uch worse than last time! Now I'm scared, I gotta study more and more, I gotta die trying ( just an expression). I still have laughs about unacademic stuff. Me and Jin Hao were supposed to go to HQ NCC and follow the Sec 1 NCC cadets to get their uniform, but they went off without us! What's worth laughing about is that we left our bags locked up in the NCC room. We could not get the NCC room keys from anywhere so we borrowed a metal pole from the boys brigade so we could bring our bags out of the NCC room.

Valentine's day?! I think not!

Okay I asked Isabella if she would be my Valentine as in at least go out for a day. She said she can't because she has exams coming up soon, the same goes the same for me. So I can also say that education can ruin love easily. So I asked her if she could go out with me someday after exams. She said to include friends. Then Joel takes my phone and sms her about my lost love for her. Then next came a poem written by Joel. He may think he's helping me but its not. Isabella loves Lester. I seriously don't want to mess up their relation and I promised to be just her friend. Its embarrassing. Sometimes I can resort to beating Joel up. I can fight. I can go berserk. It takes a lot of anger to fill me for me to create a scene. But seriously, I think the girls are starting to become a bit bitchy, rejecting guys here and there. I think there may be more rejects than accepted. Girls are being choosy. Its very disappointing. Some men are also just looking for hot girls. I know it would be nice to date a girl like that. I don't think I have a chance for a true girlfriend. I'd rather sign up for the army and be sent on the battlefront everyday. This post is just crappy, I can't think properly from all the love hates. Love is very complicated.

Kiss of Romeo and Juliet

Eyes interlocked with an affectionate stare
Sudden movements end with a final stance
Romance Prevails with thy kiss
The taste of your lips soothe me inside
To wash the feeling would be a mistake
Holding you closely, what a perfect match!
Connected together lip on lip
Love transferred in a cycle
Unbreakable bond like no other
It lasted so long yet too short
It's time to leave this as a secret

Shhhhhhhhhh.....

By Black M

Still has room for improvement, I may extend it because of its title, and no I have no experience with this sort of thing, its just my imagination going wild(again). This just a poem to show how I long for such romance! Make sure you take part in my poll ! This is Black M from 11.7 FM, stay tuned.

Dance Dance

Dance Dance! Learning dance from Khris Khaos in youtube, just looking at how he dances and I try to follow. I try doing his moves, I show my friends a bit then they say they hate it. Hey! I'm workin on it. It'll be better with song of course. Freestyling. Khris Khaos dances so cool, kinda like Michael Jackson, just much better. I'm looking for songs where I can dance to it. Now Here's some interesting news. I thought Isabella actually had a boyfriend. By the way he's called Lester. Lester just spoke to me saying that he read my blog. He tells me that he is not Isabella's boyfriend. I was totally stunned, I thought this all this time. But even if I have a chance of being her boyfriend, it seems that Lester goes on really well with her. I really don't want to make a wrong choice and make things worse for her. I may really regret it. To me I feel that I'm just her msn pal. I don't dare speak to her. I'm just too shy when speaking face to face. She's special in some way that I just can't explain.