I don't know why I feel this way

I'm acting so strange. She's not my stead why am I crying over her rejection. I just thought she was someone special that I just couldn't bear to lose. I shed a tear when I play sad songs in my head. My friends all tell me to forget about her, she's just another girl. But I emo in the morning and laugh in the afternoon, in the night I see her go online on msn but I don't care. This post is typed as I play "Apologize by one republic". A tear trickles down my face. I wipe it off as I write a poem of my sorow.

Loveless

Every morning I wake,
something missing from my life.
I go to school with a feeling of stress
by the pressure of the test.
I play a song in my head,
it was "Apologize".
A tear trickled down my face
I wiped it from trace.

Why do I feel this way?
I was never yours,
and you were never mine.
Why do I cry
for the love of your bind.
I never enjoyed your embrace.
I never enjoyed your kiss.
I never enjoyed your perfection.
Since a Valentine's day.

In the night, I looked at my com.
I could type to you anything
but I said nothing.
In the bed I was sleeping
Never knew I would be thinking
of you turning away from me.
Unbearable pain.
I just cried out my heart
as I drew out my art.
Blindly sketching through my tears,
everything I didn't have that represent you.
Dear oh my dear, without you
I'm a state of loveless.