Valentine's day?! I think not!

Okay I asked Isabella if she would be my Valentine as in at least go out for a day. She said she can't because she has exams coming up soon, the same goes the same for me. So I can also say that education can ruin love easily. So I asked her if she could go out with me someday after exams. She said to include friends. Then Joel takes my phone and sms her about my lost love for her. Then next came a poem written by Joel. He may think he's helping me but its not. Isabella loves Lester. I seriously don't want to mess up their relation and I promised to be just her friend. Its embarrassing. Sometimes I can resort to beating Joel up. I can fight. I can go berserk. It takes a lot of anger to fill me for me to create a scene. But seriously, I think the girls are starting to become a bit bitchy, rejecting guys here and there. I think there may be more rejects than accepted. Girls are being choosy. Its very disappointing. Some men are also just looking for hot girls. I know it would be nice to date a girl like that. I don't think I have a chance for a true girlfriend. I'd rather sign up for the army and be sent on the battlefront everyday. This post is just crappy, I can't think properly from all the love hates. Love is very complicated.